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| *stephinika* |
 Feb 26 2006, 02:02 AM
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I'm so, so, sooo paranoid about his moody-ness...
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| *ranniel* |
Feb 26 2006, 02:13 AM
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im that sensitive person. i can talk crap, yet i can't do crap.
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| *islandgirl4eva* |
Feb 26 2006, 02:39 AM
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I secretly despise the fact that I have a wealthy roommate.
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Feb 26 2006, 04:45 AM
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Senior Member  Group: Member Posts: 2,534 Joined: Jul 2005 Member No: 170,127 |
My moods are so bad, I sometimes think I have multiple personalities.
But I don't. But it sure as hell feels like it. |
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Feb 26 2006, 07:14 AM
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 im NO ordinary! akO ay taO! Group: Member Posts: 385 Joined: Dec 2005 Member No: 314,294 |
i hav a pic of a another gurl in my phone... instead of my gf....
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Feb 26 2006, 12:41 PM
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 hi. call me linda. Group: Official Member Posts: 8,187 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,475 |
I cried myself to sleep last night, on my birthday.
I'm afraid that I have no friends that will wish me a "Happy Birthday" today without having to be reminded... too bad it's true... |
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Feb 26 2006, 12:56 PM
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 Another ditch in the road... you keep moving Group: Member Posts: 6,281 Joined: Jan 2005 Member No: 85,152 |
im planning on drinking next weekend, even though i KNOW its a BAD idea. oh god...
i would probably get back with her, if she asked me straight out |
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| *stephinika* |
Feb 26 2006, 04:46 PM
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I am considering not bothering with those damned essays...but I should.
I'm still paranoid. Fasd;lfkjaebvbuh. |
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Feb 27 2006, 12:47 AM
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 j'adore =) Group: Member Posts: 723 Joined: Mar 2005 Member No: 107,848 |
i'm feeling really insecure lately about everything...friends, weight, love, life and i don't like it
i want what they have but i have i feeling i won't have it for a long time...and even though they think i have this issue with relationships i really do want someone to love more than anything right now |
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Feb 27 2006, 01:07 AM
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 dakishimetainoni... Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 4,322 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 75,318 |
-i'm afraid of manipulating him... over the years, i have honed my skill of manipulation and lying so i could get through school easily. i always used my knowledge of words to make it seem like i knew what i was writing about in essays when all i did was use fancy words and accentuate what little i knew into long paragraphs. i can write an essay about a door knob and still get high marks for it. i've also played many people by dropping certain facts and tidbits or with just elaborate lies.
however i've long since stopped toying with people i care about. but i'm afraid that subconsciously i'm still doing it. i spilled my heart out on the card i gave him on valentine's day and then a few days later he tells me he wants to take a step further in our relationship. he told me that after he read what i wrote, he decided on that...i feel like i tricked him somehow. i purposely don't tell him about the guys who try to hit on me or get me things for valentine's day because i don't want him to feel that he needs to put a leash on me before someone else scoops me away. i told him i didn't mean to push him into anything but he told me that he's capable of making his own decisions and was thinking about taking that step before i gave him the card...but ultimately the card was a big influence. i want this to be real, i don't want to be a liar, i don't want to play with people's emotions, and i don't want to trick him. but i feel like i did... -today i turn 18 and i hate it. i can't stand being 18, i don't want to be an adult...especially when i have nothing to show for it... -he bought me an expensive gift as an early brithday present and i can't help but feel guilty because i don't deserve it... |
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Feb 27 2006, 03:03 AM
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 Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 199 Joined: Jan 2005 Member No: 79,534 |
I been picking my noise sence the first day I know how to use my finger.
I once put a Gun to some1 head and Almost pull the triger. |
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Feb 27 2006, 06:03 AM
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Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 2,534 Joined: Jul 2005 Member No: 170,127 |
People really do anger me. Arrogance and kiss-ass-ers. Ugh. I just don't say anything. Or even acknowledge it, most of the time.
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Feb 27 2006, 11:34 AM
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 jkjkllm Group: Member Posts: 67 Joined: Feb 2006 Member No: 375,759 |
I confess.... I'm in a love triangle. =/
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| *islandgirl4eva* |
Feb 27 2006, 12:24 PM
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I'm jealous of my roommate for having a boyfriend.
Yet I'm kind of happy to be single. And yet again, I want a boyfriend, maybe a bit too much. |
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Feb 27 2006, 01:17 PM
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It feels like my medicine hasnt been working anymore. I feel like I am right back where I started. Its getting so bad that I wish that I would have died that night. I wish I would have wrecked my car that night. I see no point in life.
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Feb 27 2006, 02:42 PM
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 cB Assassin Group: Official Member Posts: 10,147 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 7,672 |
I think I'm going crazy...
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Feb 27 2006, 04:49 PM
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I don't really give a crap about doing anything in Drama. I doubt getting zero's will drop my grade any at all. Eh.
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Feb 27 2006, 05:53 PM
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cB Assassin Group: Official Member Posts: 10,147 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 7,672 |
I've been having homosexual thoughts lately...
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Feb 27 2006, 06:07 PM
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 <3; Hopeless Group: Member Posts: 54 Joined: Feb 2006 Member No: 382,239 |
I'm in love with him but I'm afraid to say anything because I might get hurt.
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| *ranniel* |
Feb 27 2006, 06:14 PM
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I'm just really jealous of people at the moment. And yes, I am sensitive and I'll admit it. My life is screwed at the moment.
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| *Statues/Shadows* |
Feb 27 2006, 06:19 PM
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I'm really f**king scared of having to apply for colleges. I hate myself so much for being so stupid and not trying harder at things. If I'm this wary of having to write my math grades on an AP app, submitting them for things that might actually reject me is going to suck.
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Feb 27 2006, 06:40 PM
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cB Assassin Group: Official Member Posts: 10,147 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 7,672 |
We decided to remain just friends, but I can't help it, I'm in love with her.
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Feb 27 2006, 07:28 PM
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hi. call me linda. Group: Official Member Posts: 8,187 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,475 |
I bought my first two lottery tickets as an 18 year old, and I didn't get carded.
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| *jooleeah* |
Feb 27 2006, 10:15 PM
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I cannot stand two of my "closest" friends.
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| *stephinika* |
Feb 27 2006, 10:26 PM
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I am such a bitch.
I hate my family. I use people sometimes. I expect too much of people. I'm so fxcking insecure about myself. |
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