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[*Intoxique*]

____,
Hmmm, either of us can fuss up? This is gonna be odd... I don't know what to think about you anymore.

____,
Damnnnn boy. Innocent flirting today ?

________,
Slut much?

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

I don't even like kickin it with you no more. Since you've been kickin it with that dirty bitch you've hella changed. We went from hella close to f**kin' awkward like THAT because you let her rub off on you. It's too bad to because we coulda been somethin' G00D. Bossiest & Flossiest Yadada. I'da been the boss and you coulda done the floss. But you reflectin off her attitude and I dont like that so thats too bad. But I do miss kickin' it with you. Tis a shaaame.

[*Intoxique*]

____,
"We got a love thing where you try to leave me,
But you need me, can't you see you're addicted to me."

I am addicted.

_______,
Whatttt?!? Make up your f**king mind & stick to it. Godamnit, please.

[*stephinika*]

I miss you so much right now...and I can't help thinking about next year...I'm going to miss you sooo much. I want to visit you a couple weekends and stay there but I doubt my parents would let me...I have yet to mention that to you though... I don't want you to go...

[eccentricity]

I wish we could talk more and become better friends.

[AzNxBaBi]

_____; I had a crush on you and you had one on me. But you decided to stop and ignore me. We could have been but you rather listen to your "girlfriends" so it's your fault.

Dear ____;
You put a smile on my face, you are interesting .. <33 thought not my type you're still my BF ..

Dear _____;
GOD YOU ARE HELLA ANNOYiNG. STOP iT WITH THE "IM SO CUTE AND INNOCENT." Well you know what? FCK you, we could really careless. I love making you jealou yeah get mad because you know i'm right.

[SimplicityGirl]

I like you. I suppose I can't deny it any longer. I like you.

[redpeony]

F*CK HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO NOT CARE
It's like a battle inside and I'm trying SO HARD but you've never done this before and I'm sure it's probably nothing at all and I'm probably just overreacting and being stupid but HOW CAN I HELP IT? Why did you do that? WHAT IS IT that you can't tell me? Seriously, how would you feel? I'm trying not to blame you, I'm trying to just disregard this but I CAN'T... fine I respect the thing about saying that this is one of your good friends and blablabla... but it's not even really about what you had to tell me anymore, it's the fact that couldn't and you were resisting so hard. WHY?! I am going to explode.

[misoshiru]

You gave me confidence, you gave me inspiration, you knew how to pick me up when I was down. And I thank you for all that you have unconsciously done for me. I can now honestly say that I hope the two of you will be happy, because I'm over you.

[redpeony]

I wonder if you'll ever read this. Tell me if you do. I can't find it in me to tell you all of this in person so this is the most I can do. I know it's incredibly stupid but just please read on.

That little thing tonight about keeping things from each other made me think how open I really am being with you. So I came to the conclusion that I could definitely be more open. I certainly want to be...

I wish I could pour out all my feelings to you. All that's in my heart... and feel safe doing it. I wish I could explode, I wish I could cuss you out and not worry about the results. I wish I could hang up on you, I wish I could ignore your calls for a week and know that you would still be calling and trying to reach me.

But I also know that that's immature. I know that's not fair. I know that even though you say that you wouldn't mind, that I don't have the heart for it. Because I know that even though other girlfriends do that to their boyfriends-- I know that I don't feel it's right.

I know. I know how you mean more to me than I do to you, even though it seems like the opposite sometimes. And I know it's that way because I don't show my feelings. So I really don't blame you if you think you care a lot more about me than I do for you.. even though this is something stupid to argue about. I love you so much and everyone around can see that... but somehow you cannot.

Sometimes I think this is just the type of guy I need, you know? A not as compassionate guy who will just keep me grounded and continually keep me right next to reality. I don't know what happened for me to be this way. You would just tell me that that's the way I am and I shouldn't feel the need to change. Really? There's always room for improvement, isn't there?

