is there such a thing??, ...cLoSe friends... |
 Jun 1 2006, 01:14 AM
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 Mrs. Delonge  Group: Member Posts: 426 Joined: May 2006 Member No: 406,185  |
Well, it seems like everyone in my [small small] school has their BEST FRIEND... at school... all my "school friends" don't really mean everything to me, because i don't seem like i mean much to them... i know you can't force people to love you and junk, but it's hard when your best friend is 2 years older than you, horrendously suicidal, almost ALWAYS grounded and living really far away from you... my only other good friends are my brother (16), who's always doing something or another with one of his friends ('cept sometimes i join them
 ), and my brother's "ex", who's 16, lives really far away, and hasn't been able to talk on the phone, let alone get online in like a week! I know it's not anything horrible, but I'm kinda in a tough spot... I mean, it's not like I don't like the good friends I have, In fact, they are the most amazing people in the world!! NO ONE can replace them, but sometimes I get this empty feeling when I'm at school, seeing everybody all bright and cheery, hanging out with their perfect bestest buddies, and all I have are the conversations from last night on the phone stuck in my head, like me: nicole... how do birds mate? nicole: well you see, first the male bird poops, then the female bird sits on it! me: i wish i were a bird... nicole: whose sh*t would you sit on? me: will's... I don't really know... I mean like, is it bad or anything that my best friend is a 15 year old who lives really far away from me who's really suicidal and always grounded? Because sometimes I know I really need to be there for her, but I can't, because her parents ground her for the most random things!! Ughh! I guess I don't really know what I'm posting! Just a bunch of mixed feelings and thoughts |
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I_Heart_Blink is there such a thing?? Jun 1 2006, 01:14 AM
AzNxBaBi does it feel like your friends care but then not t... Jun 1 2006, 01:26 AM I_Heart_Blink :) it's nice to know i'm not the only one.... Jun 1 2006, 01:38 AM colleen92 i kind of feel the same way...except i don't r... Jun 1 2006, 04:52 PM priyas My Response:
Make some friends at school. I mean,... Jun 1 2006, 10:23 PM I_Heart_Blink well they've already all got their best friend... Jun 1 2006, 10:47 PM
priyas QUOTE(I_Heart_Blink @ Jun 1 2006, 8:47 PM... Jun 3 2006, 02:52 PM xbabyboo Try being friends with all of them.Make convo with... Jun 2 2006, 10:03 PM I_Heart_Blink QUOTE(xbabyboo @ Jun 2 2006, 10:03 PM) Tr... Jun 3 2006, 01:33 PM iHero awwe man im so lost @_@
whats going on again? Jun 3 2006, 12:48 AM loveandsins I had a bestfriend for about 2 years and then she ... Jun 3 2006, 11:05 AM jooleeah Well, try being better friends. There's nothin... Jun 3 2006, 01:48 PM jackbutt I kind of know where you're coming from since ... Jun 3 2006, 01:58 PM I_Heart_Blink thx guys. now i got an idea of some things i can d... Jun 3 2006, 03:00 PM |_ittle flying cow hey it's alright, I have a simular situation t... Jun 3 2006, 03:08 PM  |
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