Im the Fool Options

[dispn0ygonekrazy]

i know i was wrong, i know hurt you
but can you understand the pain i go through
when i see you smile, you wipe everything away
all my problems, my lonliness all in one day

but how can i express the way that i feel
when your not here by my side to keep me real
ive spent countless hours drowning in the pool of my tears
just thinking about all the good times over the years

it hit me hard, and it hit me strong
the feeling that collides within me tells me im wrong
sometimes i wanna go back and make everything right
when you were still mine, and holdin me tight

though i cant take back all the pain and misery i've caused you
i just hope you'll forgive me in time and let these feelings go through
i wish i could just say sorry, but i guess it was too late
i held myself back with out saying a word, it was to late

now time has gone by and it started to dawn
i still cant live my life without u, if im still holding on
what keeps me alive is the painful memories ive held inside
while it destroys me slowly untill the day that ill die

so as i wait while i lmake a wish upon a star
ill wish for god to get rid of these scars
while i wait for my wish to come true
ill still be the fool holding on to you