A Message to Anyone, Version.21 Options

[*stephinika*]

You know what to do.



: Thanks for noticing...and being more...caring again. I appreciate it. Ilu.
: You are so annoying. Shut up already.

[*mzkandi*]

______ Let's be Bonnie and Clyde 2006. Hehe, seriously I love you. I dont know what our future holds but I love you very much.

______ I'm hope we become closer over the years and I promise to always stay in touch.

______ I dont know what will be become of our friendship. Some of things I said to you on the phone that day I regret. I love you, you were like a sister to me in high school. We may not be all that close as were but I want what we once had again and I'm willing to work on mending our relationship is you're with it. If not, I hope you will find it in yourself to forgive me. I think on both our parts we made mistakes, no one is more to blame than the other. I just love you and always will no matter what.

______ I miss you. I saw your picture the other day and cried. But I'm still at peace. Mom, Crystal, and Anthony are fine but it's just not the same nor will it ever be without you here.

[Looow]

You,
Stop lying. I don't even care how you feel about you. Honestly, I give up on you. I tried giving you a chance just like a give everybpdy a chance but I've made my mind about your fake ass. You're a bitch. I thought she was your friend too .. You're just .. shiit.

You,
I'm kind of worried about you, girl. I don't want you doing this yourself. Your body is fine. You look great. Why are you trying to lose weight? You're not fat, chunky, chubby or whatever you want to call it. I know what it feel like. I do, really. I tried to do what you're doing .. Not eating and exercising hella much. It wasn't right. Just stop please.

You,
I wish you called right now. I miss you. I miss you so much right now. I can't but think about what's going to happen once school ends. I want to keep being with you. Nevermind, I don't even want to think about. Anyway, Monday is going to be hella fun. I get to spent all this time with you when I never can. <3. You're something special, love. Really. I never felt the way I feel towards you about anybody else, ever. I told myself not to get attached to you because of your situation but I couldn't help it. I just didn't want to get hurt and was watching out for myself. Too late now, I guess.



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Yeah so I just hung up the phone with you. Mm .. what you said kind of hurt I've always felt a little insecure about that but .. I don't know. You treid to cover it up but I'm not sure it worked. Fcuk this is going to have me thinking until we talk about it forreal. Damn ..

loveu.

[Terror]

Why lie?
I still miss you.

[xMayleex]

To ___,

So I won't see much of you for six weeks .. it seems like forever and to think that I'm moving after the summer. This will make my chances of seeing you minimal, well lets just hope I live in the same area. Your so lucky with that huge study break whereas I'm stuck in school for another week .. darn you.

Me <3

To ___,

I can't believe what you did!

It's just sick.

Me.

[xxeleganziia]

// i cant do it. i cant possibly send that to u. its too much. way too much. i really am sry. i kno u want to read it. but i cant let that happen. its too horrible. i really am sry..its just that after everything thats happened..i cant afford to risk anything anymore.

[SarahxJoy]

: You know, I don't know if we can keep it together. I knew that from the beginning it would make us stronger, or break us. But, I don't know.. Something's different.

[Rachel]

Listen to Goodbye My Lover and tell me your thoughts. I just want you to know what I am feeling. I don't think you understand how hard this is for me. I hate this. Why did it upset me so much that I lost the ring you gave me? Why didn't it seem to bother you that I did?

[*Zatanna*]

I understand that you always get emotional on this day. I understand that your parents are now deceased and that you have a hard time dealing with it on this day and on Father's Day. I understand that you are in your sixties and that you aren't in the best of health. What I don't understand is that you fail to recognize, acknowledge or respect that I too have many emotions regarding these days as well. I would never tell you or bring to your attention how you were never around when I was growing up, how my grandmother - your mom practically raised me and I certainly wouldn't remind you that I never met my father and have some emotional baggage with respect to that as well. But for you to scream at me all morning, blame me for your bloody nose this morning and blame me for ailing health is so unfair and to some degree, heartless. You don't think that I'm having a thousand different emotions right now? You don't think that it hurts me at all that my son will never know his father, like I never knew mine? You don't think that I think today is the most contrived, ridiculous, corporate instigated holiday that makes people spend a ludicrious amount of money so that they feel better about themselves... so that they can be congratulated on something they should inherently be doing anyway?

Today isn't supposed to be *just* about you. I think it's sad that you are more worried about my sister today, who's pregnant, but hasn't had to raise a child yet and when she does, has a loving husband who will be a loving father to her child. I think it's sad that I will never be someone good in your book. I think it's unfortunate that I will always be the mean, selfish sadist to you. I think it's sad because you are all I have other than my brothers and sister as far as family concerned (and of course, my son). Perhaps one day you'll wake up and truly see that I am doing the best I can, it's all I can do.

I'm so sorry that I'm such a dissapointment to you.

