message to anyone, v. 14 Options

[*Azarel*]

You sick, sadistic fuck. You think you're so high and mighty, that you have so much goddamned power over me. That's why you think you can beat me, right? With my very own hairbrush, no less. That's child abuse. I could get you arrested. But I can't let you drag him there with you. I hate you with every fiber of my being. You're no fucking father; it's utterly futile for you to think you can change now, after sixteen years. Stop the bullshit. You'll never change. You'll always be a self-serving asshole. Nine months, and I'm out of here. Who will you beat down after I'm gone? I'm eager to see, you bastard.

And you, you're no mother, either--you tell him not to hit me, and yet you encourage it by trying to rub away the bruises that he left, to destroy the evidence. It's not working, you stupid bitch. The bruises are still there all over my arms, and I'm not going to cover them up. Don't tell me that I should put on a jacket because "it's cold," or because "it's not summer anymore" so that I should "cover up my arms." I know damn well you're trying to protect "dad." It's not going to work. Both of you are welcome to rot in hell.

[ParanoidAndroid]

I want to see you again.




I keep thinking of you, wondering if you're thinking of me.



Though I've met you only for an hour,



I still want to see you,


get to know you, and be with you.



Whenever I go to the skating rink



I keep thinking that the next boy who opens the entrance door is you.



It hurts me so much.



Come back...




I want to see you again.

[*stephinika*]

screw you ap calc. and physics.

[*salcha*]

Fab 5, I love you guys. Thanks for unforgettable memories and all that dressing up, pigging out, watching hot guys and crashing into stuff. Much love.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

Hubaufvbakjvb. I want to be your frikkin best friend Lol. Its cos of the jealousy

[*Programmer*]

_____: you say you care but that's bull$hit....go have fun with your bf and your life i want nothing to do with ya sorry it has to be this way

[ParanoidAndroid]

I HATE YOU SO f**king MUCH LEAVE ME ALONE. YOU DON'T DESERVE A GODDAMN PRESENT FROM ME. WHY DO YOU MAKE ME FEEEEL THIS WAY??? I f**king HATE YOU. GO MOVE TO NEW JERSEY OR SHIT CUZ I HATE YOU!

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

Why are you liiiike that. Talkin and flirtin` and holdin onto me then OISBGISABVKJ. its not even that i like you so its really weird. I just want to be someone who means a LOT to you. I want to mean more to you than she does, cos im a jealous asshoooole.

[megan_x3]

No matter how long I talk to you on the phone, you dont know how much I want to be around your arms and just sleep with you there. I will want to be there with you no matter what, because your my soul and life. I love you much and dearly.

[xFaith]

Dear ___;
Do you regret last evening? I surely dont.. i hope it wasnt a one evening thing for you. In my head there is only you, i just cant think of something else. Im looking forward to seeing you again, although i will probably not know how to act. please, if you like me, make it clear. its killing me.

[topsyturvy]

_____:
Have fun next week. I'll miss you. No wait, i won't. I'm friggin jealous, you idiots.

_____ __:
I miss you. Not lover-miss, just crush-miss. Still, i want to see you again. I only get to see you once a day. UGH, such torture. It's those three seconds when i walk by during lunch that i get to steal a peek at your perfect face. But when you sit on the wrong side i have to find a reason to turn around.

_____:
I don't know what you are. I really don't. A classmate, a friend, a crush? What are you?

____:
Why are you so obsessed with me?! I need personal space and my own time to do normal things. Why do you freak out so bad when i spend a few hours away from the computer and don't IM you? I watch TV, i play the piano, i go out. My world doesn't revolve around you. I can whatever i want to do, and i will. Back off, bitch. Get your own life.

[*danielle_x3*]

i always felt like i was alone in this, but i know that i'm not.. i have you there for my kuya. even though it seems like i don't care or anything, i do really love you. whenever mom & dad would make us mad, we'd b*tch about them lol, but i know that you're going through the exact same feeeling that i'm going through. i miss our father so so much gahhhhhhhh. come home from college!

[mzbbc]

how come things never happened when you had the chance. you had like 1343498359 chances and i was so in love with you. i know you had a gf, but that didn't stop you from doing everthing but cheating on her.
god, you make me angry.

and CALL ME, yes, you, you stupid bitch.

[*tweeak*]

I don't understand you. You say you don't like to be compared to your brother, but not comparison that's made is that you're not as good as him. You're so alike, too! If you don't want to be compared to him, don't be him. You are him, except that you act bipolar and are way more hormonal. Like the way you attached yourself to the same group. We went from having the very old to the very young. Of course we think you're the same- you have the same sense of humor, same reactions to things, and the same things you do to us like tickling and sitting on us. grrr.

I luuuuuuuurve you

[*Azarel*]

I don't believe this; I'm going to lose my best friend because our parents think that we're ruining each others' lives. I don't fucking believe this. I hate that I'm powerless; I hate that I'm only sixteen. I don't even know what I'm doing anything anymore. It's not worth it. I don't know what to say, what to feel, what to write. I just wish someone would hold me. But you can't, anymore; you're gone. I'm sorry that I tore down everything you built up; I'm sorry that I'm responsible for this destruction. Your parents are probably right about me, anyway. I guess I am a bad person.

I hate this.

[aznhunnie6o1]

-I still f*cking love you. Even if your putting me through all this sh*t.

-Thanks for not supporting me guys. It really helps.

[ANG33ZY]

wow you get the award for the most annoying person in the world. git git git out my bizznassss.

and it's so sad how much you degrade yourself.
kids :smh:

[Rachel]

Tom- I love you too much to let you go. I can't believe how close we were to letting us fall apart. It scares me how much I need and depend on you. It scares me that I can't picture myself without in my life. It scares me that I love you this much. Last night was horrible, I am sorry that I didn't say goodbye, I didn't want to/expect it to turn into a huge thing. I forgot how much you could make me cry. I know that I haven't been sweet and dandy lately but you haven't been making me smile much. We are fighting right now and I know it is hard, but I just can't bear to let us take a break. You know how I feel about those. I just don't want us to get farther apart, I need you like I need oxygen. You are what keeps me relatively sane and what makes my days seem not soo bad. In short, I love you Thomas.

Dad, f**k you. You don't know what is happening right now. And you don't know how much it hurt that you blame me for all that is going wrong. Nothing is good enough. You tell me to stop hasseling and whining to him, hello he is doing it first. Sorry that you had to hear it, but don't you dare try and say I caused it all. You don't know the impact you have on me.

Colleges, please accept me. I need to get out of this place.

[*tweeak*]

So that was akward. I hope he's alright

[*salcha*]

1. I can not wait to see you on Friday.

2. Hey you guys, do you know how close we are? As I count all the years that have passed by, the five of us have stuck together like no other. I have no regrets that I have met you all. Thanks for sticking by me forever. Yesterday was fun, bonding was great (not like we aren't already). Jourdan, we're sorry to see you go. What's going to happen to the Fabulous 5? The Fantastic 4 just won't be as great without you.

[redpeony]

HEYYYYYYYY BAYYYBAYYYY
I love it when you call me "miss". Well actually I like it when anybody calls me "miss" because I think it's so cute, but it seems to be more effective when you do it, for whatever reason =p
Can't wait to see yaaa, whenever that will be. I hope you had fun in the states this weekend. Good luck with your exams this week. You will do amazing, smarty pants. I love you.

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I don't want to be seasonal... I'll work if you want to hire me permanent part time!

[Gigi]

I want to kick you, I want to scratch your eyes out, I want to punch you and claw at your face. I want to scream and yell and make you feel the things I'm feeling. I could do all of that...but it won't help me.

How many times have I tried persuading you? It's not like you listen, or even take anything I say into account. You don't even try to look past what I'm saying to you and what I actually mean.

I'm just invisible, I'm just there for you to exploit.Well maybe I have things to tell you, and maybe I feel like I screwed things up, and somehow it feels like I can't say any of that out loud for you to know because of the other people around us. Or perhaps I can't say it because I don't know what you would do.

I just don't know what to do to make you understand. What can I do to make you forget? Isn't it enough that they're happy? Obviously it's not enough for you, you selfish piece of !#)(%&$(*E&%*$&%. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU.

f**k.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

Im kind of lost and confused as ive been my whole life.
Just another child on the run and trying to find solace in all the wrong places. Never finding a steady ground but always one thats rocky bumpy and full of surprises. Always thinking ive found something i can hold onto, but i havent learned from my past lessons. No one is going to be there , but me.

[xTINAA]

Dear Anna,
I know that anything I say most likely won't help but I still want to say it anyway. I hope things get better for you soon. I'm sorry you have to go through crap like that, it's really not fair. If you ever need to talk or anything about whatever is going on, talk to me. I'll always be here to listen. :]
-Me.

Dear You,
Get out of my head. Get out of my heart. Make this easier, please.
-Me.

[Teesa]

To ___________ :
Holy sh**. I've been thinking about you so much! Craziness. Maybe I should visit tomorrow. I wanted to so much today and just to see you and everyone else, but I knew today's the busiest day and bosses are always on the edge so maybe not the best idea. Maybe next week. Besides, I have a reason to anyway. Goodness, what the hell is wrong with me?

--Teesa