To her...the one i loved., a poem for my ex-girlfriend Options

[Spec_R]

To her...the one i loved.

I know that I can't be with you forever
And when I needed you the most, we're not together
What can I do to get a vision of you for me to see?
Closing my eyes would bring back old memories
Imagining an old picture of love that was once used be
But I guess you're gone now, so far away from me
I know that another someone had entered your life
One day, maybe you will be that someone's wife
Missing you so stupidly,
A week ago I cut my arm with a knife

Seriously, I'm not crazy...I done it out of true love
It's just that when I love someone, I love them for real
I don't joke around, that was my part of the deal
Each night on my bed as I lied
This nightmare imagine of you with another guy
Mixed with frustration & depression, but I don't want to cry
To be a man that u wanted me to be..
First I have to control my emotion inside
Love, happniess, anything u want? I'll try to provide
F***! damn it, I hate this.....I want to kill myself & die
First time I'm in love, next time...i'm not going to try

Evan wake up!, seriously what can you do?
Why can't you see? she said she doesn't love you!!
Put your head up, face life...you guys are through...
No matter how hard u think about her,
Your heart will still be broken in two

It's for her a few months ago but....
Check it out, correct it or give me any good ideas to add on...thanks?

[IceCream4U]

To me, it's a lifetime.



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Ending to poem. Stupid but, it was on the top of my mind.
I really loved this poem - its really strong. I felt what you felt - the devastation. Good job xD