I'm so love sick, I don;t know what to do Options

[Blk`SpY]

Man, I’ve never in my entire like EVER had a girlfriend. So many times I could have had a girl but something went wrong, and it mostly had to do with my second guessing myself. I really have no confidence in my looks even though I’ve been called cute more times than ugly by girls. I jus don’t know how to come at a girl it’s so hard….But I can talk to girls. I tend to have a lot of girl “friends” but not relationship wise. Girls do think I have a nice personality and really sweet. But I can’t get them to know I like them… What probably is the easy thing for a guy to do is the most complicated to me. But I met this girl a couple of months ago…and we really clicked off she was soo interested in me. I really thought she was pulling my leg. But this girl was incredibly beautiful; I’ve never attracted a more beautiful woman. So weeks past and are feelings were getting stronger and I really thought I could finally have a girlfriend and a beautiful one at that! She finally told me she loved me but I didn’t say it back I more like agreed, she expressed all her deep feelings for me and it was heart warming. But then I started to get busy and we didn’t talk as much, we didn’t talk for like I think 2 or 3 weeks straight. And all those weeks was really making me miss and love her more. For this girl I would go to the ends of the earth and bend over backwards. I felt that thing normal people call “Love” and it felt so good. So when we finally talked I told her how I felt, and I jus let my heart spill out. I think she cried and she told me that she was talking to someone else and she thought I didn’t feel the sameway she did ( do to my lack of expression towards my emotions). But she said that she was going to let dude off the real easy because she really loved me more than him. But now I still see them talking and I overheard her and a friend and she said he’s still her crush. I don’t know what to do, I feel so sad inside that she would do such a thing….any suggestions?

sorry it's soo long