[AzNxBaBi]

I failed to see the lies you had and all that you promised were just games.
See, you were the one who told me you loved me and our love will never
fade. But apparently it was you who left and let go. I cried over you and
to here my friend said you never think about me broke me in half or what
is left of it .. I'm never turning to you again and i won't hold on to you
anymore. cause you never lvoed me and our love faded.

Dear,
I love you .. you are the first guy that kissed me that made me want to cry
right then and there. It was so .. i don't know. I'm glad I have you by my side.
You put a smile on my face and always give me space. I'm happy to be with you.
I'm happy that you are willing to help me hold on to or let go of my problems.
I'm glad you love me .. <33 Thank you ..

Dear mom,
Happy Mother's day, you are my mom the one person who raised me, yelled me at
my faults and made me who i am today. Someone strong and caring. Yes you do have
problems too, but you've never failed to give all the things a kid can need. A place
to live, a family, the clothes to wear and the ability to do well. Thank you i love you.

[Comptine]

Sometimes I wonder if it ever occured to you how horrible a person you are. Sometimes I wonder if your wife realizes the pervert she has married. I bet she knows but she's too foolish to end it.

I don't remember all of it but I know. Your f**king lies, dragging us into the back room and tickling us (sticking you hand down there...groping...). Now it's too late and I still see you around children. Everytime I see one of those disgusting tan vans, I want to key it and scratch it and mark it with 'PEDOPHILE!' and slash the tires and rig it to blow up with you in it.

I'm going to blame you for all my problems.

It's been years and the law can't do anything. But it kills me to see that you see own the place. That parents are still sending kids to you, thinking you can teach them and help them. They don't know anything.

My parents know. Everyone knows. We're handing you the kids.

I want it to stop.

I'm sending the cops a letter. They'll do something. They HAVE to.

I hope they catch you with your pants down.

[xxeleganziia]

// i cant stand it. i hate it. why does it have to be this way? why cant u just..try. try to make peace. try to not be an a-hole. doesnt it mean anything that hes my boyfriend? is that worth nothing? can u not at least respect someone who means a lot to me? if for no one else..do it for me.


// i love you. so much. should it bother me that he hates u? should it bother me that he finds u annoying and immature? should it bother me that he thinks that way of you? because, i think, the most important thing is what i think about you. and i love you. is that enough? yes, i think it is. i kno it is. you never have to worry about him, or anybody for that matter, changing my mind about you. we are the only ones in this relationship. whats important is how we feel about each other. i love you. and thats final.

[Azn_Angel13]

To Friend #1
thanks for putting me in an uncomfortable position I’m in. I don’t want to go out with him. stop telling ___ that I do. it’s not worth my time. and I feel like I’m losing you or like it feels like we’re growing apart. You’re always hanging around with ___. Don’t get me wrong, she’s cool, but I wish we could hang out more too.
To Friend #2
___, I don’t like him. nor do I think I ever will. And your friend ____ scares me and I think she’s lying to you and me. sorry I don’t think that guy ___ likes you. I don’t think he knows you exist. He’s just a guy who goes to our school Same thing with that ___ that you tell me that likes me. I don’t like him. I don’t even know him. why would I go out with him? I think I have my eyes set on someone new.
To Friend #3
You’re missing out man. ___ is a wonderful gal. I know you have had feelings for her before. Why don’t ya rekindle them again? She likes you. but she’s afraid to tell you. she told you once, but now you only view her as a friend. She likes you still man. She won’t tell you. but she does. She’s still kinda awkward around you. either you’re blind or you just don’t wanna see.
To the people in my elective class
Friend #3 does not like me! get over it! He’s my best friend. And will always be. Gosh I’m not blind. Gosh I’m not stupid. I’m pretty sure I would know him much better than all of you combined. So leave me alone and stop giving me those looks. And ___ where’s my money? I was involed in that stupid bet of yours. How come he got the money and I didn’t? =]
To my Teachers
DUUUDE end of the year give us a BREAK PLUHLEASE! This year is so gay because of all this homework
To dad
Chill dude
To mom
When will you actually admit to everyone that you are pregnant. I am not even sure about it anymore. You confuse me.

[Looow]

You,
Sometimes, I don't even think you care about me.


..

[Rachel]

You,
I know you don't care about me.

[*Intoxique*]

_____,
I know we haven't talk in a long ass while but I still think about you everyday. You know, there always one person in your life that you will always love even if you aren't dating them anymore. Your my person that I will always love. I just wanted you to know that.

[dreamerOi]

Good God only 29 days remain til I get to see you again. Finally our lips will lock with each other again. Seemed like forever but its coming fast. But slow.. I cant wait til our anniversary either. Ive got something planned for you.

