message to anyone, volume 12 Options

[BarreL]

buddy-roo ,
i was happy as could ever be last nite . i think you like me more than ever now . odd ? yeah , i agree . things are great , but its her that is the problem . she seems like a great chick , but things she does just confuse me . its like she'll think not a thing of you until you come around , then its all of a sudden *fireworks* . she keeps making me think of the whore , not to say she is anything near that [[ oh god no ]] , but i have the same feeling in my stomach so to say . eh , love me like its wednesday , buddy-roo . <3 you anyway , and i know you do me too , cuz you told me . you have feelings , but i thinkyoure confused too . just dont let her hurt you , or i'll have to go and just kill her ha ha ha .

[Nugget]

Kelly,
HAHA!!

Teesa,
OH YEAH! I was gonna go to Chris Brown, but I thought Khleo is WAY cuter/hotter.

[Aoiro]

D - Were you the loser who kept on waving at me at the back of the bus when I was in the car? I mean, I could see your wristband and your hair, but the windows were tinted so I couldn't really see.

K - Aw... You're gonna leave soon! I mean, you're a good friend, even if I kind of dislike you, but you grown on all of us, and you leaving is just... It might feel empty.

Dad - Can you leave me alone for like, a day? I need to see how that would be like. Probably fantastic.

[Fabio.]

You never fail to make me laugh. And that's what I think I love about you.

[*tweeak*]

I...wow. I don't know you, but please, come home. It's just stupid. For everyone else, don't do drugs.

[silver-rain]

Mom,
Please just shut up for once. I know, and I will get to it. But, I have homework to do, so please let me do my own thing. I really cannot wait till I go away to college and away from you and your nagging.

You,
Hey, too bad I can't see you tomorrow. But, I have such a great plan, I hope it works.

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
I don't know why I still care for you or why at this very moment I'm crying over you. I don't know what to do. God I hate this feeling, I hate this. Why...I can't even focus on anything anymore. I'm slipping in school, badly. All I can think about is you. I'm so bitter and just...I don't know. I wanna run away and forget but at the same time I don't. I wish I could hate you, maybe this would be easier.
-Me.

[inthemudhole]

Zena,

This is so pathetic. I can't believe you've started this discussion through XANGA COMMENTS. I wish you could've just called me or something.... It's not like you don't know my number. It's been the same throughout the ten or eleven years we've been friends.

Anyway, although I don't like this whole Xanga comments thing, do me a favor and check yours. I poured my heart out to you as much as I could on a public website. There's still a lot more that I'd like to say to you, but I can't really do that until you comment back and tell me how and when you'd like to actually talk about this.

You know, sometimes I just can't believe you.
What happened to the Zena I knew? I don't even know you anymore.
So I'd like to say thanks.
Thanks for making me feel so inferior.
Thanks for ditching me for people you've only known for a short while.
Thanks for ignoring me in the hallways.
Thanks for lying.
Thanks for messing around with my ex-boyfriend.
But most of all, thanks for replacing me.

--

Sam,

Agh. Why did you cut your hair? Honestly, it's not very....flattering. There. I was honest.
Eh, I'm still attracted to you though. Why would I let something as small as a short haircut get in the way of liking you?
Exactly.
I wouldn't.

I'm still trying to figure you out...
Somedays it seems like the feeling is mutal; somedays it seems like the feeling is one-sided.
I just want to know one thing.
Would you reject me, or would you accept me?
If you accepted me, would you do it out of mere kindness, or would you accept me because you truly wanted to?

I guess I'll never figure any of that out unless I ask.....but that's the problem. I can't ask you. I guess I'm just a stupid, silly girl.

Maybe I'll never know...

All the same, thanks for making me feel like a real person for once. I really do appreciate it.... You may never know how much I appreciate you and what you do, but that doesn't matter. You don't have to know it---you have to feel it.

See you tomorrow.

Love,

Brie

--

Liz,

Wow. I never knew you felt like that. I just read your conversation you had with Dezi, and just.....wow. I feel bad that we don't talk anymore. Yeah, yeah, we do the whole small talk thing and we relive old inside jokes, but that isn't what I'm talking about. I'm talking about the talking. You know? We haven't done anything with each other since your last birthday. I'm a terrible friend. I really, really am. I'm sorry I've been such a bad friend lately. I'll see you tomorrow. <3

--

Ashley,

So....when's your party?
Oh, and what happened to the sleepover? :P

--

Marc,

Thank you so much for talking with me yesterday. I appreciated it very much. It's nice to know that someone out there actually cares. Thanks again, buddy.

[redpeony]

Ah, f*ck. What am I setting myself up for. Why am I doing this?
Okay... another shot. Last chance. You'll be honest, I'll be straightforward, I'll give you opinions.
I hope you know this didn't come easily. A part of it came from wanting you to be happy.
We've barely been seeing each other for a month... and we've been through so much crap already. You've gotten more of my tears than I've ever given for anyone else in this span of time. You frustrate me, and I know that I annoy the crap out of you too.
But as I said during the talk... it's not how much crap we go through... it's that we talk it out together.
Let's try to work it out... together. Like you said.. 'we're a team'. So.... GO TEAM! ;)

[whywasisostupid]

seth,
funny how we see things. you see me happy, but tell you the truth, i'm not.
i have a sick heart. get away from me before you catch it.

vinnie,
sigggh <333

[b0st0ngrl]

____,
I really really want to talk to you more. You're so open and loud to all your friends but then when you talk to me, it's just one thing. But, uuugh, I can't get over you. I just want to get to know you better. Please.

