What's Left?.........., Who,why,when,and how am i gonna survive |
What's Left?.........., Who,why,when,and how am i gonna survive |
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man i dont know what to do anymore im in a foster home type place and i dont know what im gonna do
last nite a kid who lived in the place with me kept tryin to touch me he has been doing that for a long time too. i had almost snapped in a car while one of the staff was tryin to cool me down i then was asked by the same staff to just go outside and get it all out my anger, hate, despair all of it everything negative i had begun to shake and had nocontrol soon there after i got lightheaded and collapsed to the ground today problems persisted and i just dont know what im gonna do anymore i wanna hurt the kid i wanna hurt othre i wanna hurt my self and im getting so close to do all of that the thing is if i do that then im going to be f**ked over a whole lot(srry for profanity) i need to leave this place i cant take it anymore im about to snap and i dont know what i am going to do do i just end it now or do try to continue on i find out that i get to go home today and ill be happy if not i dont know what im gonna do whatever the outcome is its prolly not gonna be good plz people i need help normally when i talk to people it gets me calm so plz give advice (yes this very true and is happening at this very moment) |
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