But I don't know if that's what I really need. Maybe I just need someone to love me. The persistent kind of love. But it doesn't take much for me to realize how easily I'd get sick of that.

But in the same thing it can get very frustrating. I am actually scared that you will see that you mean so much to me. Because maybe you think that this is just the way I am but deep down inside it's because I'm scared of the hurt. Scared of the rejection. I think I'm just deathly scared. I haven't really been hurt before, you know? But I think that even without that intention... it's started to happen. Slowly it's built up and without my knowing, somehow along the way I completely fell for you. And even though I know that I could be treated better, I could be more happy with my relationship, I could have more fun and less arguing over stupid things...

I can't. I want you. I don't know why and I don't exactly like it but you're all I see. And I know that for you it's nothing like that. And I know that next year you're going to be off having fun. And I know that I'm going to be away too, and well.. I don't know how things are going to be but I know that you will be very hard to get over. But you've had a lot of girlfriends. And you have this pride that makes you mask your feelings. And I can't help but think... I don't have sex with you so you must be happy at least about the part where you get to go off to university and have lots of sex.

Okay there. There's my emotional moment to show I actually care.

There. Now you know I care. Sorry if I freaked you out but now you're free to play with my heart however you want because you know what's inside. Because I'm tired of pretending I don't care.

Have fun.

[*This Confession*]

i really wish they would understand it all

[topsyturvy]

_____:

不知哪一天才能忘了你。

今天
你應該拒絕了她，
但據我所知好像相反。

今天我親眼目睹你在她耳邊低語．．．

我好想忘記，
好想丟下一切．．．


_____:

為什麼你也在耍我？

雖然對你來說只是遊戲，
請你不要玩了，
我的心很好騙．．．

[*islandgirl4eva*]

Happy Birthday, you =]

[julianaaa]

To; you 2.

stop leaving me out. =(

[SimplicityGirl]

Holding hands with you today was...magical. I love you.

[*stephinika*]

I miss you already...I really do wish I could be with you more.

[Ilaem]

Dear you,
I am so sorry. I don't know how to face this. That was a stupid decision. I was only thinking of myself and how tired i was even though it was my fault. Please, i don't know how to tell you. I let the burden sit on the rest of you. OMFG. I am so sorry. Sorry, sorry. I deserve getting grounded. I deserve all that yelling. Just, please forgive me.

[me1issaaaa]

I haven't seen you in eight hours, and I'm already going insane. I don't get to see you for another 105 hours! JESUS EFFING MSDPOFKSDFJIREOUEFUI. I hate this. I miss you. Come back ]: I know I'm being selfish, I really do want you to have fun on your trip. But I miss you terribly. Please don't break my heart. I don't think that you will, but hey. We've got something amazing between us. Don't let something stupid ruin it for us, mmkay? I've never felt this way before. I keep babbling... but I don't care. I'm falling in love with you.

[NgocQuyen]

to be honest with you, i think that we're moving way too fast! i just don't know how to tell you that though. i mean i don't know if you expect THAT much out of this relationship. do you? i mean i just don't know what to think anymore. i like you a lot, and i hope you know that. i mean come on, i used to be obsessed with you. which is kind of scarey and rather funny when i look back on it. hehe. i was just a stupid little kid, i mean who could blame me? but i really did like you. you were fun and you were the first guy to EVER say he liked me...HEHE that made you extra special, and yeah that just REALLY made me not want to let go even MORE. goshers. i don't know if things are different now or what. the reason that our relationship fell apart last time was because we were moving too fast, in my opinion. and when you straight up asked me if i liked you back i don't know i just got scared because no guy ever asked me that before you know what i'm saying? i was just young and inexperienced with the outside world and guys for that matter. i just want to get to know you better. i mean we've known eachother for like 3 or 4 years now and i feel like we haven't communicated enough yet. i hope you understand where i'm coming from. i just want to take things slow with you because i care THAT much about you.

