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[GlecieC]

Thank You! Is your name KayCee? Or KC?

[iDecay]

I remember this topicccc. Hahaha. Chance to talk about my life.


Okay. I'm Tina for those who don't know me. I'm 13. Hi. I guess it's safe to say I didn't have a normal childhood. I never really celebrated any holidays and never learned how to ride a bike. Christmas would be usually spent alone in my room when my parents were out with their friends. Instead of getting love, I just got.. money. They thought that if I got a new computer or something, it would make me happy when they were gone and get me something new if I was tired of it.

Even though I may seem really social online, I am really anti-social in real life. When I was younger, I wasn't afraid of going around being an idiot around people because I didn't care. But then once Middle School started, I blocked everyone out including my best friend. It was really hard and I still remain that way. I guess that's one thing I really need to change about myself. Even though I mat be anti-social, I do know many people since my school's pretty small. They only basically talk to me for one reason: they want something. I never say no to them and I'm just a doormat. A push-over. Whatever the hell you want to call me. It's another one of my weak abilities I REALLY REALLY need to change.

I'm really emotional. I cry a lot. My parents are always putting me down and comparing me to other people. They tell me to shut the f**k up when I do, so I just resort to crying in my room. My mom doesen't allow me to talk to guys unless it's about homework, and it just causes more problems. I don't have anyone to talk to about guy problems or anything. It's really easy to make me cry, or laugh, or get mad. I get jealous really easily and it sucks.

Congrats, you made it through a short summary of my life. If you're still reading this, thumbs up to you! As negative as this whole thing may be, you'll know why I'm usually down. [Though I usually try to keep happy most of the time..] Okay. I'll shut up now. Bye!

[lalalaLANUH]

Oh wow I've never seen this thread before.
Glecie glecie glecie your name is awesome.
First I want to congratulate everyone for being so open online. It's never easy being honest.

Well, erm, I'm Alana. I'm 14. My family life isn't as hard as other's have been. My mother is there to care for us. When I was younger I used to get beaten, but she's stopped now. She didn't realize she was abusing me until she gave me a concussion, but she's learned to control her anger. She just talks a lot now, especially when she gets drunk. My parents don't fight alot infront of me, but I've learned through her drunken rants that my dad was actually using her and several other women to cheat on hiswife. He only married my mom to spite his ex-wife as she had been cheating on him as well (the irony). He would have left my mom if it wasn't for the fact that she was pregnant with me and she refused to get an abortion. Sometimes I wish she did because things would have been so much easier for them. I think my mom loves my dad, but I don't know how she feels about me.
But yeah, all this is kept under wraps so it's nothing big.
When I was in the 6th grade I moved to a new school where I was lonely for an entire year. I became clinically depressed and toyed with self mutilation and thoughts of suicide. In the 7th grade, though, I made new friends andmet a guy who changed me. I was suicidal by then, but he stopped me. For that I am forever greatful. I thought that maybe we could be together (a silly childish thought) and when I found out he wanted nothing to do with me the following year I sank right back into depression. I never told my family because they dont believe in depression and such. I've stopped doing...shall I say..emo-ish things since my friends found out a couple months ago. I'm in a new school now and slowly I think I'm getting better, though there are pit falls every now and then.

[HakunaMatata]

Tina - I hope that 2007 brings you the self-confidence that you want and that you realize that you're already a very cool person who deserves better. I don't know if this'll help, but I'm 16 and I can't ride a bike either.

Alana - Thank you for being so honest yourself, too! I'm glad that things are getting better for you, and I hope that continues.

Glecie - It's both. My name is spelled Kaycee and my initials are KC.

[*x1227x*]

tina - aww!! =[

man... your lives seem much more worse than mine. =/

[moninja]

tina: i'm coming to the rescue. =]

Hello cB. I'm Monica, I'm currently 12 years old, and Vietnamese, not Chinese. A lot of you guys mistake me for being 14, or 15 because you say that I'm mature. In real life, I'm the typical 12 year old. Hanging out with friends, such and such. When I was younger, like 5, 6ish, I used to be hit with a stick/spanked and stuff when I did "bad" things. I'm out of that phase now, but my parents still like to bitch whenever I do something wrong. I'm the youngest out of 7 kids. I'm not spoiled, not the center of attention, not anything.

I'm not the stereotypical asian kid as well. I don't get straight A's (coughsally), I don't like studying (coughsally), I hate math (coughsallyANDKEVIN), I don't like school. Period (coughsally). At school, I'm that girl that knows everyone, "knows everything," "the smart asian." blahblahblah. I'm kind of social, I guess. I'm okay at making new friends, but they don't stay friends for a while. I don't have much friends that I can actually count on. I'm pretty much a loner in most of my classes. I can crack under pressure. Trust me, sometimes the littlest things will make me cry. I'm not tough or anything. Even though you see me smile from day to day, doesn't mean that I'm happy. Sometimes, my emotions take over, and I shut everything out. That's when I start becoming a bitch. I mean, I don't mean it, but everything irritates me. I dislike a lot of people. You'll never know who I like/dislike until I tell you. The people I dislike think I'm their friend, which I think is pathectic. :)

I don't want to talk about myself anymore. I hate talking about my life.

