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[Retrogressive]

Everybody hated you but me.
Is this how you repay me?

[Gypsy Eyes]

Hey Mom

Why the hell have you never been able to grasp the concept of being a mother? You seem to be perfectly ok with john, but when it comes to me it seems like all motherly thoughts slip your mind and I am just someone living with you. But hey guess what, I'm your daughter, No matter how much you hate that fact I am. Hey so I didn't turn out as you had hoped, but did the possibility ever come into your mind that it might be your fault? You left all of the parenting to Nanny, who I love very much. Who was the one who sat there hugging me when popop died? Was it you? Of course not, it was nanny. Even though he was her husband and she was just as upset as I was. (probably even more) Who sat there and talked with me for hours when I was pregnant? You? Of course not, nanny again. Who sat there and hugged me for 5 hours when my boyfriend broke up with me? Why can't you just see that being a mother isn't just about providing financially! It involves actually caring and listening. I have never heard the words "I love you." come out of your mouth. Ever. And hey guess what. Since I was 6 I have been wishing to hear those very words. I have always worked hard to please you, but somehow it has never been enough. No matter what I do, A's in almost every class, national level dance competitions, juinor olympics for swimming, published writing and photography, you never seem to be satisfied. You critisize me for my faults-- not being good with science and math, not having a "dancers body", my speech impediment, my lack of openness. Why can't you just accept who I am, and who I am never going to be. I'm a singer, a dancer, an artist, a writer, I'm good at history and fashion design. I love to act and speak french. I'm sorry I'm not some kid who only cares about academics and wants to become a nuclear physisist. You always say there is not money in the careers that i want, that there is only money in math and science. But hey, look at you. Look how unhappy you are with your life. Yeah you have money, but money is no subsitute for happiness no matter how much you want it to be. I want to live my life differently. not stay on the safe side and actually experience life-- to be happy. Even if that means working 5 jobs along the way. That's what I want, you either have to accept that or lose me because I am just done.

[LittleLulu]

______:
im so confused...>.<
dont know whats going on
dont know what i should do
dont know what you think
dont know what i feel
dont know what i think
dont know what is "right"
dont know what it means
dont know what i mean
dont know what you mean
dont know if you care
dont know what i want

....just dont know

[imm]

Hey hun...I miss you. How's lalaland? Didchoo meet any nice people?

You're coming back on mardi le vignt-deux novembre! Til then...




xoxoxoxo

[*stephinika*]

i hope this weekend works out you guys...either way.

i'm starting to lose a lot of respect for you...though i started that a long time ago.

ilu.

[*danielle_x3*]

happy birthday, your party yesterday was great!

[*jooleeah*]

You are so f**king rude. I want to tell you off...like now.

[redpeony]

hi babe, just wanted to say i miss you, and good luck on your tests tomorrow.
bye(:

9:43
it was nice talking, even if it was just for 10 minutes. school's taking over this week, i know, but we'll both come out on top! I know you'll ace all your tests, smarty pants. and I'll see you on the weekend and we can (hopefully) relax :(. hahaha.. later gator =p

[*salcha*]

Now, I don't know if I would want to stay with you.
Decisions, decisions.

[*lolita kitty*]

leah,
you invited me, aww i feel so speshal! and im glad you and cami made up!

tori,
ahahah, you are such a sweetie!

patricia,
i cant waaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiit. siiiiiiiix days.

me,
one week till your birthday. yay.

[*XLilAznGrl592X*]

YOU and YOU make me feel left out..

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Go B.I.H... BOTH of you

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Am I supposed to feel sorry for you? You know, if you're mad at her, then why are you always hanging out with her? You hypocrite.

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You're so effing annoying. God, STFU! Go hang out with her other friends, you two faced back=stabbing b*tch!

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What I want: What I have:

[BrokenDream]

_____: whatever stupid. get away. he is mine<3

_____: don't be an idiot tomorrow.

[silver-rain]

Hey, I liked today. Thank you for being there for me, to comfort me, to wipe away my tears and to make me feel better and laugh. I love you so much, I don't know what I would do without you. You are so good for me. <3

[5ayuri]

All of you:
We should really do something.
I know we're not going to..be we should.
You:
This convo was better than the last one, that's good.
Don't be sad cause it's over with..and hope she's not acting like that..

You:
Freaken stop I don't want to do anymore favors for your stupid shit.

You:
Hope we all go tomorrow, cause if one goes it's not as fun.

You:
We should go to the fest.

You:
UH..that was wierd how you just appeared...happy much?

[*stephinika*]

ohmigah. i swear...you think you'd be getting more mature with age...apparently its the other way around with you...

[topsyturvy]

To all:

No comment.

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
I really miss you. I honestly can't stop thinking about you. I mean damnit, even while watching Hotel Rwanda, this intense, sad movie, I'm still thinking about you. Something they do or say instantly pulls me into a memory of you. Why? WHY? I'm trying so hard to move on. Just come back. Please. Talk to me. Don't you want to talk to me? Why do you keep asking other people how I'm doing? If you really wanted to know, just talk to me. Do you miss me? God, I hope you miss me, how I hope you think about me. I'm insane, pathetically insane.
-Me.

[Chii]

i'm so scared...if i could, i'd take you back in a heart beat.

[redpeony]

If ever there is a tomorrow when we're not together,
there's something you must always remember:
you're braver than you believe, stronger than you seem,
and smarter than you think. But the most important thing
is - that even when were not together, I'll always be with you.

I love you so much.
I care about you more than you know.
Well.. I think you know now. =p
I can feel it in the way you...
(:
you hold a special place in my heart, no matter what. Know that. You may hurt me sometimes, and some might say that I am stupid to care, but I do. And I know that this feels right.

[*Azarel*]

I don't know what to do. Someone guide me...

[gelionie]

R.I.P.
our class feels incomplete without you.


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I don't know with I can withstand your bad attitude... at all.

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
I dreamed about you.
I still miss you.
I love you.
This is incredibly hard.
-Me.

[xFaith]

I dont know it anymore.. i dont know if i really dont love you, or am afraid to let you in my heart. Which is really weird, since i fall in love easily. I dont know myself anymore. When im with you, i dont feel that much. 2 weeks ago, i would do anything to find someone like you, who would love me.
I made a list, about the good things and bad things about you. the Bad things list is longer.. though, i dont want to let you go yet. but i dont love you.. this is really driving me crazy. Ill give it another shot.. =)

[*danielle_x3*]

it's been a little over 2 weeks since you died. . 2 weeks last sunday. but i know you're watching over us, daddy. love you and miss you a lot. rest in peace<3 i visited your grave yesterday, and i had this long talk with you. . i just i miss you . . our family is trying our best to be strong. . we have to be here for each other. take careeeee i'll see you later. i love yoou!
love always, your daughter

[*Azarel*]

.....

I hate my life.