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[davexd]

How it all began


it all started in New York. I was 12 and so was she. I would look around the classroom just to see her eyes. The wondrous blue eyes that I would get lost into. Her sweet smile that made me light up. When it was lunchtime I went up to her with all the courage I could summon. My legs wouldn’t move because of the fear. I forced my legs to walk and finally reached the table. I greeted her as softly as I could. “Hi”, she said back. “My name is David”, I forced from my lungs as I a grinned a smile. “My names Teresa”, she said with a killing smile. I went back to my table. My friends would joke about my crush on Teresa. That little crush grew in to a love that no one but me could understand. Teresa and I were best of friends, we hung out everyday and we stayed that way until Teresa turned 13. Her parents split up so she had to move away to California. My heart was broken. I would try to think of her smile to cheer me up. Instead I ended up crying for weeks. Even though my friends were there it hut… I felt so alone.


The painful life without her

My life was a horror. My grades dropped too much for me to get into one of those specialized High schools. My mom was a little strict about that so it was much more then a horror. Every time I thought of “Her” I barely could breathe. The 1-year I spent as her friend was amazing. We would talk our lives away as we talked about our love life (of course she never new about my feelings.) and the problems that we had. I would say we were there for each other. Now I missed her beauty, all alone in the dark. No one understood the pain that scarred me for life. They would think that I was to young or that I “only” liked her, it was different. I loved her. For 2 years not a day passed when I wouldn’t think about her. It was so hard. I would date girls trying to forget about her but it wouldn’t work. Every time we kissed I always thought of Teresa and had to end it short.

We meet again

I was 18. I had forgotten about her. I was a freshman starting at Syracuse University. I had gotten a 100% scholarship. Everyone was there at high school graduation. My parents, and my new best friends but not Teresa. At last I was free. I didn’t take the college dorms because of the money that my parents had saved for me to go to college. I bought a small apartment where it was cozy enough for me to live in (^^).

My first day, boy was I scared. When I went into the classroom it freaked me out. The room wasn’t a classroom. Technically it was an Auditorium. I figured many people would be coming in. I was the first one there so I picked a seat and sat down. I started my unpacking my textbooks when a girl came in. She had black hair and a really nice body. I didn’t see her face but looking at her it seemed like she was pretty hot. From the back she looked so familiar it was hard to tell but I felt like I met her somewhere. She started walking toward my row but sat in the row in front of me. Then, more and more people started coming in. I saw one boy who was looking around for someone. He had finally found someone and started walking toward my row also. He walked and sat next to the girl. They kissed slightly and started unpacking also. (They were going out -.-) 30 minutes into the class, it was amazing. College was way different then I expected. As I was writing a girl next to me pushed my arm causing me to drop my pen. I leaned to pick it up when the girl turned around. I jumped and froze, it was Teresa… I couldn’t breathe. Teresa. She giggled as she saw my reaction. She couldn’t recognize me.
I was a little depressed that she couldn’t recognize me, at the same time I was filled with rage, why did life bring me back here… behind the girl who caused me so much pain. Why? She gave me the same heart-stopping smile, the one I recognized so much. The memories of pain were hard on me. I tried not to cry or scream. I managed to hold it in until class ended. After class ended I went up to her. I tapped her on the back, she turned around looking puzzled. “Teresa don’t you recognize me? It’s David.” I managed to speak. Her face grew bright with excitement. Teresa jumped and gave me a big hug. “ Oh my god it’s you!!, how long has it been!?!? 5-6 years? I blurted out “yeah, how you been?” She introduced me to her boy friend. At the sight of him I was filled with hate and jealousy. I asked her if she wanted a cup of coffee with me. Her boyfriend didn’t trust me much but Teresa told him that there was nothing to worry about. As we were drinking coffee we caught up. Teresa had wanted to come back to New York. She set her plans for Syracuse. Now she lives in Syracuse dorms. I went back to my apartment. I was filled with tears, she came back and she wasn’t mine. The girl I loved.
I couldn’t sleep that night but somehow I blinked and it was morning. I found out class was delayed so I went on my computer and signed on aim. When I signed on some one messaged me.