[xlilaznchickx]

hi my name is mei. im 13 right now, going to be 14 in April 3rd(which is the same birthday as amanda bynes and jennie<--sp? garth). im in 8th grade right now. i like to read, go online, watch tv, listen to music & stuff. im asian(which is like sorta obvious from my username) & to be more specific im chinese. my life is not really hard & painful like others here. & im sorry for the others who have painful, hard, suffering lives. im short like 5'1 i think. when i was in 4th grade i hunged out with this girl who was popular but by 5th grade we became distant & drifted apart & she became popular. in 5th grade the beginning of the year you could say was okay, nothing really terrible happened. i was pretty much a teacher's pet, i helped her with stuff like correct papers & stuff. well in the middle of the year these girls(i didn't know at the time) said i was spreading rumors about them & they stopped talking to me & when they were talking to me they just pretended to like me & stuff. i was really hurt when i found out they were just being FAKE & lying. i remember one day they were all talking & then later i was just standing there and listening. then one of the girls saw me & started whispering & said look mei's right there. so they all suddenly shutted up & asked what i wanted & i said nothing and just walked away. i sorta became a loner at the end of 5th grade. i stopped talking to others & just stayed in recess to help the teacher. i talked to a few people but i knew they didn't really like me since they thought that i spreaded a rumor about them & i really didn't. in 6th grade i was still sorta a loner. then later in the middle of the year i started to talk to this girl about school & we checked our hw & stuff. later we found out we had some stuff in common & soon she became my best friend & she currently still is my best friend. then in 7th grade i became this person who was always so sarcastic & sorta mean(well not like really mean but yeah). i became more social in 7th grade i mean i didn't go to the dances except for 1. then i made like a few close friends like 4 but i stilled talk to others but i wasn't that close to them. then later i did some terrible stuff(i mean if i probably told someone the stuff they probably wouldn't even say those stuff were terrible) to my friends & i sorta lost 1 of my best friend but we still are friends right now but aren't so close as we used to be. i mean i sometimes i would pretend to be someone im not you know. then in 8th grade i was social but my best friend became really social at times i would be really jealous because she had so many close friends & i always thought that she might forget about me. but currently she hasn't yet.
im a person who always day dreams & sometimes i would lie and makeup stupid excuses. also sometimes im scared to write things or say things because sometimes people
criticize(sp?) me & it brings me down.
i love making new friends & of course keeping old ones. if anyone wants to PM me & talk to me your more then welcome. i love PMs. if you haven't noticed from my other posts i mostly do periods like this: ..... i do that because i'm really use to doing it. oh yeah i know my username really sucks but i couldnt think of one.

[*x1227x*]

awwwwwwwwwww mei!!!

[moninja]

when i was in 4th grade i hunged out with this girl who was popular but by 5th grade we became distant & drifted apart & she became popular.

same with me. most of my friends back then aren't my friends anymore now. they've all turned into bitches.

[lalalaLANUH]

Monica-Ha i relate totally.
Mei-dang you were really honest! i day dream alot too xD
Did anyone else feel a bit odd writing about themselves and being honest about it all?

[iDecay]

Kaycee - Haha, aww. Thanks.
Ann - Don't say that. Life goes on, doesen't it?
UHH - ILY. I can relate. In a way. (coughKEVINANDSALLYcough)
Mei - Lol, Amanda Bynes and Jennie Garth has the same birthday? Ironic.. /irrelevant. Ah, I'm afraid one of my old best friends would do that to me, too. I have to admit I got jealous, too. I'm also afraid of saying things sometimes, too.

[Simba]

This reminds me somewhat of a more in depth version of Introductions.

If you have a question about me, I have an answer.

same with me. most of my friends back then aren't my friends anymore now. they've all turned into bitches.

Those darn hormones.

[misskentucky]

I'm super bored so I though, what the hell, I might as well. My names Christine and I'm 14, 15 in February. I haven't had a hard life like some of you have. I was never beaten,raped, mollested. I do have depression/anxiety though. I also have really low self-esteem. Both my parents have depression/anxiety so I got it as well. So I always feels bad about myself when I get depressed because of the fact that my life is.. good. I freak out about little things. I overreact. I get pissed easily and can be a bitch at times. I really don't sound like a fun person but I like to think I am. My friends tell me I'm funny and I'm getting straight A's so yeah. Of course when something stupid and little happens (IE, a guy doesn't like me back) I freak out and think it's just the end of the world. I really hate it. I'm really happy I've found the best friend I could ever find last year and she's just wonderful. Man I skipped a New Years Eve party to be with her (she had her wisdom teeth pulled out). Hmmmm. I'm... tall? I'm lazy. I need to get in shape. I'm really skinny and I don't like it at all. I love to read. I get lost in books. I love to read because if its a good book I just forget about everything that's going on in my life and get into the story. Lame. My parents are nice. I feel spoiled. My brother is nice. But I'm secretly sad he's going to college next year. I'll really miss him.

