message to anyone, v. 14 Options

[*danielle_x3*]

i love you and miss you daddy <3

[Nugget]

Okay, what the hell is wrong with you? You are quite pathetic, I must say. f**k your high fives, you queer. Just because I'm your 'friend' does not mean I should be giving you those damn, stupid, pointless high fives and I have no f**king idea why you get upset over it and me not giving you one. When I say no, it's a no. Not that hard to understand. You can't f**king pressure me into high fiving you. This must be THE gayest thing ever. And during the game, you start to punch me? You know I don't like it when you touch me? You know I don't like it when you touch anything of mine? f**k out of here. And when I was leaving that group, you're gonna grab me back in, and then 'accidently' grab my hair. Haha, and online, remember when you ask if I would high five you if you asked me out? Honey, there is no chance, NO CHANCE, that I will go out with you. I didn't like you from the start. And after the game, you're gonna tell me online that you love me, joke about it, tell our friend, and then tell her you don't? What the hell is wrong with you? You can't make up your mind. You have said, "I love you" to Amanda and Eva and now me. I remember last year you said that same shit. Don't f**king touch me or my belongings next time. I'm sick of you.

[Looow]

____: Going to the movies was fun today. Wheee.

____:I'm excited about tomorrow. We can catch up in person.

[*stephinika*]

sigh. i love our phone convos.

[redpeony]

I got really bored tonight so I went into a quiet room, turned off the lights and looked outside up at the stars. Cheesy, maybe, but it made me think of last weekend and for a while I felt closer to you. Part of me felt stupid for doing that Come baaack soooon. I miss you.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

Wow. This experience is unexplainable. Being in Aida, was something that has really helped me. Joining Aida is probably one of the smartest things ive done. Met some great people, brought a few people closer, and definitely discovered sides of peopel i thought never existed. I loved being backstage, as stage crew. Pyramid moving, running into the throne countless times, getting the wind knocked out of you from a pyramid [ oh what fun ] the jokes, the lights, the everything ! And gettin NEKKED in the choir room. Heheh ;DD. Doin Makeup, Cryin off the makeup and wsgbakovbdk Idontevenkno Lol. Being in the play itself, the fashion show. Dance of the robe gods love nubia and the wedding scene. Running back stage as fast as i can to try and not miss my cue and make the pyramid fly down the riser. Man. Im sad its over. I just hella didnt want to cry and ruin my makeup. SFIKABNVK but the tears will come out tomorro im sure.

Tonight was GREAT. We did our greatest tonight and we had fun, right ? It was so great, the bows and seeing people and that sense of pride of having done something like that. A bunch of highschool kids, widely various and diverse cultures and beliefs just coming together with the help of Mr. Rawdon, Mrs. Jenny Coker and Mrs. Marshall. It ... wow. Just i have this great swelling feeling in my heart <3

Ahahah the AFTER PARTY. Ive finally sniffed coke Lol. Pepper Salt and some salsa coke pepper smellin` chip dunked thing. I love these guys and i only hope to make bonds tighter between all of us. Well enough with the sophisticated talk. Tonight was dumbass fun. Besides the NO RICE ! [ eventually got some Lol ] and the aftermath of all that snorting Lol. Getting coke spilled on me because of Brian and Marios retardedness. Just being together. Tomorro is our last day together. Its kind of sad. But im still happy for this experience.

ALL I CAN SAY IS, UNTIL NEXT YEAR.

[*stephinika*]

fcuuuuuk. i am going to beat you over the head with a large stick. gah.

//edit.
sigh...i'm all sad right now...i wish you would just tell me things sometimes...there must be something... i feel so helpless and i keep on thinking i've done something wrong even though i probably haven't...sigh...
i can't help it...

This post has been edited by stephinika: Nov 12 2005, 04:09 AM

[nopattern]

Usually I would be freaking out if I found out you were avoiding me...but now I don't care.

[xTINAA]

Steph feel better. ilu!! :]

Dear You,
I'm so torn. I miss you so much but it doesn't seem like it's being reciprocated in the right way.
-Me.

[*danielle_x3*]

Thanks for everything you've done for me. Sometimes I'd feel like you forget about me, but when you do drastic things, it lets me know that you didn't forget. hahaha . . our relationship is crazyweird, but no matter what, you're still my besssst friend.

