official confessions, v.2 >:-] Options

[EddieV]

I tried to do the Omnislash from Final Fantasy once. I figured it was impossible after a couple of tries.

Aside from that I have a thing for women in leather.

[redpeony]

I have never told a guy that I love him before my current boyfriend, and it has only been a few months. I'm pretty sure he's only saying it because he's one of those guys who feels like he has to say it when he's in a relationship... but I'm saying it because I actually love him.

[vehvih]

I pretend being ok infront of people, but I really am not.. because I am afraid of them seeing my weakness.

[Retrogressive]

I honestly don't care about what most people think of me...

sometimes that bothers me.

[ParanoidAndroid]

I try really hard to be optimistic although inside i'm just depressed

[Fabio.]

say that again and i will lecture you.

im dealing wih one friend with an eating disorder, and i will NOT stand for oyu doing that to yourself, do you hear me?

Confession: THAT kind of attitude is the thing I value most in a guy. Which is why I keep adopting random guys as my brother. That brother-looking-out-for-you tell it like it is thing.

I'm dead serious too. Forget boyfriends; adopt brothers.

[Retrogressive]

Forget brothers; adapt boyfriends

[nopattern]

I sign on invisible so I have an excuse not to talk to people. And I keep my phone off for the same reason.

[yummy_delight]

Not a day goes by that I don't think about throwing up again.

Sometimes I wish I had the flu so I'd have a legitimate excuse to do it.

[blucheri]

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Basically everything I do is so he'll see me and smile. And at least wonder about me.

And til this day I say I don't care what he does. But I still do. And I still see him in the corner of my eye.

And I STILL WONDER WHEN HE GOES TO BED IF HE THINKS ABOUT ME.


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does this prove anything. No what it says is that I'll never live a fairy tale. And to ignore this post because I call myself releasing all my confessions but really this will always lay on top of my chest no matter what I do.

And when he dies. *** HELP ME

He told me the story how he got hit by a car and almost died. And it scared me to death.

He him or love him. He's gonna be there no matter what I do. And probably at this time 9:09 pm Eastern Time, in New York City, in Flushing, he is....

probably not thinking about me.

[*tweeak*]

say that again and i will lecture you.

im dealing wih one friend with an eating disorder, and i will NOT stand for oyu doing that to yourself, do you hear me?

I don't intend to. The "pretty people" just get to me sometimes. It wasn't a good night.

Though I must point out, this is why the things you did made me so angry. It's the same type of self-destructive bullshit.

[Heewee]

i cried all day today.  and i still feel like crying.

I know exactly how you feel....well, at least about the whole crying thing. I cried all day today too and I can't stop. I have a huge migraine because of it. I hope you feel better.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

Im not sure if i want to take another leap at a relationship with him.

[Fabio.]

I always feel forgotten and it shocks me when someone knows my name.

[redpeony]

I'm beginning to depend on him and it scares me. When something unfavourable happens the first person I think of to tell is him. When something good happens the first person I want to notify is him. I know he'll be there to listen, I know he'll be there to hold me, I know all of these things. But what if one day that ended? I know I shouldn't be looking that far in the future but my fear of getting hurt can't be ignored...

I saw him only yesterday but I miss him so much today and it bothers me...

I love him so much, but I can't stop thinking about how much it would suck to lose him.

I want to forget about it though and just live and enjoy this relationship because he is amazing. Would it be worth the inevitable hurt that is going to come later, though?

[*stephinika*]

i get upset so easily because of him if he's upset.... and it drives me crazy cause i feel so helpless sometimes and want to make him feel better...but i don't know how.

[xTINAA]

I still miss him, think about him, talk about him, love him, am reminded of him, whatever.

I'm a really angry person.

I don't know how to stop.

[Levy2k6]

i think i moved on even tho it's been 2 weeks.. she's so awesome.

[miixxtapelove]

-I pretend I don't hear my phone when he calls. I pretend that it never said that I ahd missed calls. When I do answer when he blocks his number I tell him all that. He believes me. Then I give him a lame excuse to get off the phone.

-I don't feel bad for not liking him anymore even though he claims to be 'in-love' with me.


-I get cravings for cigarettes and alcohol and lattes.


-I think its okay for other people to cry. When I cry, I pretty much beat myself up mentally for it.

[topsyturvy]

Confession: THAT kind of attitude is the thing I value most in a guy. Which is why I keep adopting random guys as my brother. That brother-looking-out-for-you tell it like it is thing.

I'm dead serious too. Forget boyfriends; adopt brothers.

Wow. That really made sense.

But the funny thing is that i have at least a dozen adopted brothers and i don't think one of them are the looking-out-for-you, protective-big-brother type.

Not-really-a-confession confession: I've always wanted a big brother.

[misoshiru]

I know exactly how you feel....well, at least about the whole crying thing. I cried all day today too and I can't stop. I have a huge migraine because of it. I hope you feel better. 

aw..thankyou
i hope you feel better too


i don't feel the intense pain anymore when i first heard that you had passed on. i feel so guilty that i'm not crying over you anymore. i know you're watching over us out there. but i feel horrible because i think i've come to accept that you're really gone. i don't know why i feel horrible, but i do. i miss you so much.

[angela]

I hate crying in front of people. I'm usually good, and can hold it in. But if someone notices I'm down, and asks to talk about it, the tears come down. I can't really help it. When I cry, I feel like an idiot.

[Rachel]

I hate that I took him back so soon.

I also hate that I doubt his love.

[Heathasm]

i dont pick up after my dogs when i walk them >_< and we just got a letter int he mail today about doing that

[Retrogressive]

I'm afraid of failure.