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[*Intoxique*]

Dear cB Diary,

I am sitting here listening to 'Eve 6 - Here's To The Night' & I am about to break into tears. This song just reminds me of all the things that has happen this year. I been so emotional lately, it's the grad ceremony in a couple of day & I am excited about it but I don't want to it happen because I know after that ceremony I will probably never see all of my friends together all again. In the beginning of the year I was for sure that I wasn't going to cry because I was so excited to leave this school, I was sick of it, I had enough of it & now 10 months later I am about to break into tears & it's not even the ceremony yet.
-sigh- So damn emotional right now.

- Liz <3.

[BrokenDream]

Dear cb diary,
Welps. I haven't written in this thing in awhile. School's out. But it's so friggin boring, you know? It's funny how I got excited for school to be over, but then I got to bored I wanted to go back to school. ._. Hah. I guess I'm just weird.

Ah, what have I done this summer so far? Just Six Flags, and a couple of BFF parties. Yeah, it was fun. :] But now, I'm bored. Hm, I might invite a friend to go to a Flyleaf concert. They are coming to my city. Woohoo. Yeah, I'm not sure if I can go anyways. Probably busy. We're planning to go to Oklahoma, or Alabama. Not sure.

Hah. I've been so obsessed with Harry Potter/Daniel Radcliffe lately. It's creepy too. Hah. It's not his fault he's sooo cute. I'm taking all my friends to see the new HP coming out in 2007. HP and the Order of Phoenix will probably we better then HP and the Goblet of Fire. O: Lol. Nah, HP and the Goblet of Fire was pretty good. Woo. I can't wait till that day.

Ya know. It's fun being single. You don't have to worry about anything and crap like that in a relationship. My ex is dating someone else. Yeah, he posted bad stuff about me, but hey, I told him off, and he left me alone. :D Hah, he's so stupid. His girlfriend is a blonde, and I know her from about 3 classes last year. Well, I don't care anymore. Because I hate him, and I hate her. Lol. Their both bitches. His girlfriend spread some rumors about me last year too. You know how friggin frustrating that is? I got my rep back. I'm sooo glad I don't get to see them...for long. I gotta see them in August. To be more specfic, August 28. That's when school starts. Gahh.

Bye for now.
-Melissa

[*jooleeah*]

When all the picture frames are taken down,
when the notes, letters, and diaries are all burnt till ashes

When all the memories slowy disappear as if it were some dream.

That's when you know, everything's over.

That scene keeps on replaying in my head. It has been for a couple of months. I wonder if I'm going to really do it or not. And if I do, would it be a huge mistake?

I never really felt like I was included in the first place. Never felt like I was good enough. But there's not really one place where I can say, "Hey, I grew up with you here. I lived my life here with you all. I made my memories with you all."

It kind of sucks.

No, it really sucks.

Haha, I'm crying. Wow. How'd I get so emotional over these past few years?

I'm scared that one day I'm going to let go of all of my morals, and completely just....take a downfall. So scared.

[silver-rain]

Dear CB Diary,

Oh boy I graduate high school tomorrow. I'm a bit exctited, a bit nervous, and a bit scared. I know that I'm going to cry tomorrow. I will miss everyone so much, and I'll want to take so many pictures with everyone. Just thinking about it makes me nostalgic a bit. I waited for this moment for 4 years, but now that it's here, I just want to stop the clock and live in this year for a little longer. There are still people I haven't really gotten to know. There are still places I haven't been. It seems like everything is happening too fast, too soon. And, a part of me doesn't feel ready for college, for all the freedom. Ack, I hope tomorrow turns out welll.

And, Stephen kinda got a job for me. I hear it pays well, so I really hope I get it. I hope to start tomorrow, and I hope I do well. I need a job, and I need money, a way to pay through college. So, I'm trying not to think too much on it in case I jinx it or something, haha.

