effing trouble makers!, grr!! x__x Options

[NgocQuyen]

omigosha!! i'm so effing ticked. okay so heres the deal:

this afternoon me and my brother were just riding home, minding our own business. and then all the sudden theres these three guys that are walking on the sidewalk and they going to buss out with all that ching chong boosheez (you know like we're chinese or something) and i wasn't having none of that so i flicked them off, and the itch is going to sit there and be like "who the f*ck do you think you're flicking off?" i was just giving him the dirtiest look ever because i didn't feel like getting into a fight this afternoon. so i let it go you know? and the guy is going to call me a "four eyed b*tch." okay, first of all, who calls someone four eyed? that's so 1st grade! so i was like since he's immature i definately wont start anything, but this guy just kept going!! so i screamed out the window "just shut the f*ck up!" (yes he made me say a curse word...x__x) and he just kept talking his bull crap and then he came to my side of the car calling me a ugly b*tch and telling me to get out of the car..that's when i really got mad so i just went all out on him and i took off my seatbelt and was ready to get all up in his ash you know? but my brother held me back, and since he did so i just told him to walk his fat ash home because he needed some exercise anyways...and he just DARED to get all up in my face i was like awwh hell nahh!! if i wasn't with my brother i would have got all in his grill. grr!!

i mean, i'd prefer not to fight, but would you blame me?!?! even if i WAS chinese i would have still jumped his ugly ash...no one going to sit there and go ching chong boosheez...who DOES that?!?!?! now, i just got done getting over another fight i almost got into, but that took forever. i mean i have a reason to beat this guy to pulp do i not? i mean i know they're just words, but gosh i don't go up to him talking about "hey nigguh wsup where my homies at?" who DOES that?!?!?! goodness...so i guess i'm trying to calm down and forget it...and i'm trying to resolve this somehow. grr, you can't tell me that this wouldnt make you mad too! x__x

sorry it's so long but i guess i'm just trying to release it right now. soo, any ideas of what i should do? something that could calm me down?