no thank you, do not speak Options

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I simply felt it important to write my thoughts of yesterday and today. and I do not care for compliments. give me your cruelest opinion if you must. 'cause this is no sample to offer. this is no other piece I write without reason.
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and I honesty cannot say I feel for you as much as you feel for me
'cause I truly do not know if I feel for this more or if you feel it the most
I'm all sorts of puzzled, confused, and dazed
what you have to say is not what I need to hear
and I find you avoiding me, why? tell me please
because it's useless to keep something I've given up hope on so long ago
I'm trying to find the place I left off at and I find I never left it
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so there it is, and insight on my personal life which you'll never understand. hurt me if I'm becoming too much.