Coriseden., My friends true story Options

[Jayembe]

Okay this is long. But its defintly worth reading and thinking about.

Here I am the morning after recovering and im shaking uncontrollingly.
Yesterday we got all ready to go to the party. It was a friends party and we were all excited. A big hotel suite. We all got drunk quick. Smoking weed in the bathrooms. A friend of mine from school showed up. His name was Andrew and he came messed up on Tiple C's and he has been doing them all week. An overall of maybe 75 and hasnt stopped rolling since he started.

Right when he got there i gave him and my other friend a drink of grey goose vodka.
I just gave them the glass of what me and Vance have been sipping off of.
They came together.
We all started having a good time.
They offered me some Triple C's
Corisiden Cough and Cold.

I havent done much drugs. But i have smoked weed for 3 years but quit this year. I did coke a week ago with some friends.
Ive done speed a few times. I like drinking Robitussin. so i was cool with the triple cs. I thought they were similar.


We went to wal-mart. Stole some more boxes.
They kept telling me. Take 6 or 8. Youll be f**ked up dude.
I took two packets. 16 pills.
I popped them like skittles. As did andrew.
When we got back about 30 minutes later, people were panicking. Andrews gf that was oblivious to his addiction was histerical. He was standing straight up with his eyes quivering.
Noone knew what to do.
I Grabbed him and layed him down. Elevated his legs and layed his head down horizontally. I told his gf that everything will be alright and i told his driver that he needed medical help.

30 minutes later it was time to leave and the symtoms were kicking in. Everything got blurry and i was out of control. I started watching myself in 3rd person and i had no idea where i was.

I was in tabs car and we went to lizzies. Automatically i threw up. Lizzie, purple, tab, and stefan were all pissed at me for throwing up on lizzies street and tabs car.

The only people taking care of me were Vance and Tessa. Vance stayed with me and made sure i was alright when Tessa wiped the puke from my face and hands. I guess in times like these you know who your real friends are.

Finally it was time for me to go home. I had no idea what was going on.
I remember i didnt know where i was. I hallucinated everything. I one of the scariest things were. I was completely aware and content that i was going to die. I sat there and i told everyone when i had the chance to speak. I wasnt aware that everyone was freaking out. I thought they were cool with it. I was. I couldnt see and didnt know where i was. All i knew was that there was my friends with me and its time to speak up "Tab i love you. I love all of you. but im not waking up tommorow".

Place your ear to my lips, Trace these notes with your fingertips. They dance along on my last breath. This is the end. This is death.

Andrew left the hotel suite and they called the ambulance. I knew nothing of his situation. until school started. I was dropped off home but he was in the UMC.

I couldnt open my eyes. The visions got more blurry and everything was too bright to see. I could only hear some things but my sense of reality was gone and i was hallucinating most of it. I wasnt sure what was and wasnt real.

I couldnt speak. I could peak my way out of my hallucination fake reality and scream tabs name. He didnt have much nice to say to me since i ruined his night and threatened my life. He could have been a better friend but he did all that he could.

I left his car for what i remember. I recognized my house outside. I crawled through the window and answered the ringing phone before they could wake up anyone who was there to tell them what happened to me. I talked to tab but all i could say was "whatup" as if i was ok.
I got up oput of bed and went into the bathroom. I saw my face. I was horrified.
I was standing straight up with my shoulders to my head tense and stiff like wood. My eyes were quivering and i saw it all. I saw the expression on my face as i noticed that i looked exactly how Andrew looked 3 hours before in the panicing hotel room. I was in shock.

The next thing i remember was linda "Josh, are you ok in there"
She was yelling from the bathroom door.
I was laying face down tranquilized in the freezing shower. I couldnt get up and the water was close to drowning my face.

What i remember after that i was naked wet and freezing as hell in the dark on my bed talking to linda. I just asked her. What happened last night. She said you kept screaming over and over in routine "shut my door. My dad can hear you. where are the children. Can they hear. Where am i? are you there? dont tell my dad hell send me away. Where am i? Ive gone completely insane. When does my dad get back? is he here? shut my door. My dad can hear you."

Its about a week later now.
A week later exactly.

At the first of this year i was with a girl named misha. I liked her a lot. Andrew kinda drifted his way into the picture. Apparently he also liked her and spending a lot of time with her. I liked spending time with his ex gf so we kinda were at odds. Anyways misha and i couldnt trust eachother. Too much had happened. Everyone around me got boring and i grew hateful after we broke up. I always blamed Andrew.

Im sitting here writing this kos everything has changed.
you learn something after you almost die.
You learn alot about yourself.

Go back to school and everyone knows what happened.
Asking you how in the hell your survived.
Seeing andrew recovered or for the most part.
He turned out to be my favorite person.

He had one hell of a night.
Through the entire week he took 109 pills and almost died.
He was in the UMC all night with his best friend Graham and they found PCP in both of their bloods.