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 Feb 16 2006, 08:40 PM
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i hate how he doesn't care about my feelings.
but i would still do anything for him |
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Feb 16 2006, 09:03 PM
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 banangst ♥ Group: Member Posts: 727 Joined: Sep 2005 Member No: 237,399 |
im bad tempered a lot of the times. having a smile on my face doesnt mean everything is fine.
there is a secret that no one knows, no one can know. don't ask. i feel like im mean to him. i don't want to be another her. coffee makes me hyper but worn out. i should sleep more. i dont know whether i'm happy or not. i spend too much time on the computer. |
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| *islandgirl4eva* |
Feb 18 2006, 12:43 AM
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I'm a nervous wreck, but I want people to think I have things under control.
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| *jooleeah* |
Feb 20 2006, 08:24 PM
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In fifth grade, I lied to my best friend that I had a boyfriend named Christopher from another school.
Why did I do it? I don't know. But I've always felt guilty for lying about that since then. I just wanted to be like everybody else. |
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| *Zatanna* |
Feb 20 2006, 08:26 PM
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I had the day off and didn't accomplish a damn thing.
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| *islandgirl4eva* |
Feb 20 2006, 10:36 PM
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I MBed in public places before. Bad me.
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Feb 20 2006, 11:13 PM
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 hi. call me linda. Group: Official Member Posts: 8,187 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,475 |
I'm secretly so glad that Nina dropped out of the 4x800 so I could take her place and that that APR girl lost her shoe so my relay team could have medalled hah.
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| *tweeak* |
Feb 20 2006, 11:20 PM
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I think now that I've realized exactly why I don't like them, I like them less than ever. Damn. I was almost over that too. I find most people at my school utterly repulsive.
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| *stephinika* |
Feb 21 2006, 02:49 AM
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I am so, SO self-conscious about my weight. I gained 4 lbs and I want to stop eating tomorrow so I can just lose that weight.
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Feb 21 2006, 03:49 AM
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 hello : ) Group: Official Member Posts: 4,227 Joined: Apr 2004 Member No: 13,139 |
^Don't be self-conscious you beautiful girl!!!
I wanted so much for him to still think about me, miss me, love me, and now that I heard he really does, I don't believe it and I don't want to believe it. What the f**k is wrong with me? |
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Feb 21 2006, 12:33 PM
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QUOTE(stephinika @ Feb 21 2006, 2:49 AM)  I am so, SO self-conscious about my weight. I gained 4 lbs and I want to stop eating tomorrow so I can just lose that weight. me too. i gained 10 pounds in two weeks, and im going crazy. ahahas. i find it so hard to diet though because i love food SO MUCH. i'm constantly constantly eating. holy cowzers. i confess that i hate when people are so overly concernred about their weight, and keep bothering their friends about it, but i'm doing that so much lately. i never wanted to be the annoying girl who is psycho about weight loss, but wtf now i am. i never wanted to be the girl who looks like she cares so much about what she looks like. |
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Feb 21 2006, 01:14 PM
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QUOTE i'd like to get to know him again, but it's hard opening up. he won't say anything to me, so i won't say anything to him. ehh. Same here. It makes me happy that he never comments on his girlfriends myspace anymore. Our whole relationship is based on a lie and she's my best friend in the whole world. She always sends me presents on my birthday, but I always forget hers. My life was hell without cB. |
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| *Blow_Don't_SUCK* |
Feb 21 2006, 01:24 PM
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I'm afraid of growing up. I want to avoid every problems an adult will have to face once I
become an adult. In school people see me as an indepedent person. They think I have the capability to take up responsiblity when it's given to me, but I fear responsiblity. For some reason, I feel like it's threatening my whole life. As if it's fatal disease! So I decide to skip school, fail classes, thinking I can stay in one grade for as long as I can. |
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Feb 21 2006, 05:34 PM
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Senior Member Group: Official Member Posts: 3,459 Joined: Dec 2005 Member No: 328,021 |
I'm not really sure I like who everyone else thinks I like. Sure, I've had a crush on him for three years pretty much, but now that I think about it, I never talk to him, have never actually had a decent conversation with him face to face other than the occaisional 'hi', even when I say hi, I can't even look at him, and overall I'm too scared to even look or talk at him. I would really like to, but I feel.. intimidated. This other guy I know is really awesome, and I like him a lot as a friend, but I couldn't imagine.. being together with him, besides the fact that he lives in Virginia and I hardly ever see him anyways.
