message to anyone, volume 12 Options

[*Tainted Euphoria*]

You're such a f**ker. I can't believe you tried to play both of us right under our noses. We're best friends for God's sake! You didn't think we'd tell each other about it? Haha. You're a f**king idiot, and now, you're gonna get it. Revenge is sweet, and I'm a master.

[*Azarel*]

How do I live without you? How..?

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This isn't going to last, you know. But you're undoubtedly trying to deny it. I can't take her hurtful, abusive verbal attacks. Especially not when I know it's all true. Prove that you're worth it. I don't love you the way you think I do.

[*tweeak*]

This is enough. This is great. Friends is good. I guess it's all I really wanted. I remember now, though. i really like you outside school, it's just in it, not so much.

[*disco infiltrator*]

I really like you, but you're different than others..

I don't get you..
at all..

[*stephinika*]

sigh. ilu. hehe i just love spending time with you...its always so fun.

[Gypsy Eyes]

Well it was your death anniversary on friday. God I wish more than anything I could go back in time to the beginning of that year, do thing's differently. maybe then I wouldn't be sitting here crying. I loved you more than anything, you made life worth living. You changed who I am forever; brought me out of drug and alcohol use, cutting and taking painkillers. You taught me that it was ok to open up to people, that it was ok to trust. That was a thing I hadn't done in 5 years. You taught me how to live again, and I would be lying somewhere in a ditch if it wasn't for you. If only I could have repaid you, you did so much for me yet I couldn't seem do the same for you. You were patient, saw past my fits and hard exterior. You would sit there for hours hugging me when I was crying. You meant then world to me and more, I wish I could go back in time and not cancel that date. You wouldn't have gone on that kayak with your brother, you wouldn't have drowned. I know you will never be able to see this but you changed my life and I love you more than anything in the entire world and I still wear you ring.

[dancingkait]

you are amazing. ilu i hope you know that

[*salcha*]

You weren't supposed to see me cry at that game. When you sat me down to ask me what was wrong last Friday, I said nothing. Then you comforted me. I know that you were trying to make me feel better, but...nah. Thanks for trying though, I feel more comfortable around you than the other coach. You're the reason why I'm not quitting the team.

[redpeony]

Man... that was intense.
From being pissed off to understanding each other a little better...
The point of wanting to kick your ass to cuddling in the empty parking lot...
You know now how much I care about you. You know that sometimes I can't take what you say seriously. I know you've never had that conversation with anyone before. I know that I should really ask you questions I have and let you know what annoys me, because talking about it has made things a lot better. I know you're not as mature as I thought, and that it's gonna take a whole lot of effort to open you up more. We have also both concluded we are not getting drunk together ever again, haha.

We still undoubtedly have a long way to go. But the fact that we had this talk... makes me feel a little more comfortable, confident. I sincerely hope this sticks with us, that we keep it in mind.

I still don't know whether or not I want you to be my boyfriend. But I have more to consider it upon now, and I will decide sooner or later. If you stick around for it long enough, who knows.

So, thanksgiving...

I guess you're one of the things I have to be thankful for.
I know lots of girls wish they had something like this. A guy who drives back to your house to talk about what's wrong, a guy who tells you you're very very beautiful and he loves you very very much, a guy who tries hard to let you into his heart when you want him to, a guy that tells you he's so happy when he's with you because of your "crazy laugh"...
thanks for that, Trev.

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To random jap guy on the bus:
I'M SUCH AN IDIOT why did I give you my number.. lmfao I am such a loser..... AHHHHHHHH
please don't call me tomorrow.. I don't want to go anywhere with you. =| I hope Kevin saying you got the wrong number made you realize I don't wanna talk to you. What an experience... hahahaha.

[*stephinika*]

is it silly that i miss you already?

[TheReasonWhy]

i know you hate us...but you don't need to give us THAT much homework to torture us

[*Programmer*]

To all cb'ers this might be my last message....

Im heading down to va beach within the next 3 hours.... spending the night down there and my court date... is at 9am the next morning....I want to thank everyone in cb...for participating and keeping this awsome forum alive...i prey for all of you....whatever you are going threw you can pull threw it... i believe in each and everyone of you...

goodbye...

[Winter]

Aww baby I'm so sorry I have to cancel tomorrow's date. Damn Mr. Jay. I don't know why I have to go to school tomorrow when it's still a holiday and there's really nothing to discuss. But we'll go out again sometime soon okay? I really wanna watch Skeleton Key and Land of the Dead with you. I'm already starting to miss you. Hearing your voice on the line is not enough. I just wanna be with you.

[*jooleeah*]

^
Awww. Have fun.

Kevin: What's going on?

[Rachel]

Why are we drifting apart even more? What happened to we will get through this? What is the matter with us?

Love should be enough, yet it isn't.

[PinkTrash]

Please, GROW UP. Im not trying to 'steal him away' or whatever you think. He's not yours to start with, we all only met a month again. You're a bit rushy on things, no?

