Message To Anyone, Volume 11 Options

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
I went and dropped off flowers and a note at the place you died. It was incredibly sad. I miss you. I'm sorry this had to happen. I still can't believe it and I can't stop crying.
-Me.

[Looow]

Christina,
I'm really sorry about what happened. R.I.P.

You,
Please go away ..

[ANG33ZY]

^ helllllllllllaaaa jankyyy. lmao i love your username lo.




Anyways. I need to get over you quick or else. :(

[silver-rain]

Hey, I'm glad you came over today. I enjoyed today, I really did, even though we didn't do much, hah. I just really love being with you <3. And, I really liked it when you said that you didn't really notice all the pimples on my face, when it was the first thing I saw when I looked in the mirror. Today was really good and I can't wait till Friday.

Ack, I'm really confused about what's happening between us. Sometimes, you obviously ignore me, other times it seems iffy, and once in a while, we'll make eye contact. I know I shouldn't be thinking about you but I can't help it. Bleh.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

Wee, i like sitting next to you.


I have this empty feeling in my Heart mid & soul. Its like deep in my gut, the bottom of my stomach i have a lonelyness just aching. A deep longing waiting for something to relinquesh its desire. A void, echoing and revebrating hole inside me , only a boy could fulfill.

And yes i know, a boy doesnt mean all my problems will disolve, On the contrary sometimes i feel more self conscious and insecure. Is he looking at prettier girls ? Nicer, Funnier, Sexier, Alluring females. Would he like what im wearing, Does he think i look ugly in this, Does he think my spray smells good, am i emitting a funky stench. No, having a boyfriend doesnt mean my problems will melt away, vanish and be forgotten, of course not.

I just ... feel so unpretty. Im always witnessing my friends getting hollered at , getting numbers, holding hands, cupcaking and im just there. Awkward , sort of. But more of like an intrudence, upon something i should be out myself doing.

Heed my word, a boyfriend mos def will never make the world right. But it makes you feel pretty, sometimes. To know he liked You, [ & if ths case ] he asked You out, chose You. You You You, sometimes thats all i [we] want. To kno someone thinks of us in special way. As more of Bella, or my friend. As my girl, my one, the one i wanted. It brings us up and for a moment , all that exists is how wonderful you felt in that moment. As i said, repeated before, it doesnt make all the bad things go away. Just for that one moment, they are pushed aside and a wonderful feeling is pushed forth to feel. One that reaches from our minds to our toes our hearts to our soul & our outer & inner being.

Put simply, in Real talk for the slow minded kids out there that got they mouf open like whatchu saaay.

I want someone to love me, hold me, kiss me and Look at me like im the only one. Who i know has eyes for me, finds me beautiful in and out.

Who i can Gigg on hard , Act a foo & go dummy retarded on and he dont mind.
--- Sept 19 Mon. 7:27

[WindSorcerous]

I wish the people in this world would stop killing the Earth...

[Levy2k6]

i really need you in my life now.

[Looow]

^ helllllllllllaaaa jankyyy. lmao i love your username lo.

Thank you =) I quite like it too!

You,
AHHH. Just stop it stop confusing me. Ugh what are you freaking trying to do??

[dancingkait]

you are simply wonderful. ilu you make me feel so special! you're the only one who sincerely calls me beautiful. and i love that :) i hope you like surprises!

i hope you understand that i don't hate you. i just don't like you the way you like me. i still really want to be friends. can you deal with that?

all my girls and boys i love you all :)

[*suddenly she*]

"what would you think if i liked you?"
WHAT THE HECK DOES THAT MEAN, BOY?
you're driving me insane.

[KELLYYY]

No. Hell no.

[Looow]

You,
STOP flirting. God damn. I don't hdgsjag. god.

[*salcha*]

___, OMG you HYPOCRITE. I don't know, I don't think I'm jealous. But two months ago, you sent me a super long email "sally, im never getting a boyfriend, boys are icky and isoghjsoidfhsdofh". You were one of the people who had ALWAYS concentrated on your studies, so when you and justin told me that day...I was just completely freaked out. Today, you guys came up to me holding hands, made me sick to the stomach.
I think I need someone also :/

Coach,
You do not know how much I hate you and want you to get fired. Just...wow.
"Move your damn feet, sally"
NO, ONLY IF YOU USE YOUR DAMN HEAD.

