Thats just not me..., Part 1 Options

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-She stands up-. She says with a shiver in Her voise. "I'm not the kind of person that likes telling people all about my problems." -She looks around the room at all the diffrent peoples faces for some kind of pity or some kind of way out of this nightmare.- -Her hands start to swet with what shes about to say.- -She takes a breath in like it was her last-."Thats just not me." -She looks down at her shoes that are half un tied from her being in the hurry to get to the meeting on time- -She opens her mouth slightly- "But, If i didnt tell somebody about my problems I think I would have broke down" -Her mouth got dry at the thought of the next thing she was about to do.- -She thinks to her self-... *Once I start telling them I cant stop so should I even start? Should I take the time or the energy to try and even explane my self to these people I dont even really know? What will they think? What will they say? That why im here, right? I might as well.. I came so far why stop now? What do I have to lose, right? * -She puts her hair down jentley- She says slowly "Im worried I have a problem I cant controll..." -She closes her eyes- " I dont think anyone help me with this problem eather.."

To be continued...

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