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*danielle_x3*
post Jan 10 2006, 07:31 PM
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I throw in the towel*

*Meanings:
  • Give up doing something because it is too difficult to continue.
  • If you throw in the towel, you stop trying to do something because you have found that you won't succeed.
  • Give up in the face of defeat of lacking hope; admit defeat
I give up. Don't say I didn't try to save this. Do whatever you want to do now, because now it's out of my hands. Just do whatever. .
 
Teesa
post Jan 10 2006, 07:35 PM
Post #277


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To __________ :
You make me smile _smile.gif Why are you so adamant of me going to the dance with him? Seriously, you would not stop. Haha, I do not like him in that way. I really don't :) But it's cute how you think I do. I want you to go with whoever now. It doesn't bother me, as long as we get a dance together!

To __________ :
You're the most awesomest teacher biggrin.gif Thanks so much for helping me out today. I woulda been totally lost! I always look forward to your class. It is too much fun and I can't wait until tomorrow.

To __________ :
Aww, you're the cutest older man ever! And I thought our school was boring. Lol. I enjoyed our small conversation today. You're so cute. Yup!

--Teesa
 
steezahh
post Jan 10 2006, 09:06 PM
Post #278


"my girls rock balenciaga and smoke mad marijuana"
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husband; damn. i thought you were makin` me soo happy. but you really were. oh man. you were. your blew it all. wth? i call you today, just to talk to you.. you lie to me straight over the phone. about your brother & his practice. cheyah. then i hear this girl in the background. okkk.? nopes. nope. urgh. oh well. at least you were tryna be nice to me. sure. but i know what a show that is. damn. do i really care about your ex girlfriend & your guy`s conversations. hell nah. dont be giving me that bullshit. i swear. you were soo close to gettin` what chu wanted. so close. whatever. you know i was having a bad day today too. forget it. lets see if i call you at mid-night that makes up for it. oh and fcuk that beezie.

whore; wth? since when do you fcukin` watch football.. askin me that. damn. i been watchin` it since ever. ask whats his face. you know. dont be bringin` bullshit to me just cause you be around your boy toy. forget chu.

mizzdrama; damn. all up in my face today. wth? i dont wanna say nothing to you cause thats not who i am. but when you act that way.. i swear .. your gonna get the worst out of me. damn. oh and yes i am better then you.. dont be actin` like i am the worse. bitch.


i had such a bad day today. everyone just wants to start drama today. forreals. im not putting up with it. i hate it. damn. just leave that shit for them little kids. im not gonna be putting up with it today. im sick&tired of you guys starting stuff.. acting like im always ok with everything. im not. i just want to break down sometimes... and just run away from everything. i really dont care about the people i thought i did care about. freakin` posers.. all `yall. besides that, i got a guy who cant even give up on me. wth? IM NOT GONNA GO OUT WITH YOU. so stop sending me all these notes. damn. your soo immature. and your friends are little posers who make up bullshit just to amuse themselves. shit.


my day went soo bad today. my god. im behind on classwork&homework. i have a project due. i have a coach who is on my back on everything i do plus a game on thursday. i got a freakin` party to throw.. plus all this people drama.


just leave me alone.
 
xTINAA
post Jan 10 2006, 09:27 PM
Post #279


hello : )
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Dear You,
I hope something horrible happens to you. I mean really horrible. I wouldn't wish any of the things I'm going through on anyone but now that I really think about it, I wish them on you. You're a fake bitch, I hope you know that. You're inconsiderate, you don't understand anything, you're loud and annoyingly so, and I just really don't like you that much. You're supposed to be a friend. Whether or not somebody or even I come up to you and complain for hours non-stop about the same shit, you're supposed to be there and listen. Obviously you're a dumbshit because you don't even know the meaning of a friend because if you did you'd accept it. And it's definetely not like this is the first time I've had to reevaluate our 'friendship'. I want you to go through shit that way one day, you can come and complain to me, and I'll turn my back on you too, ya dig?
-Me.