[Teesa]

Steph--feel better honey

To ____________ :
I really wanted to hang out, thanks for calling me :) You are the sweetest girl, and I feel bad that so many people give you crap all the time. Well, I hope everything went well between you and him last night, and I can't wait to talk to you about it when I see you.

To ____________ :
Hahaa, I'm still thinking of you..a little bit at least. Maybe I should visit today and see how everyone is doing. I miss everyone. But I don't know if you'll be there..hopefully, tomorrow!

--Teesa

[ANG33ZY]

I would IM you and say Hi.
But we know how many you'll get.
So, hollllaa.
I hope you're for real. and if not , take that " hollla " back.

[AngryBaby]

Okay, what the hell is wrong with you? You are quite pathetic, I must say. f**k your high fives, you queer. Just because I'm your 'friend' does not mean I should be giving you those damn, stupid, pointless high fives and I have no f**king idea why you get upset over it and me not giving you one. When I say no, it's a no. Not that hard to understand. You can't f**king pressure me into high fiving you. This must be THE gayest thing ever. And during the game, you start to punch me? You know I don't like it when you touch me? You know I don't like it when you touch anything of mine? f**k out of here. And when I was leaving that group, you're gonna grab me back in, and then 'accidently' grab my hair. Haha, and online, remember when you ask if I would high five you if you asked me out? Honey, there is no chance, NO CHANCE, that I will go out with you. I didn't like you from the start. And after the game, you're gonna tell me online that you love me, joke about it, tell our friend, and then tell her you don't? What the hell is wrong with you? You can't make up your mind. You have said, "I love you" to Amanda and Eva and now me. I remember last year you said that same shit. Don't f**king touch me or my belongings next time. I'm sick of you.

this one made me laugh. high fives lol

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

Im sick and tired of you acting like YOU have sacrificed so much. You havent done SHIT for this production and you have tried countless times to get me to back out. Do you have any idea why i even join these things ? To get away from here. To get away from YOU.

And im tired of him not notcing all the shit ive done. Came early hours for work i volunteered on. Got bitchy at people for what he wanted, followed every order he gave, as correctly as i could and i tried my hardest and i even took on extra labor jobs. I came early for pyramid rehearsals, then stayed late to help the set. zkbfaslkbvsil All he notices is the negative, thats the only time he takes an eye to me. Its like he zeros in on the bad and carelessly overlooks the good. OMGOOD.

[SillyCourtney]

Happy birthday. Tonight should be great!

[shesnothxc]

d,
if you really like me, why dont you just say so, instead of giving hints and changing your mind....i know this is weird because we're not really friends but i'd rather you come out and say something instead of telling other people and not me...and lying to me about chelsea saying we should hook up, i mean if that was you why didnt you just say so? If you really are interested in me just tell me! It was so cute that offline you left and even though you'll probably be mad for this I showed all my friends :D I am interested in getting to knwo you better...I just got hurt by a certain boy and i just want to say thanks for being there to talk and take my mind off things...you really are a great guy, cant wait to hang out :)

[mzbbc]

i would hmmmm you all night long.

[*stephinika*]

thanks chrissy/teesa...

sigh. why? why am i feeling like this about that...? i know its nothing and i can't help feeling like this...ugh. i'm going crazy. i shouldn't...after all we've said and so on but...i can't help it...and i feel guilty that i do.

[*disco infiltrator*]

I like youuuuu.
Why do you have to be in college and not still here...

[*stephinika*]

you say you're fine...and i know that. but am i? i just keep digging myself deeper and deeper...

[*tweeak*]

I don't like you. You came so close to recognizing the fact that I exist and we used to actually be pretty good friends, but you couldn't even mention who I am or anything. And I'm the "least likely person" to say something meaningful? Why's that? because I talk about more than guys? Shallow, arrogant bitchy slut. I'm not really one for name calling, but geez.

I finally worked up the courage to call you and then I didn't have my phone with me. Go figure.

[redpeony]

yay for being completely materialistic! ;) thanks mommy for taking me out shopping

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hey loser just wanted to say hi and miss you and hope you're having fun and be safe and talk to you soooooooon

[*stephinika*]

sigh. i'm feeling better with all that...i guess i just need time. i just wish you had said ... i don't know ... something else about that email...i don't know. i really don't. just...something. *shrug* whatever.

[YourSuperior]

You're seriosuly starting to piss me of. Don't say shit to me anymore.

[yummy_delight]

I don't need you anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeee