Crying Over Losses Options

[Dark's Angel]

My eyes are dark
They're filled with pain.
Glistening with tears,
They're threatening to drop
Down from my eyes.

My head's pounding.
All I can think about
Is seeing your sad,
Horrified look as you
Stare at me
With a blank face.

My eyes close
Just for a minute
Then my shoulders begin to shake
As I begin to sob
In horrible pain and sadness.

I've hurt you badly
And myself.
I don't know how
To correct it.
I don't know if it
Can ever be worked out.

I'm sitting here crying out my
Misery and anger.
You don't even care.
You just seem so emotionless now.

I wonder what I saw in you.
You're just leaving me here,
All alone.
I cry just a little bit harder.
As I realize
That you're never coming back.

My heart is breaking,
The tears keep running
Down my face.
They burn badly.
They feel like acid
I've been crying too much over you.

The dark gently surrounds me,
Comforting me slowly.
I look up
Tear tracks covering my face.
My eyes harden in determination.
My heart hardens over.
So does the hold over my emotions.

I know that I'll never love again,
And I'll never feel anything again.
And this is because of you.
You've ruined everything for me.