Dear You, You, and You,
I value my friendships with you all the more because of the aforementioned 'you'. At least you three are there for me no matter what, at least you understand or try to, at least you don't turn your back on me, at least you aren't inconsiderate and rude, and I know that we're gonna be friends for a while where as that friendship is ending fast.
-Me.
 
sharpandcuddly
post Jan 10 2006, 09:45 PM
Post #280


can't touch this
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you,
what the heck is up? i say hi to one of your damn little friends when you said i could and you get pissed? ugh. chuck and amanda have f**ked you up royally. in the ass. i'm so sick of you not caring.
me


you,
wer'e together again and i feel less empty, but still somewhat. i am in such a messy situation. like a food fight, and you get blamed for it when you weren't even involved.
me

you,
ISS for three days? told you that you shouldn't have skipped. and whats up, you are crazy over mr 1 then switch to mr 2?
me

you,
you're a lot more fun than i thought. shows what i know.
me

you,
wow. you spoke to me. something you rarely do. and you left christina? after 2 years? im afraid she's gonna hurt herself. i saw her crying. hard. on the ground in the middle of school. screaming.
what on earth.
me

you,
you know im sorry he left you. i wish i could help you, but i dont know how. i know the feeling, dont worry. you'll get over him.
me

you,
i cheer you up, make you laugh, stay on just to talk to you.
and then you ignore me.
f**k you people.
me

you,
happy early birthday girl. i hope it rocks because no one deserves it more than you.
me

you,
i hope your mom doesn't really invite me for dinner. i'm not interested in you and you don't get it.
me
 
Hiphop d[-_-]b
post Jan 10 2006, 09:52 PM
Post #281


Bay Area YadadaDiiiig.
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</3

I dont know where im going with this. And i dont know what im getting myself into. And im not sure if i want to dig deeper into it. Im not sure if i just want, to truly let go. Or if i want to give it one last try. Because i dont know what else to do. I still love George, but i have to face facts. He'll always be in my heart, for many reasons. But mainly because, he was my first, and i never knew what would have happened. But its you, i think, who will push me back into my game. Oscar, was another boy i Did love, but after a year, i was okay. And you, were the first boy after him. And i dont know why its so hard for me, to get close to boys. Even before, all the shit that i went through, I had a hard time, getting close, relationship wise. Cos real talk. Im like no person you'll ever meet. Im not saying im the most unique, or the most cool. But what i am mos. def saying is theres not one girl out there like me. I love my boys, thats who i wish i could stay with. But im never .. I dont even know. Im just so LKBGSLKBA. Im going insane.
 
Looow
post Jan 10 2006, 09:57 PM
Post #282


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You,
OMG YOU PISS ME OFF.

"Stop playing games, Lorena.." What the fcuking fcuk? I'm playing games? Lauren is playing games? We're both playing games? Effing bullshit. Are you trying to turn us against each other? Dude, you know that me and Lauren are hellllllllla close. Like you said, "best friends". You know that. Yet, you still go up to her duinrg 5th period talking all sweet talking bout I like you hella. Then next period, you say the same thing to me. You think we don't know? You think we don't tell each other shit? Now you come up to us telling us to stop playing and shit? Yeah, you hella pissed us off after school. I just wanted to fcuking punch you in the face for being like that. Man, everybodddy in the halls heard us. Thanks. Shit.

You,
What was up with today and yesterday? I thought you were just kidding..come backk.
 
lit0chinagirl
post Jan 10 2006, 10:00 PM
Post #283


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i hate knowing that something is bond to happen but it won't happen! darnit, just go for it already! i see it all and i hear it all. you're driving me insane. there's a feeling in my gut that it's bond to happen, too. save me the pain already. make it quick and as harmless as possible not slow and painful. *shakes fist*



so sick. mad.gif sad.gif
 
ANG33ZY
post Jan 10 2006, 10:18 PM
Post #284


skaters gonna skate.
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what i've been trying to get away from has finally rockclimbed over this wall, so-called "my feelings."

dunno.

_______

stupid f**ker. quit bitching PLEASE. Males aren't supposed to whine and whine and bitch and bitch.

..
 
Hiphop d[-_-]b
post Jan 10 2006, 10:39 PM
Post #285


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Im so stupid. I never learn my lesson. Why am i telling you this ? I should have just logged off. I hate you. I do. Youre so fake. And ignorant. And i hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I vow, right now, to never ever tell you anything ever again. Cos youre stupid and youll never understand, youre so closeminded, and i feel so stupid for even letting you in on an inkling of what im going through. But its not an inlkling, i was a book, and you were just reading all the pages.
 
Teesa
post Jan 10 2006, 11:18 PM
Post #286


crushed.
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To Christina:
Sorry, I just read your diary entry and I hope you're okay. We don't talk anymore :( Do tell me if ya feel like, since we don't ever see each other either.

--Teesa
 
*stephinika*
post Jan 10 2006, 11:27 PM
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i need to tell you...but i don't know how. i hope you understand what i'm trying to say too...

thanks for being there guys. throb.gif

fcuk you. why can't you take my seriously!? just leave me the fxck alone already. i hate you.
 
