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[Ington]

*hug*

:[. ILU, feel better.

[*tweeak*]

I may not like me much at all, but I still like myself better than any of them. The fact that they can be grouped as "them" alone is reason enough to dislike them.

[yummy_delight]

You:

I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles
And now we're hanging out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we've been...

I know we're cool.

[*tweeak*]

Ho hum. I can't help liking you more and more, yet with all that's going on, that's really the opposite of what i should do.

[SillyCourtney]

Just do it already and ask me. I know you want to, so why do you wait? Don't resist it... I know what you told your mom. And I know what Mr. Green said to your mom about us. So ask me already. =)

[Rachel]

"Take my hand, and my whole heart too. For I can't help, falling in love, with you."

*sigh*

[*XLilAznGrl592X*]

Ya'll are gonna eventually get jumped.. Trust me, you L.I.U. wanabes.

[*iNyCxShoRT*]

OMG please stop copying taking everything in my profile. GRR people are taking my what was supposed to be for me 70 things and turning into some kind of tagging game! Now I don't mind it at all as long as i get some credits and whats with ___! She took my interests section in xanga and she took part of my smilies p___p i didn't want to use julianas >_> so I switched it to my own and I get copied off of? Okay I should super hypotrocrital and im so sorry and yes i do believe in karma. But like juliana said she asked me if i rant and thats true sometimes i just need to let it out ya know? grrr, i don't know why i bottle up my emotions but i can't really blame anyone. who has not in their right mind bit off someone elses creativity at least once? Tell me, I think everyone has including myself. Should i show this to juliana do i really want to get her involved but then again words left unsaid---nono I don't want to change ANYONE. I love them the way they are. Wow, what a whiner i sound like at the moment. But why am i putting pity on myself? I mean I watched ANTM and they are under soo much more pressure than I am. And here i am complaining about the people in my life when there are many more things to worry about. I mean everyone has their flaws and thats what makes them so perfect. I'm so confused but I don't think I'm bi O_O chi said that she went through a phase where she thought she was les but later on found out that she wasn't how strange. Why am I so easily jealous is it because I'm insecure. do I think that im not good enough for daniel. Yes, maybe so. Gr..how can I say this...I GOT NO BOOBAGE WHAT?!??!!?! And why does everyone IM ME?? for help on layouts and stuff its like they don't see jue. (no offense to jue shes cool) I don't know. But I'm so hyprocritical for this and well I guess I'm gonna start respecting paul as a nicer person. He went through a bad past. Ohh man, here I am ranting and Paul lives a life without a father. I feel as if me and Daniel share more fighting days then huggy lovey dovey days. You know whats stupid I was actually thinking of going to LIC so that I could be with my friends but I think im gonna go with my sisters advice. Go to a school in Manhatten where you don't know anybody. Because you focus better. Oh man, its gonna be tough. I feel as if...I don't know confused.

Much love, Jane<3

[loljuliana]

okyou dont know how much this is really killing me. i really didnt think regretting something like this would hurt so f**king badly. i regret ever lying to everyone and saying that i no longer liked you. i thought i would feel better after telling everyone that. inside; i knew that you liked me; i just never wanted to admit to myself. i thought that saying that i no longer liked you would make you sad; that way you'd feel what i've been feeling all along. for once you'll be the one hurt; and not me. but this all f**king backfired on me. instead of you hurting; it's me. after finding out that you really did like me from camilo. .and that you no longer like me. . you dont know how much i'm blaming myself for this. i was the one who f**ked everything up. i was the one who made myself this miserable. why the f**k do i have to be so stupid. look at what selfishness has gotten me into. i just wish. .god i wish i could take back what i said about no longer liking you. i've liked you for 3 months straight. i didnt want to like you; and i even tried to lie and tell myself and others that i liked tenzing. at first it seemed like it worked; but really; it just made me like you even more. you dont know how much it hurts to see that you dont even wanna talk to me. you dont know much it hurts to find myself downloading starcraft / maplestory just so i could talk to you. you dont know how much it hurts when you dont even respond to my messages. you dont know how much i cry everytime i think of you and everything that has happened. you dont know how much my eyes are tearing as i type this. you dont know how much i miss you. i never thought i would ever like someone like you; not to mention cry over. and to add onto this even more; my family problems. my dad is ruining my life. things already are bad for me; and then you came in. as quickly as you came in. .you left. god this all hurts so badly.
i like you kent. i really do.
&&i'm still going to wait until you give me another chance. .