I'm gonna send him an email a couple of days after the last day. I hope it's a good idea. What can I lose by emailing him? Ehhh, I hope he replies, but chances are he won't. 99.9% he won't. Sigh, why do I bother myself with this?

Today was the track party/awards thing and it was nice, seeing how much I love each and every girl. Gosh, I'm gonna miss all of them next year. So much. They were basically my high school life.

'Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...

[xTINAA]

Dear cB Diary,
I haven't written to you in a little while. Some things have happened.

Let's see. Well first I finally decided to be done with Phillip. I made the decision to stop trying anymore because it's getting so useless. I feel like I keep trying and then I get a step ahead, it seems like things are working out, and then it goes two steps back. I just am tired of it and no matter how much I love him, he needs to realize that on his own and hopefully realize he feels the same way. If not then there is nothing I can do about it but it's pointless to spend so much time trying to change the way things are. It makes me really sad though to just know that after a year it's all done. It's over. I hate that it's done in such bad terms.

In other news, I think I was starting to really become interested in his cousin. Yeah, I know...his cousin...that's bad, right? But I don't care. His cousin is such a great guy. It doesn't matter though. I can just tell that I'm not his type at all and I don't see the feelings being reciprocated. I also don't feel like it would ever happen so I shouldn't waste my time thinking about it. He's great though. He's Christian, cute, funny, goofy, smart, and a lot of other good things. There is always that small chance though and during the past two weeks, we saw each other nearly every single day and we seemed to grow closer almost. We never really sat down to have a good conversation or anything but we were really playful with each other and flirtacious. I don't know. Whatever, I need to stop thinking about boys. They seem to make matters worse.

Well actually a lot more happened but I'm too tired to write about it. Maybe another time.
-Me.

[angel-roh]

Dear CB DIARY,

OMFG I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEE SAMMY =D
And also, I haven't come to createblog for awhile.

And I'm.... getting a tummy ache cause of spicy KIMCHEE CHEEKAE.
=)

[*stephinika*]

Dear cB diary,

Well, today was quite fun. Work was fine, kinda slow but I did the till so that was good. Favourite thing for me to do so far. Umm...went to Christina & Lorie's dance show after. Sat with Larry, Conrad, Frasier, Mark, Yurina, and Jenna...then we all went to Applebee's, except Yurina 'cause she had to go home...it was yummy. Brought 'em over to this ice cream place nearby too since we were near my school...then, Larry & Christina & I had no plans so they came over. That was fun. Played that Dirty Minds game, Oh my...definitely fun. Her friends are great. I'm so excited for her debut. Less than a month away, yikes! Study session w/ Larry on Tuesday before our cotillion practice...should be fuuuun.

[*lolita kitty*]

Dear cb diary,

Here's the 411 on the past month or so.

Bad grades. More and more and more.
Failed ss final. Brought down gpa.
Missed promotion because of that. Nice, huh?

Had to re-appeal for charter. They said they'd let me back in.

Lot's of haning out with cami and Courtney.
Saw Nacho Libre with cami.
Stayed at Courtney's house for like 5 days in a row.
Went to mall with Cami.

School got out June 9. Starts again September 5 because of construction on theatre. Yay!

[n00b]

dear cb diary,
why do I feel sad for every person that doesn't deserve it?
why can't he love me? I miss him like crazy, and he doesn't love me...
why must this be...?

[priyas]

dear cb diary,

my mother is a mean bitch, which sux for me because she is 2 faced. everybody thinks she is this stylish, educated lady.

[*stephinika*]

Dear cB diary,

Yeah, so just about to kill my mother soon. Augh. So annoying. She wouldn't stop bitching and questioning me about Christina's friends! They're FINE. Good lord. Then in the end I figured why...you just don't want to look stupid. Fck. It's all about you and how you look. And you care more about how I look than I do. G:ALKJR:ELJBG:KSjh.

