my poetry, a lil collection |
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my poetry, a lil collection |
Aug 3 2004, 10:39 PM
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 646 Joined: Jul 2004 Member No: 30,847 |
Notice! Notice! Listen to me!
Its important that you know I'm not what I pretend to be. I'm not crazy, I'm not insane! My skull isn't hollow I've actually got a brain I'm not heartless or cold I'm not at all apathetic I'm sure as shit not bold I hear you talk about me when I'm not there I cry when I'm alone Don't believe that I don't care I'm never sure if I'm in love I'm really insecure In my faith in the above I wonder what you'll think now If you'll ignore these words Or accept who I really am somehow _________________________________ Screaming inside Because this isn't me Burning alive And smiles are all you see Supressing insecurities With every tear I'm not crying Acting as though I don't care When inside I'm slowly dying Lying with a straight face Without even trying Avoiding showing fear And refusing to be confiding Locking myself in my own cell Because of everything I'm hiding __________________________________ This isn't real You can't be gone Your body lays still Puddle of blood on the lawn My vision begins to blue I hear my frantic screams Death closely lures Tell me its a dream Too young, its unfair Revenge and anger flood my mind Then overwhelming despair I run to leave it all behind I don't belong, don't exist A demon in the shadows A spirit in the mist Drowning in the shallows Escaping in my lies Your love for me was true Too late to apologize I had to be rid of you. _______________________________ Don't want to be here Don't want to be alone Don't want to be so crowed Don't want to be so alone Don't understand your words Don't understand your actions Don't understand your reasoning Don't understand your reaction Don't think about yesterday Don't think about tomorrow Don't think about happiness Don't think about sorrow Don't know if this is real Don't know if this is fake Don't know if this is destiny Don't know if this is a mistake _______ comments welcome |
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Aug 3 2004, 10:42 PM
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Brie ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 10,172 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 20,548 |
Oh, my god, Sara.
Those are really good!!!!! |
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Aug 3 2004, 10:52 PM
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 646 Joined: Jul 2004 Member No: 30,847 |
thanks brie *blush*
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Aug 5 2004, 01:22 AM
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 646 Joined: Jul 2004 Member No: 30,847 |
new poems
Part of me Can't be seen It only exists in your dreams The part of me so obscence Holy water wouldn't make me clean But my little world so serene Where beautiful doesn't equal thin and lean and not everything is what is seems So much better than reality Made to escape everything. Know what I mean? ____________________ Where does a savior go when he needs to be saved? Where does nature go when everything's been paved? Where does a lover go when there is no love? Where does a good soul go when there is no room above? Where does joy go when happiness dies? Where does truth go when all there is, is lies? _____________________ Eternal circles, round and round Never break, never lose ground Vaguely transparent, free of vanity Hard to find as a tear in the sea Born of spirit, made of steel Cannot be touched, so unreal Eternal cirlces, round and round Unbreakable heart, never to be found _____________________ My heart is breaking I don't know why Scared to death of this Fighting the urge to cry Why am I like this? I pretend to be so bold Yet inside I am fighting An injured heart so cold My feelings lost in my words My fear ignored until it is too late Am I slowly killing myself? How much more can I take? ______________________ ok thats it for now. enjoy? |
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Aug 5 2004, 08:39 PM
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![]() He ate it, I swear! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 659 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,075 |
Oh man, Sara. Those are really good. G'job! =DD
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