[me1issaaaa]

Rachel, Steph, Nga, Julia, Teesa, and everyone else - Thank you all so, so very much. I love you guys. Luckily he should be coming home within the next couple of days and I'll fly out to visit him sometime next week. I'm pretty stoked. Not really what I wanted to fly out for, but hey.


Drew - I love you, baby. I'm never leaving your side, you know that. You are my everything & anything. We're getting marriiiiiiieeeeeeeeeed

Sean - Thank you for being such a cool little kid. You're a dork, but you're the coolest. Thanks for making me feel so much better about it all. Drew's lucky to have a little brother like you.

Mark - Thanks for being there when I cried this morning, though I didn't mean to or anything... ha. And you sent Drew a message. Aww. Thanks, bro.


Everyone on CB - I miss you kids. Hopefully I'll be back on more often within the next few weeks, just dropping in to see how everyone's doing. Feel free to PM me or IM me if you have it! [:

[redpeony]

I love you
I hate you
I love you
I hate you
Do I even know you?
Do I even want a boyfriend right now?
What is this all for...
and will it be worth it?
By worth it, I mean..
will the good times be enough to compensate for the hurt that I'm bound to set myself up for by going out with someone like you?
Is that even the right mentality for a relationship?
I highly doubt it...
Do I feel like trying anymore?
Hahaha..
whatever.

When we go out... I think about how you put on a show. You're different when you're with your friends. You give off the image of being such a cool, chill guy... but I know you're still complicated inside. You don't know who you really are.

And then I laugh and think to myself... that I don't really know who I am, either.

We're so young... and yeah this may just be fun, and ultimately we aren't really taking it seriously...

but if not, then why are we doing it?

It's pathetic because I should just end this.. I don't want to try anymore.
But in the same thing you make me so... happy.
For what reason, I don't know.

-----------------

I need a break...
I need something to look forward to this weekend.
Not worry of what you're gonna do at whatever party you go to, if you're gonna be stupid and do drugs, get drunk, hook up with some random girl...
I want all this working hard for school to be worth it somehow...
I feel like I'm trying for nothing, because I don't even know what I want to do after high school.
Everyone has at least some sense of direction...
where am I?
I really don't know.

[Rachel]

Rachel, Steph, Nga, Julia, Teesa, and everyone else - Thank you all so, so very much. I love you guys. Luckily he should be coming home within the next couple of days and I'll fly out to visit him sometime next week. I'm pretty stoked. Not really what I wanted to fly out for, but hey. [:

Thank God! I am happy for you loverface! If you still wanna talk, hit me up <3

[*stephinika*]

yay melissa! glad to hear he's doing better. and i just might pm you sometime.

ahh, everything you've said to me in the last 2 days or so or whatever...omg. i just keep falling harder and harder for you. i loved your definition of "luf"/"love"....sigh. ilu.

i'm excited for this weekend. saturday will be fun!

you're so...hypocritical. and annoying. UGH. why won't you learn?

you better lemme go on saturday...

[lexaa621]

wow.
f**k you.
such a hypocritical bitch.
words can't express how angry i am with you.
i didn't think i would care. but i do.
f**k you.

(sorry about the language. i seriously need to vent.)

[ANG33ZY]

damn you beezy why'd you have to leave me.
have fun at your new school.

[BrokenDream]

_____: don't be that idiot tomorrow!
_____: i... love you?

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
Damnit all to hell. I'm so fucking confused. This is what you effing do to me.
-Me.

[*salcha*]

Thanks, team for caring. One of the many reasons I stayed. Coach Alex for being the best.

[*Azarel*]

I have never felt so utterly alone and broken down. I've never been this low. I need someone, anyone to pick me up... I'm just asking for an answer... Help...

[silver-rain]

Hah, you're like the only guy I can talk to about all this spiritual stuff. But, I also kinda don't want to offend you. Ahh, this is an interesting conversation we're having.