I'd tell my best friends, except for the fact that at times, I feel annoyed. I don't want to tell them because I love them to death, but they have huge mouths and I hate it when people get mad at me because I get mad back and things turn nasty. Now, I turn to my other friends, who are awesome, but I just don't have the same closeness with them as I used to with my best friends. My not-best friends, the ones who I talk to a lot more now, are perfect friends, with the perfect personalities, and we can be crazy together and have a great time, but I don't fit in. Something just won't let me. And again. My sister and one of my best friends recently got into a fight, which has aggravated our distantness. Personally, even though I try not to be biased, I'm rooting for my sister. My friend punched her, and has been being really really mean to her. In fact, all of my other best friends have been being mean to her too, I just don't want to sit down and have a talk with them. I know it's wrong not to stick up for my sister when they talk trash and just bother her, but I don't have the guts to do it. I need more guts. |
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Feb 22 2006, 01:42 PM
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My best friend started doing things that I also do. I am the one that bought it for her. I am happy that I have another friend to do it with, but at the same time, I dont want her to end up where I am right now.
I dont know what I want anymore. I want to do one thing, but then I change my mind and continue with whatever. I just want to enjoy my life as best I can. I thought that I was doing that. I want my life to have meaning. I want to do something that will make me want to keep going with life. I dont know what that is because I can be really lazy and will end up just quitting. That is what I have done with everything else that I have tried in my life. I guess I am kind of stuck with what I am doing right now, which I know will come and bite me in the ass in the end. I dont really know what to do anymore. |
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Feb 22 2006, 11:05 PM
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 Ehh... Group: Member Posts: 36 Joined: Jul 2005 Member No: 175,878 |
I want to
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| *Blow_Don't_SUCK* |
Feb 23 2006, 01:09 AM
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I think I am attracted to my signature. I seriously spent an hour trying to find out who the character is!
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Feb 23 2006, 01:18 AM
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 "lal! laugh a little!" Group: Member Posts: 192 Joined: Jan 2006 Member No: 364,863 |
I love a guy but I blew it...
I can't open up to my friends any more :\ I cant stay fit :| |
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Feb 23 2006, 01:22 AM
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hello : ) Group: Official Member Posts: 4,227 Joined: Apr 2004 Member No: 13,139 |
I have research papers on top of regular homework/late work and labs to do that are all due tomorrow. It's currently 11.22PM and I have yet to start any of it.
Not only have I lost but I'm screwed. |
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| *stephinika* |
Feb 23 2006, 01:48 AM
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I am jealous of her.
I had a breakdown again just now and I wanted to tell him but I just couldn't. He unintentionally hurts me more than he knows. |
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Feb 23 2006, 01:56 AM
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i had a mental breakdown tonight and burst into tears. there are so many things bugging me right now and i can't take it anymore. i just want to scream and hide curled up in a corner for a while...
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Feb 23 2006, 12:29 PM
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hi. call me linda. Group: Official Member Posts: 8,187 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,475 |
I turn 18 in a couple of days, and I'm kinda excited about it, kinda scared. I'm excited that I'll finally be an adult, with hopefully more freedom. But I'l also really scared of being an adult with responsibility.
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| *ranniel* |
Feb 23 2006, 08:41 PM
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I'm obsessed with food.. that's why i always say im busy when im really eating, haha.
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| *stephinika* |
Feb 23 2006, 08:44 PM
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I'm severely bothered by the fact that she'll be there and see him tonight.
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| *islandgirl4eva* |
Feb 23 2006, 11:53 PM
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I still watch Disney movies...all the time.
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