[SarahxJoy]

: ...I've been thinking. A lot. Especially today. No, in fact: this entire time. The entire time that my dad has been home. Going this long, and even longer without seeing or really talking to you, isn't as bad as I thought it would be. I've finally realized that I can do without you. I'm not as dependent on you as I thought I was. And with all of this thinking, I've come to realize that there's more that I want, and I know that it's more than what you'd offer or even be able to give. Or at least for right now. I hate lying to my dad.

Thinking and thinking. There are things that you've done which bother me. Things I should have talked to you about, but then again, things that I shouldn't have had to. You should've had the common sense to not do these certain things. But, don't worry, I'll definitely bring them up with you.

You're leaving hints, saying you don't want this to end. Normally, I'd follow suit and not end things with you, just because you don't want to. But for once I'm going to put myself first, and figure out what I want. I don't know if I'll break up with you..yet, but I'm starting to take it into consideration.

We'll see.
...I think I'm starting to let this go.

[aubbob]

you,

why the hell would you give your approval??
gah now he really is going to!!!
i mean i know you know i liked him!!
and you go and do this!!!!
i just...wanted him to love me.

[redpeony]

I dno why I was so reluctant to call you back after missing your calls and getting your text. I thought you were supposed to call me after a few more days. Why so soon? I was actually enjoying my time without you. That's probably a bad thing, hahaha... but I don't know. My run yesterday was so good.. gave me so much clarity.. and I don't know. I don't know what to do with you... as I said to my friend... my head is telling me to let this go but my heart won't let me. But if my head is beginning to take over....

hmm. I don't know. Don't want to think about it. BLAH

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"I will praise You in this storm
And I will lift my hands
for You are who You are
no matter where I am

every tear I've cried
You hold in Your hands
You've never left my side
And though my heart is torn..

I will praise You in this storm"

Thank You for showing me that it is not about self pity, it is not about me. Thank You for reminding me through the song during worship today...

Oh kneel me down again,
here at Your feet
Show me how much You love humility
Oh Spirit be the star that leads me to
The humble heart of love I see in You

You are the God of the broken
The friend of the weak
You wash the feet of the weary
Embrace the ones in need
I want to be like You, Jesus
To have this heart in me
You are the God of the humble
You are the humble King

I love You.

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
Seriously everytime I talk to you I'm put in a better mood and I don't know why. It's not as if you say something specifically to make it so, but just talking to you in general makes me happy. Today at church, during the sermon, he mentioned that praying for someone is a genuine way of outwardly loving someone. The person doesn't have to know you're praying for them but the fact that you set aside time to talk with God about that person directly shows how much you love and care for them. You know, I pray for you everyday. Every single day. Not one day has passed by where I haven't prayed for you. I really do love you that much. More than I could explain to anyone. I know, God knows, and I hope you know. You mean so much to me. It's so hard to just be your friend because I want so badly for it to be more. I hate that I want that. I don't have the slightest clue as to what is going on in your head or heart. I wish I did.
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
I hope this weekend goes perfect. I love you so much and I'm so nervous and happy at the same time to just spend it with you.
-Me.

[redpeony]

I don't know... AHHH
Yes I said we'll stay together but why were you so 'are you sure? are you really sure?' about it? I thought about what my dad said that you should be happy and not asking if I was positive about my decision. I can't decide if you said it because you care about me so much that you don't want my relationship with my parents worsened, or because you really don't care that much about the relationship with us.
Last night I didn't feel that I was even attracted to you at all. I don't know why.

[xMayleex]

To ___,

Why can't I not think about you. Why are you always in my head, every single day and night. Your even in my dreams and it's starting to drive me insane. You don't understand my feelings for you, you say you do but I know you don't really. I just wish you would come and see me, but you have studies .. I know.

Me <3.

To ____,

I'm not foolish am I?

Me.

[*xcaitlinx*]

Mom,
omgggggggggg. you are such a BITCH! i feel like sh*t and you know it..i was just trying to f**kin help out and you act like i do nothing. stop making things worse and try to be less of an a-hole for just one week out of the month when i feel the worst. thanks.

[*My Cinderella.*]

I miss you =[ Today went by too fast!

[xxeleganziia]

// i dont even kno anymore. just when things start to look up, just when things seem almost normal..they're not. how can u not see it? why r u being so a-hole-ish? i dont understand..getting mad over the stupidest things..making a big deal out of absolutely NOTHING. its just really disappointing to me..i dont see why things cant be like they used to. how could a GUY come between us? how could a GUY change u? how could he possible change our friendship? i never thought sumthing like that could ever change us..i never thought ANYTHING could ever change us..better yet, U..oh well. there is nothing i can do about it. its all up to u whether u'll let him change u towards me. i really have no power in this. i am the same as always [at least, i pretty sure i am, and u havent told me otherwise]. im just gonna sit back, realx, and not worry about it anymore. im just killing myself with worrying about it, since i cant do anything to change it. so its whatever now. im free of ur bs.