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its not right to sey i love ya if you dont mean it, is it?x_X
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post May 30 2004, 03:40 PM
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[SIZE=14]okay, listen up

[SIZE=1]( this is twistedfate, by the way but it won't let me log into that name right this very moment)


First of all the things that I want to point out are. I am the girl whose guy broke up with her. I am the one we are referring to when you say," Oh, he didn't love her." I am the her in this conversation.

Second of all, I would also like to direct your attention to the fact that lilxl0ser thought he didn't love me when he broke up with me. Which I would also like to point out that he did. If you doubt that then it's like doubting that there are stars, or electricity.

Third of all you don't know the whole story. So here it is firsthand from someone who was/ is involed in it.

My bf Jesse and I had been dating for 3 1/2 months. Saying I love you to each other wasn't a sproratic (sp?) thing. I know/ knew what I feel/ felt for him w/ out one single doubt in my heart/mind/brain/anything else you can come up with. And I didn't doubt for a moment if he didn't also. I knew without a doubt that he did love me as much as I love/loved him.

One normal day I got a letter in the mail from him claiming that he couldn't take not seeing me all of the time. Sure, it hurt, but that didn't mean I couldn't understand where he was coming from. I only got to see him, at best, once a week. If that.

During the following week I was told, several times by a friend that he regretted breaking it off with me and that he still loved me. I knew that the friend wasn't lying so I told her to tell him that if he really did then he would call me and explain to me what the f*** was going on.

So, that Friday, approximately one week after I last saw him, he called me. We talked and he says," Nicole, you know that I still love you, right?"

I said," Of course I do. And you know I love you still, too."

He said," Yes, I do. I guess what I am trying to say, is that I want you to go back out with me. So...will you?"

Pause. " You know that I would. But you have to promise me that you won't do this again."

So on and so on.

I know that it is possible we won't be together forever, because high school loves barely ever make it out of college, let alone get married and stay together forever. But the love that I have for him now is enough to give me hope for what could be in the future. It is also possible that we won't last the summer but that's okay, because I know that we have now.

I can't really explain to you how it feels. I am sure you know. Love is an incredible thing. Even though I am only 14 have you ever figured that this is what love could be and feel like at 14? People say that you learn from experiences, so maybe I will learn from this one, whatever the outcome may turn out to be.
 
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post May 30 2004, 03:49 PM
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[SIZE=14]okay, listen up [SIZE=14]

[SIZE=7]( this is twistedfate, by the way but it won't let me log into that name right this very moment)


First of all the things that I want to point out are. I am the girl whose guy broke up with her. I am the one we are referring to when you say," Oh, he didn't love her." I am the her in this conversation.

Second of all, I would also like to direct your attention to the fact that lilxl0ser thought he didn't love me when he broke up with me. Which I would also like to point out that he did. If you doubt that then it's like doubting that there are stars, or electricity.

Third of all you don't know the whole story. So here it is firsthand from someone who was/ is involed in it.

My bf Jesse and I had been dating for 3 1/2 months. Saying I love you to each other wasn't a sproratic (sp?) thing. I know/ knew what I feel/ felt for him w/ out one single doubt in my heart/mind/brain/anything else you can come up with. And I didn't doubt for a moment if he didn't also. I knew without a doubt that he did love me as much as I love/loved him.

One normal day I got a letter in the mail from him claiming that he couldn't take not seeing me all of the time. Sure, it hurt, but that didn't mean I couldn't understand where he was coming from. I only got to see him, at best, once a week. If that.

During the following week I was told, several times by a friend that he regretted breaking it off with me and that he still loved me. I knew that the friend wasn't lying so I told her to tell him that if he really did then he would call me and explain to me what the f*** was going on.

So, that Friday, approximately one week after I last saw him, he called me. We talked and he says," Nicole, you know that I still love you, right?"

I said," Of course I do. And you know I love you still, too."

He said," Yes, I do. I guess what I am trying to say, is that I want you to go back out with me. So...will you?"

Pause. " You know that I would. But you have to promise me that you won't do this again."

So on and so on.

I know that it is possible we won't be together forever, because high school loves barely ever make it out of college, let alone get married and stay together forever. But the love that I have for him now is enough to give me hope for what could be in the future. It is also possible that we won't last the summer but that's okay, because I know that we have now.

I can't really explain to you how it feels. I am sure you know. Love is an incredible thing. Even though I am only 14 have you ever figured that this is what love could be and feel like at 14? People say that you learn from experiences, so maybe I will learn from this one, whatever the outcome may turn out to be. [SIZE=7]
 
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post May 30 2004, 07:23 PM
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uh huhz....uh huhz...yo0 go gurlfwen?hahaha...ok...anywho...ok so is it my fault for not telling everyone tha complete story?i didnt feel like explaining tha whole story...plus yall didnt start going back out when i wrote that...x_X so i think we should all drop tha subject?cuz its like..over and done with...yall are together and there is no use in talking about it anymore...unless you just feel like talking about it...[which i dont see why] ehehe...x] x33 yazz x]
 
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post May 30 2004, 07:48 PM
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lolz, quyenniee i sworry for showing all dat emotionz. lolz. okay, subject droppedd. but you guys can still tell stories bout ur stupid guyz that need brain tranzplants becuz dey are sooooo stupid,, right quyen
 
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post May 30 2004, 07:52 PM
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lols...its ok...showing emotion is a good thing...sometimes its to0 much...haha...anywho...obb course pplz can tell their stories about tha stupid guys...hahaha x]
 

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