What should i do now?, ... Options

[darkestdesire]

Since you don't know any of these people im about to talk about then ill just mark them with their initials. ok...

Well it started out in 11th grade and and a boy: "j.v." asked me out. He was cute and i did like him but i guess he just wasn't my type. To this day im still going out with him. During 7th grade i made a great friend with "a.c." We became such good friends, and it seemed as if we knew each other so well. Days passed by and me and "a.c." started talking on the phone together about all our troubles and solved them together. Days passed by and i seemed to start liking him without "j.v." knowing. 11th grade then ended and i still 'liked' "a.c." and the realtionship ended "j.v". Summer school came along and to my suprice "a.c" was in the same class i was in too. Those were just more days we talked about stuff. First day was over and it ended as him having to be dropped home by the teacher too just like me. We sat next to each other for almost every time we needed a ride and there were funny times then. Then of course summer school ended too, and 12th grade began. We were on the same team and i was in 2 of his classes. He started going out with "h.c." who was a partial friend of mine. I knew her because we went to the same church. Later in the year two boys: "h.a." and "d.a" found out and i guess they told mostly everyone, and it seemed as if "h.c." didn't hear about it but "a.c." did. He didn't really show that he knew but i knew he knew. About 2 weeks later "h.a." snuck behind my back and asked "a.c" if he would ever go out with me and to my suprise "a.c." said "yeah." Months passed by and i never had the courage to open up myself to him. Then one day another friend "b.l." asked "a.c." if he changed his mind about me and those four words he told her changed me. It ended up as him saying "i don't think so." So now im in here trying to ask you people "What should i do now?"