[fagget]

Dear cB Diary,

I saw the cutest guy at the movies.
He works at the movie theatre and he was on break. We talked.
Then I found out he's 20 or was it 21. ><
Sucks for me.

[marzipan]

dear cb diary:

can't wait till soccer game today! brazil vs. ghana...ooo...


swim practice today as well.

[*jooleeah*]

Dear Createblog Diary,
11 Days.

Dang.

[marzipan]

dear cB diary,

no soccer for 2 days!

[sexthybeans]

dear createblog diary,

he considers her his hero.
stupid Myspace.

[*jooleeah*]

Dear Createblog Diary,
It's his fault for ruining my day.

Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.

If he yells at me for this, this time, I'm not going to hold back.

[*Intoxique*]

Dear cB Diary,

Today has been one emotional day. My eyes are sallow from crying. From a long talk with my aunt I notice how f**king stupid I have been. I am ready for a change. Wow, this is gonna be one long hard process.
Tomorrow is the grad ceremony, gonna cry somemore. Gahh, gonna miss a lot of people.

- Liz.

[*stephinika*]

Dear cB diary,

High school is OVER! Oh my god. It feels so good. I was so happy after the exam...honestly. It was great. I don't care anymore. Physics can rot in hell and so on and so forth. Yay for summer! Tomorrow, I'm beaching it with some and picking up my yearbook FINALLY. Godamn school. So yeah. That and mall and other things...
Friday = grad! I'm soooo excited. Grad camping too! Weeeee!
Except I don't get to see my new best bud for awhile, but ah well. Those guys are so fun. Anyways...I can't wait for tomorrow.

[*islandgirl4eva*]

Dear cB diary,

I swear, this always happens to me. And I always let it. I'm a fool and I know it. I'm trying so hard to make this work, but it seems like his attentions are elsewhere. If that's how it is, I'm contemplating just letting him go, because I don't know how long I can keep this up.

[iDecay]

Liz - I just read what you said. >.< I felt the same way last year, too.

Dear cB Diary,
I don't know anymore. I just don't know.

[silver-rain]

Dear CB Diary,

So, this is the end. This is what it feels like. No more high school ever. We're officially alumnae and I'm probably never going to see half the students again... I'm really upset that I never got the chance to ask him to sign my yearbook, or even talk to him. I really hope that I can gather up the courage to write him that email... and I hope that he replies with a nice reply. Here's to hoping.

And, Stephen is out with his coworkers. I'm not too bleh about it, like I would be if it were his high school friends. I dunno why, I haven't even met them but I trust him and them more? But whyy did he have to call me after he went drinking? And how could his manager condone that? Sigh, I dunno. This makes me want to go out drinking too.

Oh, so I have a job as a hostess. It's OK I guess, but I just stand around all day, kinda boring. The other girl I work with is nice, I hope to join her sorority. Eh.

[KELLYYY]

Dear cB Diary,

I don't know anymore. I'm getting hurt by him too much. It's like, this relationship is tearing me apart. I don't know if I can be with him if this keeps happening. I really can't.

- Kelly

[melface]

Dear Createblog Diary,

Rolling is fun... but i just hope i don't make it a habit... =[

-me.

[BrokenDream]

Dear createblog diary,
Well. I'm pretty much bored as usual. Nothing to do. I've been addicted to Myspace. Creepy. I don't wanna be like those guys/girls that are extremely addicted. Like every time they get a new comment, or picture comment, or anything else they jump for joy and scream. Or if they don't get any messages or whatnot they cry their eyes out and keep refreshing the God damn page. Lmao. xD

Ah. I'm going to Six Flags next Tuesday (Fourth of July) to watch the fireworks, and ride some rollercoasters. I'm bringing my Dad, my Mom, and of course my friend Rachael. I believe my sister Robin is coming too! x]

That's about all.
I'm bored.
And tired.

No friends are freakin' online! Rawrrrrrrrr.
-Melissa