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[redpeony]

I guess you're right about the many people coming into your life, and the need to move on thing. You're probably also right about what my final decision is going to be... but only probably.

Anyway. Forget about that for now. I can't wait to see you all spiffed up tomorrow. Prom! Yay! Fun times ahead!!

[Looow]

You ,
Why are you such an idiot? Why do you have to go and blow it for yourself? Just when I started to have alittle trust in you, you gotta go ahead and fcking blow it. What the fcuk do you mean " I'm going go go hang out with my guys n some girls. I'm going to drink. Uhh if I do anything stupid it's not my fault , okay?" WHAT the FCUK? Okay!? No, it's not okay. I'm not going to sit here ofr the second time listening to you tell me about how you don't remember what you did because you were drinking. No. sh*t. I'm not. I can't deal with you sometimes. I care about you so much and you mean so much to me. You tell me all these things about how much I mean to you and that your feelings towards me don't compare to my feelings toward you but I'm not sure that's even true. It doesn't seem like it from what the fcuk you're doing .. RIGHT NOW. It's 11:55 and you're out drinking n doing I dont know what. Fcuk this. I can't deal with you. I can't

You,
I'm really sorry about lunch today. I'm so sorry I cancelled. No, you don't even understand how mad I felt, okay? Yeah, because of him is why I cancelled. I didn't tell you that because I think you'd be mad. Everybody was telling me all this sh*t to cancel because " it doesn't seem right going against your boyfriends wishes n going to go eat at a restaurant with another guy when the lunch is extra long today." Why doesn't it seem right? You put me first alllll the time with your other girlfriends. You HAVE ALWAYS PUT ME FIRST and for me not to give you that same place back isn't RIGHT. THATTTT isn't right. So fcuk him if he doesn't want me to go to lunch with you. I'm going. You know friends always come before boyfriends even if the friend is a guy.

You,
I'm sorry I don't think like you. I'm sorry if it offended you because he's your friend and I'm sorry you think that " I'd chose my friend over my boyfriend if I were put in that position." I would. Definetely. I'm sorry you think that's "so f**ked up."

[anniepiee]

I cannot believe how dissapointed i am in you.
I cannot believe you said," It's not always about you"
I cannot believe how inconsiderate you are.
I cannnot stand the fact that you turn everything i say against me.
I cannot believe all the lies that you wouldnt admit.
I can't believe you..

[gelionie]

Thanks for going with me on Monday! <3

[topsyturvy]

_____:
How could you?
One simple gesture
And i'm hooked...

I don't understand
Why did you do it?
Why?

[Looow]

You,
WHERE ARE YOU? Damn, I hate this feeling. Seriously, where are you? You haven't even called or anything. Actually, I'm probably too mad to talk to you but whatever. Fcuk I hate this.

[nopattern]

i hope you're okay. i know we don't really talk but you just live too far away. get well soon...i miss your "light skinned" self! and hopefully we will all hang out at six flags this summer.

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don't let me hold you back. please make sure i'm wrong.

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tell me if you like me or not. i really like you. i can't stop thinking about you.

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you suck. care about me for once.

-

i want you so bad.

[*Intoxique*]

____,
Go figure, deal with it or get over it.

____,
Hmmm baby, where do I start? I hate this feeling, when you aren't talking to me. I miss you. I am sorry at the dance, I didn't mean it. I just didn't know what to say or do & if it makes you feel better. Nothing happened with me & him, I promise you. It was just some innocent fun. So, is this the end of us? No more hugs or kisses? Who am I kidding? We never even began. Eric, I miss you baby. Please talk to me. I can't stand this anymore.

[xMayleex]

To ___,

I'm sorry I can't be there tonight .. I would love to but my parents are soo difficult .. anyway I'm going to the library tomorrow thats part of the reason lol. I know it sounds stupid but to put it bluntly .. I can't come over your house tonight because I have to go the library tomorrow morning .. yeah I know .. it's dumb.

Me.

To ____,

LOL! You make me so happy .. I'm glad that we hung out today it makes me feel as if someone cares =\

Me.

To ____,

STOP AVOIDING ME.

Me.

[AzNxBaBi]

Dear You,
Damn it .. i'm so mad at you and yet I miss you so much. I haven't seen you in months,
and yet the feelings linger. I HATE YOU. Ugh .. It is so unfair to my boyfriend that I'd still
have feelings for someone who broke my heart. You are a liar .. you asked me if I was going
to wait for you when you were the one who broke it off with me .. How could you?! God and you have the nerves to break up with me and go out with another girl and then tell me you
miss me?! What kind of person are you?! It would have been our one year on May 04, 2006
and I wrote pages worth of letters to you .. I must be the stupidest person alive. I don't care I just hope you regret it .... and get your heart stabbed a million times like how it made me feel months after.