Ahh, you are cool. I don't know why I can't stop thinking of you... I think too much. But yeah, I think I need to tone down on the flirting (is it flirting?).

[redpeony]

...and then we have an oddly satisfying two hour long phone conversation and you make me happy again. Crap, man. I can't leave you.

I love how you respect people "who have goals", I secretly love how you tell me the same things that my parents tell me about what I need to do with my life, I love the respect you give to your parents...

I don't want to but I really respect you as a person. You're not as unrealistic as I thought...

[Teesa]

Melissa, I love you!! Tell me how he is doing, and I'm glad you get to visit him nonetheless.

To _____________ :
I'm sad to find out I won't be seeing you for a long time. I wonder if you still remember me..it's weird. I hate seeing how people are so fixed on stupid, meaningless problems when there are so many other bigger things going on in the world. I hope you live a long, healthy life. And I hope I am a part of some of that. I miss you so so so much.

To the world of sports:
Thank you for keeping me entertained.

--Teesa

[topsyturvy]

___ __ :

Still too chicken to click me, huh? That's all right with me. No, actually, it's not.


_ x2 :

好想你哦.. 今天又看到你了. 你有看到我嗎? Sorry i pretended i didn't see you, i was talking to someone.

[*Tainted Euphoria*]

Lorianne. Ever since I received that call, I haven't been able to stop crying. I remember everything that was going on with your sister and that psycho man, but I never realized that it would ever come to this. How could he do this to you? HOW? If I ever see him again, I swear, I'll kill him, and I'll make sure that it's in a slow and painful manner.

I miss you so much, my beautiful Lori. You had so much spirit and so much love to give. Why couldn't I have been there for you? Why could I have been with you when he drove down the street that day? We had just come back from getting our nails done, telling jokes about the boys from our old school and making fun of your slightly crooked pinky finger. The last image of you in my mind - you in your car, sunglasses on, flashing me the peace sign. Everytime I think of it, I break down. I'll never get to see that cheesy gesture from you ever again.

The fact that he did that to you. HOW COULD HE? I can just imagine how scared you were. Being plucked up off the sidewalk like a ragdoll and taken out to the woods. You hate the outdoors, but I know that was the last thing on your mind. As he tied you up to the tree you must have looked up and began to pray. We had talked about that before. About not being highly religious, but in our last hours, we'd thank Him for everything we'd experienced. You know you weren't coming back. The police said that he shot you from the bottom of your jaw. I know you couldn't bear to see it happen.

I think about how infectious your laugh was. How hard it was to not cry whenever you were. How you used to check everyone in the car to make sure their seatbelts were buckled. Momma Lori. Beautiful Lori. My Lori. I'll miss you, my dear friend. I can't believe your gone. Even though the pain is so immense, I have no regrets in regards to our friendship. None, except I wish it could have went on forever. You will always be in my heart, and one day, when my time comes, we'll be reunited, and terrorize everyone up where you are. I love you. Be at peace.

R.I.P. LJM. You will be missed.

[*jooleeah*]

Rachel, Steph, Nga, Julia, Teesa, and everyone else - Thank you all so, so very much. I love you guys. Luckily he should be coming home within the next couple of days and I'll fly out to visit him sometime next week. I'm pretty stoked. Not really what I wanted to fly out for, but hey.
Drew - I love you, baby. I'm never leaving your side, you know that. You are my everything & anything. We're getting marriiiiiiieeeeeeeeeed

Sean - Thank you for being such a cool little kid. You're a dork, but you're the coolest. Thanks for making me feel so much better about it all. Drew's lucky to have a little brother like you.

Mark - Thanks for being there when I cried this morning, though I didn't mean to or anything... ha. And you sent Drew a message. Aww. Thanks, bro.
Everyone on CB - I miss you kids. Hopefully I'll be back on more often within the next few weeks, just dropping in to see how everyone's doing. Feel free to PM me or IM me if you have it! [:

Melissa! I'm so glad everything's going fine. I'll be either p/ming or iming you soon. :] Ilu, dear!

Naomi- I'm sorry about your friend. :[ I'm here for you, you know that.