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[misoshiru]

____: i hope you do well on your auditions. g'luck.

[redpeony]

Tomorrow's gonna be fun... running in the trails, a good talk possibly, then the concert! Can't wait to spend some quality time with you, babe. Love you.

[*krnxswat*]

Hey, good luck on your exams today.

[mzbbc]

wow you guys really need to learn to respect my personal space. and i don't appreciate those things you said. seriously you are not seducing anyone right now.

[cheerbee07]

you- happy 15th birthday! heh, i love you <3 (and i'm glad you like your present )

you- we actually had a short conversation yesterday, and you have no idea how happy that made me. (despite the fact that only lasted like a minute). i'm glad that you actually talk around me now, because i know how shy you can be. thanks for everything <3

you- i voted for you to make prom court today. i hope you do. even though my friends still hate you, i'm glad that we stayed friends. i hope that we both get to go to the gettysburg yearbook experience...and maybe i will take the same class as you... i just don't know yet. hope your ankle feels better hon <3

[mzbbc]

heyyy sexy. i miss you, it's been so longgg. but i want you to know that i still have feelings for you. yessss and it's been such a very very long time. but what can i say? i'm in love with you, cutie. i miss you, love you, and want to see you again. mwahhh

xoxo
Maia
<333

[whywasisostupid]

so i never made that phone call.

im just to nervous.

[steezahh]

i beat one. =] fasho fool.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

I dont even know. Im so tired of this life, and the way im living it. I was supposed to turn over a new leaf, be a new person. Try and put behind me everything Ive ever done. But I cant, And its so stupid that I thought I could. My life will never be stable, and fine, and steady until I come to peace with myself. All the fighting,anger,tears and lies, the facade and deception. Ive been fooling everybody but myself. And I dont understand what is wrong with me. I do, but I dont. And I want to, I really want to. I want to know what is going on, inside of me. But it is so complicated that I just cant. And im killing myself, over nothing, but everything at the same time. And i feel so alone. And cold. Literally. I used to be so warm, but my touch is always cold now. And I feel like Im always on the verge of tears, always backing down from fights because of my f**king record. And im tired of people thinking down on me, because I dont risk my life over a little argument that escelated to some 14 year old immatuer child thinking a fight will solve everything. I am like no other person I have ever known in my life. And that is why I am so hard to understand, and to cope with. My problems run so deep, and so dark that after a while, everyone becomes afraid of me, and what I would do to them. Im so tired, of having to keep my problems to myself, being ashamed of everything that has been done to me. And I hate when people say " we have so much in common " Because we dont. We may like the same color, have the same taste in music,clothes,food,boys, or anything. But thats not having "so much in common." Having so much in common, is knowing what Ive gone through, because you have felt them yourself. Knowing how it feels to be abused, molested, talked down to, felt no self-worth, harassed, belittled, hopeless, lost,u nstable, literally crazy, depressed, sad and every other thing that no one ever wants to feel. Feeling so unworthy of yourself. Having all your walls cave in, every moment of your life, having your breath drawn short, your heart always beating rapidly, always paranoid, always aware. Always alone. Always sad. Always on the verge of tears.

And Im so tired of it all. And im so tired of these 4 walls Im confined to. Im tired of my "mom" and my "dad". They havent been there, my whole life. There in person, occasionally throughout the day. My dad, coming home getting drunk and yelling and hitting everyone. Talking down to everyone, making us feel like were burdens, and nuesances, people not worthy to lick the dirt he walks on. My mom, such a spineless crawling on her knees bitch. Cant even stand up to him, cant defend herself. So they all leave Alex alone and come at me when they want to let go of rage, let go of sadness, let go of anger. They take it out on me. And I feel so helpless. Like a deer in headlights. Or a fish out of water. Why do these things happen to me. I seriously, want to know, why my life so far has been so shitty. I dont even know what to do. And its so sad, that my life hasnt even started yet. And im STILL so young, but yet im so old and worn. ... I dont even know what to do with myself. Im so ...

I cant even begin to say what i am, and who i am, and what ive been through. Because even I dont understand. So I dont see how I could make anyone else understand. When everything is so unclear to me.

[sharerol]

___, you're a funny guy, fag. Ahah.

[SimplicityGirl]

Why does it hurt to know that you may have found another gf? Why? Maybe because you were my first real bf and maybe, just maybe I had loved you in whatever sense that I thought love was back when we were together. I thought I had gotten over you last year when I realized that we were never meant to be, and that we can't ever even be friends. I've liked other guys, and right now I even have a bf, but why does it hurt to know that you may have found another girl to be your gf? I was your first real gf...and I remember how we used to promise each other forever. But that was back when we were both naive. Or that was just me. For I knew you never ever had the same feelings that I felt for you. But it still hurts. To know that you have found another girl to replace me. And I know it's silly because I've found another guy to replace you in my heart...but I guess I've always felt that if I wait long enough, you'd regret and go back to me. But on the other hand I know that will never happen. So I gave up on waiting last year. I just gave up. But...you'll always be my first bf, and a part of my heart will always, always beat for you.