Dear Dork,
I love you, you are awsome. It was cool meeting your childhood friends and your mother.
She is really nice, I was really nervous too though. Thank you for being so sweet to me. I'm
sorry i made you feel weird cause yeah you me and your friend were all flirting. Just us three,
it was really amusing when other people joked about us haha. Happy One Week, thank you
for always putting a smile on my face.

[KissMe2408]

Hey You,

So, you are amazing. I don't think you know that, but you are. And i did enjoy the long conversation last night, that was really nice actually. And since I probably won't talk to you for the next couple of days it probably was necessary lol. But you are so...sweet. Does that sound too cliche? I wish I could really tell you how amazing you are, and just how great of a guy you are. I don't think you know how great you are actually. Intelligent, Respectable, Reliable, Incredibly Sweet, Amazing smile, I could go on for days. And really your laugh is contagious, and your eyes are peircing, and i'm sad that I won't see you for 2 weeks probably, lol. Though I do remind myself that summer is coming up, I still miss seeing you. I do love talking to you, especially tonight. And you did suprise me and when you started talking about what happened with T a month or two ago, I realized how sweet you were, how much I could trust you, and how you care. I mean I know you care now, you told me something you didn't have to. I feel...special. You make me feel special. I want/need to do something special for you. I mean besides your birthday coming up, lol.
Anyway, I don't want this to be too long...I just wanted you to know you are amazing.

[radhikaeatsraman]

You,
Look, I get it. Stop telling me how useless my life is, because I already know it. The only place in life where I have something to do is school. I'M A motherf**king STUDENT. I'm not out in the world, on my own, so I can't give myself a purpose. I'm compelled by the government to learn, therefore, that is my only purpose at this point in my life. Of course I'm not going to have anything useful to do on the weekends. But really. It's a bit pathetic to tell me to dust the house when there's nothing to dust. A's going to prom tonight, so I hope she has fun for a couple of hours.

You,
Prom is a tradition. Don't you get it? A wants this night to be special because this is the last dance she's going to have in high school. But you'll never get it. Even after 15 years of being in this country, you refuse to learn its traditions or anything about any new culture for that matter. Have fun growing old to be some fobby ignomorous. I'll be getting a 5 year sneak preview while you're at it.

[Looow]

You,
I don't think you're exactly what I want ..




...

[*Programmer*]

____:

I Wish Love Was Real.

Sorry for hurting you. But I just don't have the same feelings about us. You have to understand. I thought of us only as friends. What happened that night between us.... wasn't suppose to happen. Im regreting it everyday now. We trusted each other and got way to carried away with the liquer. I hurt... because you won't talk to me now. You were a true friend. What happened? Why are you treating me like this...? Why can't we put this behind us...? i wish i could turn back time and stop what we ended up doing...but i just can't....WHY CAN'T YOU FORGIVE AND FORGET?....why do you want to be more then friends now....why can't we just stay like we were...

[juliar]

Dear Turdface,

You're such a f**king liar, you make me sick. First you lied about LIKING QUEENA in the first place just so you could get a f**king girlfriend (which you never got because you're such a f**king loser). Then you lied about all these other things, even right to me when I asked you NOT to act like Jeffrey had to Queena. And you said you never would. Sure enough, two months later you're lying straight to her. Then you break up with my best friend and try to make it seem like NO BIG DEAL. Trying to act all innocent and sh*t. But then we figured you out. We figured out that you never liked Queena in the first place, or Tina. We figured out that you had always liked Lisa and all these girls you said you liked were in hopes of a girlfriend for the time being. Then, after everyone except me and Queena want to be your friend again, you stop visiting. Every time you bullshit some excuse like "it's hard for me to breathe" and "i broke my leg". You're such a liar. You're disgusting. You're running away from ME, unless that was a lie you told Queena too. I hate you. Go f**king die, I hope next week your reason is that someone ripped off your goddamn penis. And that better not be a lie.

Love, Julia.

[*stephinika*]

: Ilu so much. I do, I do, I do.
: Stop being idiots already! AUGH! I wanna leave. Fxck. I don't wanna go on vacation with you people because I can't stand you guys.
: Yes, I look at you a lot (not that you've noticed) but I can't help but want to have a body like yours. =p Sigh. And talent. And yeah.

