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[mzbbc]

wtf. that was so uncalled for. that goes for BOTH OF YOU too.
___________________________

ahh you're still the only one i miss you so f**king much.

[redpeony]

God,
if you want me to be separated from him, can you just have him dump me, please? Because I'm a coward and that would be so much easier... please God, I don't care about the pride thing.. I just want what You want for me.. I keep remembering what Ben said about if God wants something to happen to you.. he'll do it! Like when he thought he was being called into full time ministry and to quit his job, but he didn't want to so he got fired.. can you do that for me if you need me somewhere else, Lord?

[De112]

I miss you so much...
This weekend, I'ma see you right? You promised?
We need to spend some time together, right? You promised.
Baby, I think about you so much. And you think about me. But I don't even see you anymore...but we go to the same school.

I miss you. This weekend is our weekend, baby. No Plans. If my friends make some, i'll drop them..

I know I should have picked you up a couple nights ago, but I couldn't. I was too tired to drive..I just miss you.

[Teesa]

To ____________ :
Haha, you really don't want to go to the dance with her, do you? I tried to be convincing that you will have a good time with her and I think I even believed it. But seriously, I know she would be really hurt if you asked someone else since she already thinks you guys are going with each other. But the way you were acting towards me today, HMM. Maybe you could save a dance for me?

To ___________ :
Why can't you freaking be my age and go to my high school? I would totally go for you. GR. When I get older though..

--Teesa

[Hell-Rell]

ToLife:
It's not fair that me and (You know who you are) don't live in the same area. We have the same things in common she looks hott Probably better than any girl i've seen. We are really feelin each other rite about now. We would be the perfect match for each other if distance had nothing to do with it.

[*Programmer*]

i called...and i got nothing....

[*jooleeah*]

____: I talked to dad about you yesterday. He doesn't even know you're smoking. You're lucky I'm not telling anybody. He's so disappointed in you. He gave up on you. Doesn't that make you feel guilty? Apparently not. You just go out every night, partying, drinking, and smoking like you don't have any responsibilities. I've already gone to high school, big brother. I don't need your guidance. But you know Henry does. He's only 7, almost 8. What are you going to do for him? Nothing. He has nobody to look up to. Am I the only one left for him? I'm being so calm right now. I don't know how I'm doing this. I feel no emotion...except for maybe the slightest bit of sadness. There's no room for you left in my life, big brother. I'm so disappointed. I'm not even angry/furious anymore. Just..disappointed. I'm sick of trying to forgive you for all the things you've done to this family. It's like you don't even care anymore. What kind of older brother are you? I've always been jealous of the girls who are close to their older brothers. You NEVER took care of me. You NEVER took care of Henry. You never did anything for us. I guess I couldn't expect you to, though. I know you've been through rough times, but I have too. Just because I'm younger than you by 6 or 7 years does not mean I'm any less mature. At least I know not to go drinking, partying, and smoking every night. What is wrong with you? I heard that you got a girlfriend. Good for you. Is she going to make things worse? I'd hope not. Whatever. I don't know what kind of girl would fall in love with you anyways. You probably put on a big act, like you always do. You're always faking things. Always faking in front of your friends that you're the "best big brother in the world." f**k, you're the worst brother in the world. Getting kicked out of Georgia Tech...not once, but twice. Getting suspended once from whatever shit community college you go to now. f**k, you're getting suspended again, I can feel it. I saw that letter saying your GPA is too low, yet again. You're just wasting your life away...you know that, right?

I thought that chinese camp would help fix yourself up. That it would show you that you should be working hard in college, like the other college kids there. But no. You got f**king worse. I should've never let Crystal know you were my brother in the first place.

I really wish you'd stop lying to our parents. Lie to me all the f**k you want, but don't lie to our parents. They've tried to support you all your life, and you've just given shit back to them. Don't you have any respect for them? I don't care how you treat me. Yell at me some more, I dare you. I'll take it in. But at least do something for dad and mom. They're sick of you being a jerk, I am too. I really wish you'd stop. You always act as if I'm doing everything wrong. As if I'm the one that got kicked out by GT. As if I'm the one who screwed up your and our family's life. Blame it on yourself for once. I'm sick of crying because of you. I'm sick of listening to all the yelling and fighting that our parents go through because you you. I'm sick of lying for you. I'm sick of everything.

I wish you'd just go away. Go off some place, far away...so for once, I could be happy in my life. So our family could be happy for the first time in a while. That may be selfish, but I'm being honest. Just please...go away.

[*not_your_average*]

Julia: Sweetie, things will look up. <- multiply that by a million.

[*jooleeah*]

Radhika: I know. Thank you.

___: I will make you proud, unlike him. I promise. Even though I probably can't get into an Ivy-league, I will at least get into GT. I will. It's my goal.