Dear______
I really don't know how to break it to you. It's nice to know that you like me and stuff, and that you want to spend forever with me, but you're scaring me a bit. If this keeps up, I'll break up with you. I said yes because it's been well over a year since I've had a bf, and I thought it'd be fun. Not stressful like this. If you do not slow things down, I will break it up. My heart still really isn't completely healed. It's just the different pieces taped up and stitched up together. I'm sorry that it's not a whole heart, but you have to live it. Love has hurt me once, and I'm sorry, so sorry that I can't open up to you like I wanted to. I just don't want to get hurt. But if you push me too far, rush things, I will break it up with you, and this time, it's not my heart that will be torn messily into pieces. And I really hate to think that I will be the one to shatter your dreams of being with me, but if you don't stop your endless show of love I will suffocate. It's not that I don't enjoy it, but after that whole ordeal with HIM, I've learned to be suspicious of any guys who tells me that they love me and want to be my only love forever. Please don't make me break up with you...I really want to see our relationship bloom into something.

[topsyturvy]

XoftSpy:
THANK YOU!

__, __, __:
Can't wait! It's tomorrow!!!!

_____:
I wanna hang with you.

_____:
You're just a distant dream..

[mzbbc]

ohono. i don't want to be with you.

[*not_your_average*]

First hot Indian guy that I've seen,
Sigh. I wish you noticed me. I know for a fact that you don't like me. You have a locker right below me, but Akshay always manages to make me feel like shit. When that happens, I don't feel compelled to talk to you. Akshay is annoying as hell (to me, at least). I don't know. You seem like such a nice person. BUT I CAN'T HAVE YOU. WTF. -_-

[*tweeak*]

I miss not finding you repulsive.

[*mzkandi*]

Daddy, I love you. Please be strong.

[racoons > you]

good luck tommorow.

you'll be fine, you ridiculous over achiever you

[mzbbc]

omigosh i really don't know what to think right now and I WANT TO TALK WITH YOU SO BAD. but your selfish ass won't pick up the phone. i'm so hurt.

[Levy2k6]

i hope i'm not falling for you agian.. i don't mind but i just dont want it to hurt

[silver-rain]

Yayy, today was really nice, even though I would have also liked hanging out with the track team, you take top priority. I loved looking through your baby pictures and through the pictures of your family in the past. You were so adorable and cute and it makes me love you even more. Ahh, I really hope to see you tomorrow. If not, I hope everything goes well with your business. Happy Chinese New Year, I love you <3.

[NgocQuyen]

to you,
for a moment i was happy. i mean i still am happy because you're still my friend...i don't know..i guess i just really liked you....it was unexpected what you did...who am i kidding...i knew it was bound to happen sooner or later. i guess its better now than later. well, atleast you were honest about it, and i respect that. hehe...i mean...i really do like you a lot...i hope you do realize that. the things that i was saying to you were anything but lies. i could never lie to you. thats just not right. hehe well, atleast you're happy. and i'm happy that you're happy. i mean, if you're not happy.......then i would rather you come back to me if you get my drift. but if not its all good. some things are just not meant to be. i'm still in like with you

___ ____,
hehe i'm happy we're finally getting a long. it's been fun, these past few days. i hope you really are coming along into accepting me. i like it better when we're getting along...hehe i hope this lasts for awhile....

___ _____,
you little weirdo...i don't understand you sometimes. do you still have feelings for me? i mean i wouldn't blame you if you did, but you need to stop frontin...you have a girlfriend....so why are you still doing all this crap to me? are you just being a friend? thats a weird way to treat a friend....

[sex]

thanks for inviting me to your daughter's first bday :P i'll see u there, ex :x

[topsyturvy]

_____:
You're seriously ticking me off. What does it matter if you know it or not? Why do you have to be so f**king nosy?
There's really no need to be showing off about your ____ test score. So what, you made it to __. Go ahead and join _______, for god's sake.
You remind me of _____ so much it makes me want to puke.

_____:
Why are you appearing in my dreams?

_____:
你只是個遙遠的夢.. 離我越來越遠。

_____:
Friends, really friends, and nothing but friends, ok?

[EddieV]

___________, I had a good time today. Call her up, we should do it again next week.

[whywasisostupid]

i finnally called you.

i feel so much better.