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my poetry, a lil collection
black_cloud10
post Aug 3 2004, 10:39 PM
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Notice! Notice! Listen to me!
Its important that you know
I'm not what I pretend to be.

I'm not crazy, I'm not insane!
My skull isn't hollow
I've actually got a brain

I'm not heartless or cold
I'm not at all apathetic
I'm sure as shit not bold

I hear you talk about me when I'm not there
I cry when I'm alone
Don't believe that I don't care

I'm never sure if I'm in love
I'm really insecure
In my faith in the above

I wonder what you'll think now
If you'll ignore these words
Or accept who I really am somehow

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Screaming inside
Because this isn't me
Burning alive
And smiles are all you see
Supressing insecurities
With every tear I'm not crying
Acting as though I don't care
When inside I'm slowly dying
Lying with a straight face
Without even trying
Avoiding showing fear
And refusing to be confiding
Locking myself in my own cell
Because of everything I'm hiding

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This isn't real
You can't be gone
Your body lays still
Puddle of blood on the lawn
My vision begins to blue
I hear my frantic screams
Death closely lures
Tell me its a dream
Too young, its unfair
Revenge and anger flood my mind
Then overwhelming despair
I run to leave it all behind
I don't belong, don't exist
A demon in the shadows
A spirit in the mist
Drowning in the shallows
Escaping in my lies
Your love for me was true
Too late to apologize
I had to be rid of you.

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Don't want to be here
Don't want to be alone
Don't want to be so crowed
Don't want to be so alone

Don't understand your words
Don't understand your actions
Don't understand your reasoning
Don't understand your reaction

Don't think about yesterday
Don't think about tomorrow
Don't think about happiness
Don't think about sorrow

Don't know if this is real
Don't know if this is fake
Don't know if this is destiny
Don't know if this is a mistake

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comments welcome
 
inthemudhole
post Aug 3 2004, 10:42 PM
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Oh, my god, Sara.
Those are really good!!!!!
 
black_cloud10
post Aug 3 2004, 10:52 PM
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thanks brie *blush*
 
black_cloud10
post Aug 5 2004, 01:22 AM
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new poems


Part of me
Can't be seen
It only exists in your dreams
The part of me so obscence
Holy water wouldn't make me clean
But my little world so serene
Where beautiful doesn't equal thin and lean
and not everything is what is seems
So much better than reality
Made to escape everything.
Know what I mean?
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Where does a savior go when he needs to be saved?
Where does nature go when everything's been paved?
Where does a lover go when there is no love?
Where does a good soul go when there is no room above?
Where does joy go when happiness dies?
Where does truth go when all there is, is lies?
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Eternal circles, round and round
Never break, never lose ground
Vaguely transparent, free of vanity
Hard to find as a tear in the sea
Born of spirit, made of steel
Cannot be touched, so unreal
Eternal cirlces, round and round
Unbreakable heart, never to be found
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My heart is breaking
I don't know why
Scared to death of this
Fighting the urge to cry
Why am I like this?
I pretend to be so bold
Yet inside I am fighting
An injured heart so cold
My feelings lost in my words
My fear ignored until it is too late
Am I slowly killing myself?
How much more can I take?
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ok thats it for now. enjoy?
 
bobbster
post Aug 5 2004, 08:39 PM
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Oh man, Sara. Those are really good. G'job! =DD
 

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