[silver-rain]

Heyy, I really enjoyed today, even though we didn't do anything too special that we don't usually do hah. Ahh, I'm sorry you can't hang out with your friends, but studying is good for you. I want you to do well. <3. Good luck honey.

Ahh, I hope you're really understanding about what happened today. I swear I didn't mean to. I feel so bad, argggg.

Sigh, when can we end this charade? I see you look at me and then turn away. You had a really bad fashion sense, and your hair is blah, but I still want to talk to you. Blah you suck.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

You.

I saw you today, but after what ive been coming to realize, i saw you entirely different. You look really cute today. And i wish you had never let me go. Cos, despite what everyone says, and despite what the rumors were, i dont think you would have lied to my face. If you said you had wanted to be with me, I believe you. And i did believ that you would keep your word, that we would be together again. But maybe its just not time. But im hoping it will be soon. Cos im stuck on you. And all I had to do was open my blind eyes and my deaf ears, to my heart, and i would have known all along. I never got over you. I simply, moved on. But never let go. And Ive walked so far, Ive been yanked back.

[mzbbc]

i don't care what anyone says about us & what happened you're still beautiful and sexy to me. haha ilu so don't you forget that even though it's been half a year.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

Im listening to the song we danced to. And it reminds me of the very first time i held you close to me. The way you smelled, the way you sang, very off key, the way you looked down at me and smiled. Liek i was the only girl there. Or so they say. I was lost in the moment, i wouldnt know. And just .. how it felt to be in your arms.

[*danielle_x3*]

xoxo

i met you awhile ago, but we started talking more this year. :D you're awesome. and you said you'd teach me how to ride a bike. next time i go back to my house over there, i'm going to visit you okay? well, only if you let me. and until then i'll just keep talking to you. but to be honest, whenever you tell me compliments, i always think of 'that confession' D: but anywho, i enjoy talking to you. and when i'm down you try to make me smile again, and i appreciate that. and i told you i'd dedicate a post/posts to you. so here is part i. ingatz

[*stephinika*]

hi. i know you know i haven't been feeling that 'way' lately but...i have my reasons. depending what happens, i'll tell you sometime. but we'll see. i'm just being...rather freaked out at the moment...

yay, we did it!

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

Crushed, by the sweetest lips Ive never kissed, how you bring the warmest touch ive always missed with the softest hands i never held short of breath with that heavy feeling in my chest.

I dont even know. I think about you more and more and its just driving me insane and im posting here to you every like f**king 5 minutes. ):

[xTINAA]

^I LOVE THAT SONG!!! :]

Dear You,
What the heck? This is a prime example of why I don't understand boys. Why must you initiate but then you don't respond? WHY? Poo on you.
-Me.

Dear You,
I'm still missing you and it's been a while, I know. But I don't care what people say. I don't care if they say I'll eventually get over you because honestly I don't even know if I wholeheartedly want to. I think part of me wants to keep holding on just in case you come back. I love you still. Love doesn't just fade or disappear, it's always there.
-Me.

[*stephinika*]

i hope you understand....please. i need you to right now.

[IIIIIIIIIIIIIIII...]

-removed-

This post has been edited by exotic_pinoy: Jan 10 2006, 01:29 PM

[dancingkait]

i miss you! i haven't talked to you all day...which is weird for us. i did get that letter from you in the mail though one of the sweetest things i've ever read i will admit hun...i realized the other day how hard i'm falling for you and for once i wasn't scared...i hope you feel the same way

[misoshiru]

to tell you the truth...i am absolutely terrified of rejection.

[topsyturvy]

_____:
Let her go.. you deserve better. Cheer up !

_____:
To you i'm just mui mui..

[Teesa]

To ___________ :
Get over it. Seriously. You screwed yourself up and now you gotta deal with it. I'm sick of hearing all the shit you say everytime we talk. You're almost an adult. And he isn't there.

To ___________ :
Sorry, I "brushed you aside" today to hug someone else. Haha, I didn't realize you were there. But I did give you one..you just didn't give one back :( I hope you can understand why I'm not asking you to the dance..it wouldn't feel right and I wouldn't like it. I don't think..anyways, I'll see you.

--Teesa

[mzbbc]

why do you keep making fun of me like this. i don't appreciate it you know.

[lilliannnn]

Kamari-
I hate that you're grounded. I hate that I keep complaining about it. I miss youuuuuu. And, honestly, I never see you. 10 minutes at the end of the day and a peck on the lips doesn't count.

Anthony-
GOD I HAVE THE BIGGEST CRUSH ON YOU. Just thought you should know. JEEZZZ, you're so nice to me when Jeff and Dave are assholes (which is about 99.9% of the time). I'm gonna miss you a lot when this semester is over (3 DAYS!).

Jeff-
f**k itttt. You're so cute. I wish we were tight like we used to be.