Looow
post Jan 10 2006, 11:41 PM
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You,
make up your mind. please. god damn
 
chocolateaficion...
post Jan 11 2006, 12:52 AM
Post #289


Food.
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I wish I would stop talking to you.
It's stupid, what I'm doing.. trying to communicate with you. I'm talking to you like nothing is wrong; like nothing more than a friendship has been between us.
Even before you broke up with me, I wanted to transfer to a new school.
The day you broke up with me; it was just addition to the reasons I want to transfer.

I'm having second thoughts on transferring.

I hate dislike this. I really do.
 
redpeony
post Jan 11 2006, 01:05 AM
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I don't take our relationship as seriously anymore. It's okay that you don't call me some nights, It's okay if I don't see you in a while, It's okay if you don't text me... I guess what I'm saying is, It's okay if I'm not on your mind all the time. Because maybe you're not really on mine all the time anymore either. That or I'm just perfectly content with where we are. I don't know.. not sure which one it is right now. Even though you've been gone for more than three weeks, I can't believe It's pretty much been a month since I've seen you last.. maybe that's the reason I sort of feel we're dying, even if we are talking on the phone and keeping in touch. I think my life is a little too busy right now to care, and I don't really want the busy-ness to die down because I like it. I don't even tell you I love you anymore! And same with you! AHHHHHHH it sort of feels like we're just friends now but the thing is I think I like it as it is, even though I probably shouldn't! =| Whatever, hahah.. no more thinking about this for a while.. see ya Friday bum.
 
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post Jan 11 2006, 06:13 AM
Post #291


Like i care. ♥
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Hardcore, You PUSSYMOTHERFUCKER!
Im over you :D

______;
Oh puh-lease. Get a life. seriously, all you do is looking for a fight. and i dont want that.
 
lilliannnn
post Jan 11 2006, 03:19 PM
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Kamari-
You made me feel so good today when you gave a me a hug, kissed my forehead, and wished me good luck on my final because you know I felt like shit and was having a bad day. Then after school, you barely talked to me at McDonald's and then you just.... left. I watched you run off across the street with Chris. I'm upset at that. You could've said bye. Whatev'adfaslk.
 
*jooleeah*
post Jan 11 2006, 03:28 PM
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____: it's all a bunch of bullshit with you. goddamn.
 
mzbbc
post Jan 11 2006, 04:48 PM
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you`re undeniable
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you four assholes annoy the f**k outta me. wtF i wish i didn't have to see you every day. you don't even know me. at all. so don't be tryna act like you're the shit and like you know who i am & what i like and all that cos you DON'T. so just disappear the f**k out of my life. OK ASSHOLES? thankkkyou.
actually i hate 99% of yall i hope you get run over by the 47. stubborn.gif
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i miss and love you like always.
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OK WHORE. blow me off like that, i don't care. wth you are always like this. imposing your shit on other ppl and then actin like a bitch when it's not about you. i hate that about you. what the hell? you have to tell your f**king sisters you can't hang out? you can't GET ON THE f**king PHONE & say that to my face? the f**k you stupid ho. B/S.
 
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post Jan 11 2006, 06:08 PM
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_smile.gif ,
You were in my nightmare.You were sitting on my chest indian style, reading a small hard-cover poetry book. I couldn't breath. You were smothering me. I tried to wake up only to realize I was already awake. I was screaming, but it was no use. I've been home alone since 6:30. I tried moving my arms, but I couldn't move them from under the covers. You were moving your lips as if you were reciting the poem in your book, but all I heard was a loud screech. You tortured me for a while. I was so scared. You stopped, you got off my chest and walked out the front door. I watched you the whole time. I've never been so scared of one person. You had me turning on all the lights in the house. I still haven't gone to the living room.

Please don't do it again. I'll be good. I promise.

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post Jan 11 2006, 06:11 PM
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Kamari-
happy.gif Thanks for clarifying. I love how you had no idea what you did though. I love you.

Jeff-
That was really funny today when Anthony asked us if we used to go out and you were like "Kind of. We were going to. But I don't know what happend." I don't know if that's how it worked out exactly...
 
mzbbc
post Jan 11 2006, 06:25 PM
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you`re undeniable
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5 MINUTES MY ASS. you are always doing this shit and then getting mad at me when i don't call you back when i say i will. WHAT.... THE.... FCUK. stubborn.gif
 
*Azarel*
post Jan 11 2006, 07:28 PM
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I still think about you and miss you, sometimes. Is that normal after all that happened between us? I'm sorry I was never there for you.
 
whywasisostupid
post Jan 11 2006, 08:09 PM
Post #299


i need an sn change.
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i let the best get to me. im sorry.
forgive me. i have fallen for another.
 
misskentucky
post Jan 11 2006, 09:52 PM
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Oh Goddamnit.
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