[silver-rain]

I'm sorry for not going, I just don't feel really comfortable with people I don't know well. Blah, I probably should get used to it. I hope it didn't ruin your day. Happy birthday anyways!

Oh honey, where are you? I hope you haven't gone karaoke-ing and drinking when you're sick. Hope you really are out with the people you said you would be with. Hope you enjoy yourself and get better. Call me. Miss you <3.

Gahh, I don't know why I'm so scared to just tell you. I think it's because I hate lying, especially to your face. I just can't do it. If it's over the phone, it's alright. But gahh. Hope you believe me.

[SarahxJoy]

_____,
Y'know..when you talk about all of these other girls that flirt with you at school, it bothers me. I understand and appreciate with how you want to be honest, so you tell me these sort of things. And I think I made a mistake.. Not in getting together with you, but in allowing for you to say certain things to your friends---people I don't even know---about some things we do. I remember you told me once that you would tell just some of your closest friends. I was fine with that, 'cause I know they're good people and they wouldn't start anything bad. But then..all of these people, who are they? They don't know me, so why would you tell them? It bothers me now..and I don't know why I didn't have the courage to tell you this once I noticed that you were telling these people I don't know.

Things you say circulate around, and I know, because even though we don't go to the same school anymore, I've heard from people at school that you go around telling people things and those people tell people I know. Even though everything you say is the truth, they don't have to know. ...I'm going to bring this up with you next time we talk.

And you haven't called at all today. I'm still waiting for that call. You said you would..'cause today is my last day.
iluq.
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____,
Where have you been? Sometimes you annoy me, even though I know you don't mean to be. But you blow such simple and personal things out of proportion. You haven't been around at school, and when you keep on asking everyone what the fcuk is going on in your classes, we get annoyed. I'm not helping you anymore. You take advantage of me by not going to school then expecting me to re-explain everything to you and sometimes even doing things for you. Well fcuk that. Do it yourself. And how in the Hell am I your best friend? Whatever.

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_______,
You're so conceited. You brag about everything and even though you make it sound sarcastic, you know you want to shove things in our face to make yourself feel superior. Something's going to happen with us. It'll be us against you, I hope you realize this soon. You make things seem worse than what how they actually are. I'm tired of this.. Just watch, something will happen.

[SimplicityGirl]

I wanna talk to you now. Get on soon?

[Ilaem]

Tay and Beckie,
If you really hated me like you make it seem, you would have turned me in in a wink of an eye. I know you are strange around me because of the past but i'm over it. I'm trying not to hold grudges i hope you feel the same. Well, obviously not. I don't know. Mariah told me (Becca) that you wanted to be my friend if i was willing. Mmmmm.... you could've had me arrested. Wow. Glad you guys had enough respect for me to lie about what happened.

Evan,
You took that mighty well. I think you were cheating. Hmmm.

JR,
You are the only person i've cried over when i have to hang up the phone at night. I think that means something. Too bad i let you go.

Chris,
Can't wait to see you in November. Ah, i can't wait. I sooo wanna hook your uncle up with my mom. Then for sure you'll move here pemanently lol I love you so much. It's like, idk, i've said all those things we say to each other to like 98734 different people. I'm not good with commitment. Uhh, i wanna love you forever. You are my life.

[me1issaaaa]

____ & ____ - I had fun with you two tonight, I'm glad I met you both [:

[NgocQuyen]

gosh. you're a freaking freak, and that's sad. i'm mad at you! ughs. i swear you act just like him and that's sad. i hate myself because of you...

[topsyturvy]

_____:
I miss you.
I thought about you.
I dreamt about you.
I'm damn confused about you.
I wish i could see you.

E D I T

I knew it wouldn't be possible. I knew it.
Now i gotta accept it.

[*jooleeah*]

I miss you all.
I haven't talked to any of my closest friends in months.
Don't you guys think that's kind of sad?
But I have to wait another month.
This is how school takes over our goddamned lives.
Yes, this is still a message to someone.
So. Please stfu hush if you're thinking otherwise =)

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
Haha I like how we had our little inside joke tonight and we'd just start laughing. You're cool (:
-Me.

Dear You,
I miss you. A lot. Like a lot a lot. Haha. Man I really would like for us to have something again. You're really wonderful and I don't care if you don't think you are or if others don't, because I do. No one knows how you make me feel and no one can make me feel that way either. I hope I get to see you tomorrow. I want to hug you. You're hugs are so nice.
-Me.