[Teesa]

To Nga--
Chris Brown is HELLA fine :) But I am so glad you picked Khleo

To _____________ :
Yesss, I am indeed thinking of you at this very moment. It kind of bothers me that you probably never ever think of me outside of school or anything and I do..like all the time.

--Teesa

[Looow]

You,
Are you mad now because I said no to homecoming? Ahhh ughhh.

You,
Stop doing this. I seriously AM tired of you. Don't try and tell her that you want to "make up". God. You always say that. Then you go again making me mad and just getting mad over stupid shit. You make it seem like I get mad at you for no reason when half of the time, you start everything.

You,
MEET ME AT SOUTHLAND WHORE.

You,
you promised and you lied

[*stephinika*]

sigh. hey you. again.
its so weird. the things you say make me so happy but...so scared at the same time. i want things to stay like this. its working out all so perfectly...but thats what i thought before and its making me paranoid. i love you. i really, TRULY do...no matter what people say but...i'm so scared this will end, and i can't imagine how things would be if this ever did actually end.
i hope we never have to deal with that situation.

[BrokenDream]

to M-
well, it sure is a good thing that I'm not seeing you anymore. I am free. free of your rudeness! free of everything! I am so happy. I feel happy everyday because I don''t have to put up with your crap and drama. it was honestly making my feelings hurt back in the day, but in 5th grade, I had to step up. guess what, wannabe? I left. are you happy now? now you can take away my talent, my looks, my boyfriends, and everything. now everyone will think your oh so great. ha. yea right. you just stay away from me you little "fhjgsgjuk".


to J-
hmmm. what is up with you? can't you just talk to me? you barely did that today! well, now I can tell that you aren't playing my games anymore. oh well.

to L-
I can't believe that you were friends with her. you've become her. OMG.

to L-
hahaha. you want to be a cheerleader. haha, that is so good. your kidding, right?
*long silence*

[xmkaex]

to_m

if only i could tell you how i feel..but maybe im too scared to get my feelings hurt or to feel the pain of rejection. evertime i see you smile it makes my heart flutter...i know you might not feel the same way i do...i but i love you. maybe were not meant to be together, and then again maybe we are. in the end i will accept it the way it is.

[Fabio.]

wake up and smell the roses. I'm crazy for you.

---

I miss you more than words can say... I miss our gab time, every friday night! No adopted sisters could be as cool as you two, and I'm missing you so much and hating certain people for trying to drive us apart.

[*Azarel*]

That gasp.. god. My god. Gahhlasjdhfljasdmfnziudty. Hot.

--

Love conquers all.

Mine endures; does yours?
Of course.
So why can't we be?

You're the one that got away.. my soul mate.

[anniepiee]

i'm sorry but i got more.

YOU #%&*@(_%&*$()^ TARD. GO AWAY AND BURN IN HELL.
WE HAVE LIVES. THAT DOESNT INVOLVE YOU ALL THE FRICKEN TIME.
WE HAVE THINGS TO DO TOO. WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR GR 11 " FRIENDS" I THOUGHT U WERE TOO COOL FOR US. WE WERE LIKE YOUR BACKUP FRIENDS. WHEN U WERE BORED YOU WOULD COME BUG US. GO #%&*(@(&$))*^ DIE.


sorry that everything's capitalized.
i have a lot of anger to express.

[*danielle_x3*]

dearest father,
your wake is today, and i'm ready to cry like a b*Tch. i miss you so much.

[Nugget]

Dani,
Aw, I'm sorry. Hope it works out okay.

I can't wait to see you today. I expect a BIG hug.

[misoshiru]

_______:
do well at iasas k? not just for the school, but for yourself, and play well for me as well. bring me back something, even though i told you i was "just kidding," if you really do get me something, it'll be nice to know that you were at least thinking of me, that i have a place inside you. i think we both know it, that what we have is bordering on something a little more than friendship. it's not all the flirting or the fun conversations we have, but the deep conversations, the ones that we talk, not about school, but about something much much deeper. people thought we were going out last year, they still do, should i go for you? but you'd obviously say no.

______:
you're so strange. i think you like her, but i'm a little attracted to you. maybe it's just your personality, and maybe it's because i really want to get over him. you're the kind of guy i'd date. you fit perfectly in all of my "general criteria" except for the fact that you're younger. last year, i promised myself that i'd never go for a guy who was younger than me or around my age, because i liked this guy who was a month older than me for a week or so, and he was so immature. but somehow you're different. you're even more mature than guys who're a year older than me. so what do i do now? you make me confused.

[rockmyx]

what are playing at?

dont think l'm stupid

l have my own thing

and my own style

dont try to change me

coz you cant.


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whats with jaco benin?

jaco benin will be our new vocalist

man l'm out

why jaco???


he cant sing!!!



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what are you thinking?

stop that

your confusing me

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its over


its goodbye


but how can we be friends?

you know l cant act like one

sorry but l have to go away

as far as l could

to forget you


sorry

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
Come back. Please. Stop me from crying, from feeling all of this anger and confusion. Please. I just want to talk to you. Or I don't know. Ugh, I don't even know what I want. This is what you do to me. You confuse me. I love you, that's all I know, and that I miss you. Why, why, why? That's all I want to know, is why?
-Me.

[*tweeak*]

You're retarded. He was not a jerk to you at all.