[BrokenDream]

to _____:
gosh dang it. can you at least smile at me like you use to? it felt so good. you have no idea how it feels to see your smile. i'm sure you like it when i smile. we're on the same page. please, just say something funny to me so i can laugh with you. i don't know what's up, but please don't ignore me!

to _____:
you stupid "fsfjghg" get away from him. i have to freaking write a song and sing it to get rid of all this pain. i want to slap you. i really do. and maybe i will. sheesh. just get out of this class for crying out loud! we would all appericate it.


to _____:
aww, your so sweet. but just remember we are just friends.

[*jooleeah*]

: I love you, but sometimes you just annoy me. Sorry. ><

[redpeony]

Last night before our talk, when you first dropped me off, I went to my room and bawled, punched my pillow, swore to my best friend that I would kick your ass and that you were the biggest jerk ever. I was screaming at myself, asking why I was so stupid and put so much faith in you while my friends all told me to watch out.
I miss you so much right now =[
I miss last night... you coming back to see why I was mad, us telling each other our thoughts, standing on the street corner silently and hugging, you behind me kissing my neck through my hair, walking behind me with our fingers interlocked, our goodbye when you dropped me off...
you know what came to mind?
"I get mad so easy but you give me room to breathe
No matter what I say or do cause you're too good to fight about it"
Thanks for the respect.. but I want you now. Emotionally, mentally, physically, everything. All of you. How can I show you; how can I bring myself to know that I'm not putting too much hope into this.. going in with too high of expectations? Thinking we have more than we actually do?
I don't know... I am so confused... but I know that I can't be any less than this with you. I wouldn't be able to stand being just friends with you...
I wouldn't have let it get to me that much last night if I didn't care about you like this... I would have been stupid and just stopped caring, not asked you to come back. I've never felt this for anyone, and it's been this crazy since the beginning with you... yet I'm still here. I'm trusting you with my heart, so you better not hurt me.

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ARGGGGGGGGH you f**king annoying bitch
leave me alone.... I can take care of myself and do without your nagging 24/7 thank you very much. How do you expect me to open up and tell you about what's going on in my life when all I get from you is judgement about how I go out too much and don't spend enough time cleaning my room? f**k YOU

[xTINAA]

Dear Lauren (yummy_delight),
Where is this from? Or did you write it yourself?

Took things too far
And I don't deserve this... No, I don't deserve this.
You said that you'd be, you'd always be honest
Mean what you say, but you broke every promise
That you ever made, and I don't deserve this...

Anyway, I hope you feel better<3
-Me.

Dear You,
I don't know why I keep thinking of you, why I can't stop missing you or stop loving you, why you consume all my thoughts, why I still pray for you, why I cry every night about you...I don't know why. At homecoming I almost cried, my eyes started to water and I just had to leave. I couldn't be there and listen to that. I still miss you and wish I could be with you and I don't know why. I beat myself up over it. I hate feeling like this and I hate that I can't hate you for it. I still don't get it. Love should be enough. You must have lied. Ugh. Why am I still like this? Why do I still look to see if you're online? Why do I still look at your xanga? Why do I still listen to our songs? Why do I still hope it's you calling when I hear the phone ring? Why do I still have dreams about you? Why do I still care?? Especially when you just left me like that, broke my heart. It looks as if you've moved on, why haven't I?
-Me.

[Teesa]

To ____________ :
Pleaseeee stop flirting or whatever you're doing with me. It makes it that much harder to stop liking you. Sure, my "liking" for you is no where near as it was like a month ago, but I seriously thought I was done. Now it makes me uncomfortable that I get nervous when I'm around you. Why do you have to be so cute? Haha. Break up with her..

To ____________ :
Mmmm, you're cute. Yeah. See you next week.

--Teesa

[yummy_delight]

M1SSxCHR1SSY:
It's from a song called "Ready Aim Misfire" by New Year's Day.

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Icky Boy that Messed with Naomi:
You're lucky I don't know who you are, or I'd f*ck your ass up.

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____:
I saw you watching us today. If I'd made eye contact with you for longer than those 2 nanoseconds, I would have collapsed. I don't care if you're a year younger. I'm still strongly in like with you.

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We had a semi conversation today and I felt next to nothing. I guess I only love you on certain days.

[Looow]

You,
I don't want to go to homecoming with you. I do not like youu. Roarrr.

[Nugget]

Where the hell are you?

[*stephinika*]

hey you.
i love talking to you. i love seeing you. i love being with you. i love huggin you. i love kissing you. i love laughing with you. i love our jokes. i love our "condo". i love your smile. i love how you make me smile. i love your quirks. i love how you care so much for me. i love your little surprises. i love how i'm so important to you. i love how i can make you smile. i love making you happy. i love how you make me happy. i love holding your hand. i love how you hold my hand. i love how you nibble on my ear. i love your emails. i love your messages. i love seeing your number on caller id. i love seeing you down the hallway. i love how you sneak up behind me. i love how you whisper to me. i love your body. i love your personality. i love your sense of humour. i love your writing abilities. i love how you sing to me. i love how you sing only for me. i love your hair. i love your lips. i love how you can take my breath away. i love how you try to take my breath away. i love your funny faces. i love how you look me in the eyes. i love how you tell me the truth. i love our 'moments'. i love our talks. i love everything about you.
i love you.