That night, everything went wrong. Options

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"Hello?"

His voice, it was so calm..but yet, i was shaking. Could i really do this to him? I had the most horrible feeling, we've only been together for about a week. & now, i was breaking up with my boyfriend. "Larry? Hi.."

"Oh, hey! Ugh, sorry i wasn't able to call you yesterday, i-"
"It's okay, um..can i ask you something?"
"Sure.."
"You wouldn't mind just being friends, would you?"
"W-what?..uh, yeah..i guess.."
"Okay. Im sorry, but i just.."
"Well i have to go now..i'll talk to you some other time, maybe."
"Yeah..yeah, bye."

Okay. What just happened? I was completely torn at that moment. I had no idea how hard it would be.."Nikki! Time to go!" my sister called from downstairs. "Coming!" I sat there for a while, and looked at my mirror. You did it, i thought to myself. Finally, but why was i unsure now? & why does my chest ache? I realized i've been holding my breath. I shook, i kneeled down and began to cry. Why did he have to answer the phone? I wanted to die.

But..there was just no way we could last..long distance just wouldn't work, and waiting until he came over to my school was impossible, he might not even. I was completely lost & ready to break down again. Later that night i called him again. Actually i've been calling him since late in the afternoon. I was at my dad's friend's house. But i was alone, i didn't wanna join the party..his mom said he'd gone sakting aroung with tom. Tom..my good friend. What would he think when larry tells him about this? I went insane. I decided to call my bestfriend & immediately cried when she answered.

"What happened?!"
"I just broke up with larry."
"What!? Nikki! How could you?"
"I know! Im sorry..I-" i broke down. I fought to talk through tears "I just don't know now, dude. I miss him already.."
"Let's try calling again, okay?"
"Yeah.."

"Hello..?" i could tell he'd been crying too
"H-hi..larry. listen..im so sorry, i don't know what i was thinking.."
My friend was on the other line, she helped me finish the rest of my sentence.
"Well, im really sorry too nikki..but i can't take you back.."

Tears ran down my cheeks silently, man was i thankful it was night. I couldn't listen to him anymore..

Months passed, larry got a new girlfriend. After three weeks she dumped him & there i was on his call list. He called me, we talked, and pretty much felt awkward the whole time. I still wasn't over him. But he just wanted to be friends, i had to understand. Now, we're absolutely tight. We've been able to open up a little more to each other, he likes it like that. So do i.


THIS IS A REAL ST0RY AB0UT ME & MY PAST B0YFRIEND. MY BESTFRIEND :) IT D0ES N0T NEED JUDGEMENT. & ALS0 I LEFT 0UT S0ME THINGS :P