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Teresax33: Hey!!!! It’s me Teresa!
D a v e s xd: oo hey
Teresax33: I’m so glad class is delayed, I need some rest :-D
D a v e s xd: haha yea ^^
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After that I saw her profile, it had the link to her xanga. She had posted on 1/11/06 Tuesday. She talked about her new boyfriend Paul. I scrolled a bit down and I saw my name. It said “ I saw my best friend from 7th grade!! Oh my god he looks so different!” “At least she wrote about me” I said in my mind. After I closed her xanga I went my own xanga I wrote: the girl I loved since 7th grade Is back with me. She still doesn’t know about my feelings. I wish she was mine… I want her so much. She’s with some one else though. I love her…
I left it at that. Class was starting soon, I had to get ready. After I washed I thought of Teresa. How would I tell her my feelings? I had to sooner or later. I dressed and ran to class. I got there on time and sat down at the same spot wondering if Teresa would too. Teresa came in, she looked so sad. She waved at me and I told her to come sit next to me. I asked her what was wrong, she had just broken up with Paul. I felt sad for her broken heart, but somehow I felt glad. I tried to cheer her up as best as I could.

Broken Heart
3 months had passed. I turned 19. Teresa and I were best friends again. Again we were there for each other as friends. I was happy being with her, but it wasn’t enough. It wasn’t enough. I wanted me and her to be more than friends.
Everybody in class spread rumors of me and Teresa saying we were going out. (PSHH I WISH :-P) I felt glad hearing that, Teresa just giggled when she heard that. Teresa would come over and we would study all night. One morning I woke up on the couch. Teresa was sleeping, leaning on my shoulder. I felt so warm with her by my side. I touched her hair. I wish that we were going to be together some day and we would love each other more then ever. Teresa woke up and left after saying goodbye. I just sat there for a couple of minutes thinking about her. After that I went to get ready for class.
After class Teresa and I just hung out. We walked around town for a couple of hours window shopping. I spent more and more time with Teresa. When I came home from work I called Teresa, we talked for hours talking about our love-life, and our problems. Then I came to a decision that I would ask her out. The next day after class I went up to her. I said I needed to talk to her. “Teresa I need to tell you this. I umm love you. I love you since the day we met in 7th grade. Even when we were best friends I loved you. When you left my heart was shattered. I wanted you to stay with me forever. I thought of you everyday. (tears had come into my eyes, I tried my hardest not to cry) When I saw you all those painful memories came flooding back. Memories of the hurt filled life. No friend or girl could replace you. I had lost the most precious thing in my life. When I saw you with Daniel it hurt so much. I wanted you for myself. I love you and I want us to be together forever.” Teresa had frozen up. I realized that tears were on my face. I quickly wiped them away and patiently waited for Teresa’s answer. Teresa didn’t answer for a couple of seconds. Suddenly “I… … I never knew… that you felt this way. I never wanted to hurt you. But. Then I saw it coming the denial that word that she just said it all, I knew what was coming for me. “But I can’t love you… I admit I had a crush on you in 7th grade but it’s different now. I just can’t…I love you, but only as a friend. I don’t want this to ruin our friendship. I’m so-. I just walked out because I couldn’t take it anymore the pain hurt too much. I started running as fast as I could. Hours passed when I reached my apartment. I passed out on my bed. The next day I was crying for hours. I had come to a decision to change my life for Teresa. It was easy changing because I had A LOT of money that I saved up. First thing in the morning I bought a sports car(Mazda rx8). Then I bought a whole lot of clothes. Next, I bought a new sidekick. Finally I bought a much bigger apartment. It was huge I mean I could run laps around my apartment. I cut my hair short and spiked it up. I had changed my life around. It was time to win back Teresa’s heart


XD im 12 and i wrote this i cant believe it , my opinion its good
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