[silver-rain]

Fcuk, fcuk fcuk. Why are you doing this to me now? I thought you knew that I would be PISSED if you bailed on me. And what are you doing? Bailing on me. Everything seemed so fine, we were planning prom and it was all fun. But now you talk to some people and decide to be a fking sheep and not go? Do you know how much I have invested in this, how much I really want this to work, how much I gave up last year to not go so this year would be even more amazing? If you don't go, it'll ruin everything. I might as well not go as well. We're all being fking selfish... Sigh you're my friend. But now I can see why everyone is saying you're a bitch, why you get annoyed by people so easily. I really don't want to hate you but you're making it so easy. I'm just so selfish so I'm sorry. But you know how little girls dream of their wedding? I dreamt of prom. And now, it might not be happening. Fcuk, and thanks a lot...

Lucky b*tches...

[nopattern]

please don't ruin this.

[Looow]

You,
So I've been thinking about this over and over again. How do you know when you actually LOVE somebody? Do I feel that strong of a feeling for you? I mean, I don't know. I want to say it and mean it but I just feel stupid. I SHOULDN'T feel stupid though. But we haven't been together for that long. Can you feel this that soon? I don't know. I just know that I've never felt like this before towards ANYBODY. Maybe .. i'm just attached. i'm "used to you". i'm just used to being around you and having you. man i dont know. f**k this.

anyways, i wish you would just chill out a little and TALK to me though? i like it better that way.

[redpeony]

Let's talk about next year. I'm not sure about breaking it off anymore. I asked God to take away all my personal wants and to carry through with His will. So I'm just gonna wait. I'm learning to surrender and trust Him. But no matter what happens... I love you. So much. I really don't think I'll have the ability to get over you. I mean... think about someone like Will who I didn't even know as a person but just went out with him for the sake of it. It's been 1.5 years since we broke up and I still feel a teensy bit of curiosity when I see him and his girlfriend. I guess that curiousity remains no matter what... but seriously. I just can't imagine what it would be like to see you with another girl in the future. AHHHHHHHHHH. I have to trust Him... I don't like how I feel. I sound insanely insecure. And I know I am about this. But I can't help it. I can't see anyone but you... and that freakin scares me.

[Rachel]

You, if you don't want to be with me, why do you keep trying to make me jealous? I know that I say I don't ever want to be with you again, but some days, I just do. I miss feeling loved and knowing that someone cared about me. I miss holding hands and messing around in English. I miss you ditching your friends to hang out and watch a movie with me. I simply miss YOU sometimes. Other days though, I can't believe I stayed with you for as long as I did. Especially recently, I can't belive you had sex with yet another girl. This whole f**kin girls thing, super way to get over me. But really, I don't think I could let myself go back to you after all this bullshit. Not only did you sleep with two other girls and brag about it infront of me, I feel like you did it to spite me or something. You stil continue to confuse me and I just wish that things would be simple again. I just wish that either I felt absolutely nothing for or that we were together and happy again like we were in the beginning of the year.


John, I wish you didn't have a girlfriend. I should have taken my chance when I had it. f**k Tom, it's his fault! Well, even though I want you to be happy, I do want you. Roar. You make Wednesday nights fun. I like flirting with you. It is nice. I love being around you, some thing I really haven't felt in a while. You can always make me smile and I can never keep a straight face. It was nice of you to give me a ride home, and thanks for making me take my jacket off! Some times, we can cut the sexual tension with knife! I do want to just throw you down on the table somedays. Stop looking cute in the Staples uniform.

Drew, I really don't want to like you. I don't think I do. I think I just want to get over him so much that hooking up with you helps? I don't even want him to know about it, because he would probably assume I was doing it just to brag about it. I am not though, I am doing partially to get him out of my system and partially because I have always wanted to with you. You intrigue me and I see you as a mystery.

FREAKIN BOYS SUCK.

[*stephinika*]

^^


: Sigh. You know, you think I'd be more upset about this than that other thing...but I'm not. I was just teasing a bit, but yes I'd still find it weird if you went...I hope you're not mad at me now...