Fav. Quote: Be yourself, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.

and

Some of your hurts you have cured, And the sharpest you still have survived, But what torments of grief you endured From the evil which never arrived.

I can't remember any of the other questions. Too lazy to find them :]

[AngelinaTaylor]

If you could go back to any point in our life and start over, when would it be?

Never, because I wouldn't be the person I am today if it weren't for my past.

[*My Cinderella.*]

Well since that question was asked...

What moment would you relive?

For me I have a few:
*When I adopted my Tiger.
*September 23rd 2005.
* The day I was born. (If I can remember)

[Simba]

What moment would you relive?

The moment my classmate broke my first digital compact camera. So I could thank very much for it.

Ironically, if he never broke it, and thus have me looking for a new camera (which for better or worse ended up to be the Nikon D50), I might not have ever gotten into photography.

[*kryogenix*]

Here's my thought on this: It's a good idea, but why do we need to have one single thread where everyone post something interesting that happens to them, or has happened to them? I say, if something comes to mind, post a new thread! It might not get tons of replies but at least it will get some discussion, and maybe help people get to know each other better! There's no reason that individual threads have to be general—they can be specific and personal. Give threads personality.

Win.

[*Azarel*]

The purpose of the original "getting to know cB" thread was to generate specific, unique questions geared toward individual members; ultimately, people missed the point and thus it degenerated to in-depth introductions and impersonal Q&A sessions.

[*kryogenix*]

Did you honestly expect any more than that though?

[*Azarel*]

Honestly? No, which is why I only participated in it while it was still personal.

[fagget]

Well, I'll join in.

I was born Thea Eva Marie LeGear, but I much rather prefer Eva Le. I wouldn't say I've had a hard life, or had gone through much experience. (After all, I'm only 14.) I don't know much about love, perhaps because I haven't really been IN LOVE. Romance is scarce in my life. I haven't had many boyfriends, and the ones I've had never lasted long. Mainly because they had eyes for someone else. Which led to my self-consciousness. I don't have extremely low self-esteem, but I'm not much of a self-loving person. I complain of my looks and my actions, not for attention, but for someone to understand, I guess. I don't exactly know why I complain. I shouldn't. My mom and dad split when I was 8. I was in Texas while my father was in California, and I was much closer to my mom at the time, but it angered me when she said she wanted a divorce with my dad, because I knew she was cheating on him. She said it was because she didn't love him "like that" anymore, but I knew because she had eyes on another man. She said she married young, but I still think of that as an excuse. I grew apart from my mother when I was 7 or 8, because I used to find birth control pills in her purse while she was still married to my dad. I cried every time I found them, and I would secretly take them and throw them away. I don't know if she knew I did that or not. I still don't know. I felt really sorry for my dad when she told him about the divorce, because I knew he loved my mom a lot, and I know how bad it must've hurt him. He even flew down to Texas to try and get back with my mom, but instead, he found Raymond, my mom's boyfriend at the time. (Now, my step dad.) I've always felt guilty because I knew I couldn't do anything to help my dad. I was against my mom having boyfriends, but whenever my dad found a girlfriend, I was behind him all the way. I grew close to my dad's girlfriend, who lived with him for 2 years, and I loved her a lot. But I guess they were having their troubles because they eventually split up, but she still our neighbor, and she still acts like family to me. My dad didn't marry her, because when he and my mom split, he promised he would never get married again. One summer, my mom went to visit our family in California with me, and our family goes out a lot, so when going out, my mom and dad would see each other. And when my dad, memaw, and I would go out, my dad would always say "Invite your mom, invite your mom." I knew he was still in love with her, and it hurts me so bad to see my dad like this, after all, it has been, like, 6 years, and he's still not over her. I guess the divorce between my parents were the most "life-altering" experience I've had. My mom and I aren't close anymore, and we argue at least once a day. I don't remember one day when we weren't mad at each other. I really wish it wasn't like this. Whenever I watch Gilmore Girls, I'd admire the mother-daughter relationship, and I'd remember when my mom and I were close and we would watch that show together. But yeah, that's all for now.

Shit. That was a lot.

[*a painefull euphoria*]

well i pretty much posted my life story here.
http://www.createblog.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=163500

[Intercourselyts]

My real name is Holly and everyone should know me and if not then well I guess you never really payed attention much. I'm pretty well hated by a selected few on my other screen name. I'm really 15 and soon to be 16 thank goodness. I had a lot of bad experiences when I was little and eventually healed and moved on and learned not to take everything so seriously when it comes to the past. Now I know to look at the brighter side of things and love to listen to what others have to say and listen to their opinions. Not to show favoritism towards others because everyone should be treated equally. This name was actually created because createblog wouldn't let me on my other name, for now I enjoy this name quite a bit.