Serious, Meant for my father Options

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Can you see me from where you are?
Are you able to see me laugh and smile while jumping up and down?
My arms waving joyously, can you see that too?
Are you able to see me on my knees, stricken with laughter?
I'm sure you can but you see nothing because you are too far away.
Take a step closer, closer until you can see the brown eyes.
The tears flow over the lips of a frown, down the face plagued by sadness.
I'm not waving to you, I'm desperately reaching out for help.
For you to believe that I was laughing is to mock me. On my knees, I beg and plead for mercy and forgiveness.
But I forgot, you're too far away.
You see what you want to see, from your distant perspective because you're too afraid of me.
Take a step closer.
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I haven't shown anyone this outside of the 3 people that have seen my Xanga.