trapped, i got bored one day Options

[xstab.my.heartx]

the sun is shining through the window
but i cannot see it
for my life is full of hate and dissappointment
the house feels like a jail
from which i cannot escape
i try too, constantly
but i cannot escape, i must not
but i cant help rebelling against the rules once in a while
no one can
but why is it that we must get punished for it?
why is it that we must suffer when we try to do our best?
why?
so many questions asked, but no one's answering,
for they ask me more than i ask them.
they interrogate me
try to change me
as if i am a criminal
but i'm a human being.
we all are.
im sorry i can't be perfect
no one can.
everyone has their flaws
some, more than others
the light fades, the hate overcomes me
the darkness prevails
never leaving


I am trapped.