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
I know you're angry. I know you're sad. I know you're hurt. I'm angry too. I'm sad too. I'm hurt too. Everyone is. I figured you would take your anger out on me. But see, I was so looking forward to talking to you. I was so looking forward to see you. I miss you so much. I want to be there for you. I was expecting you to take your anger out on me. And you did. About homecoming. We fought about it again and it's done and over with but we still fought about it. But now, you're truly angry with me. In your mind, I only want to see you and I only want to talk to you because Seho died but that's not the case. Yeah that gives me more of a reason to come see you but honestly, I just miss you. I just want to talk to you. I just want to see you. I know you're going through shit. Don't tell me I don't f**king know because I do. You're not the only one going through shit. Everyone is because of this and because of other things. You asked me why I wasn't talking. You asked me what was wrong. So I f**king told you. I was honest with you. I told you how much I was looking forward to talking to you and how let down I was that I finally was. Why? Because it was different. I know you're going through shit, I know that, I figured it wasn't going to be this happy wonderful conversation but for you to go and turn it around and put all the blame on me? What the heck? I know you're gonna take your anger out on me but seriously now, why would you say that I only want to see you because Seho died? You know that's not true. I know you're hurting. I'm trying to be there for you. Don't tell me I don't understand when you don't understand either. We shouldn't be fighting right now. I know you're angry. I understand that most of this is you taking your anger out on me but at the same time I honestly do know that I made you angry. That I made you pissed off and sad. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything. I'm always f**king sorry. I don't know what the hell to do. What am I supposed to do? I'm trying to be here for you and I don't know what other way to do it. Once again everything is my fault. I always do something to screw everything up. At school I do something wrong, at home I do something wrong, with friends I do something wrong, and with you I do something wrong. I'm always doing something wrong, never doing anything right. I'm sorry.
-Me.

[Winter]

Aww I'm sorry I've been mean. I'm just really stressed yanno. Exams and all. But I'm so glad we're sitting side by side in this exam. :)

[m&m]

i hate this feeling.

id rather hate, loathe, detest you 100% than be half hating, half missing/wanting you.

y is it, that wen ever i c u, i'd have this stoopid feeling that u wood notice me. i dont fudging care! T.T but unforutnatly thats a lie.

the thing is i dont hate you. i dont like you. but wtf? why do i miss u?

[misoshiru]

dear you,
that small conversation we had, completely brightened my day. it made me forget, for a slight moment, all of my troubles and worries. sometimes, i wonder to myself, how some one can make this happen. you may not know it, but you really are amazing. i know you...and the rest of the guys at our school are afraid of rejection. but yeah, like what our friend told me, in fact, you're probably the 'manliest' of all the guys at our school, even though you don't act it. i guess you can't tell that i feel this way. i remember all the ups and downs we had last year, that so many people thought we were going out....so many people still think that we're going out. how wrong they are. sometimes i think it's your fault. but, most of the time i think it's mine.
there's no way you'd like a girl like me. i'm just not your type.

[*Tainted Euphoria*]

Dear you, and you, and you, and you...

I feel forgotten and unloved. I try my best to keep you all close and updated, but maybe I should give up. There's no use for it anymore. I'm vapor.

I'm just sad that it's taken me this long to realize it..

[*jooleeah*]

My World History Teacher, Please stop giving me so much work. It's taking over my life.

Head, arms, legs, shoulders, and back....PLEASE stop aching.

J-- Why don't these "hangout days" occur to me anymore?

Oh yeah, I forgot. I'm just too f**king busy for you guys. Forgive me, I have no life because I study and do homework everyday. Even on the weekends, I go to classes, unlike you-- You skip them. Sorry for being such a nerd, and sorry for not being able to have a ride to anywhere. Sorry that I'm not really apart of your little "group" anymore. OH WAIT. But I am, right? That's what you and all the others say, right? Then why am not invited to places anymore? It makes me feel ditched.

K-- You f**king annoy me. Especially in the chats. STAY AWAY from me. I don't care that you're my "best friend". Your rude comments bother the hell out of me. f**k away and don't rant to me again. Because you have no reason to! You have a lot of things in life that any person would want to have. At least YOUR family member doesn't have cancer. Oh wait, I'm sorry, you would forget, since you already forgot about mine.

[*tweeak*]

Dear APUSH God,

Please make the test easy. I would sincerely appreciate it, since I'm being killed right now, thanks to that last test.

Thank you much

Katherine- YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY FOR DEATH CAB!!!

[Nicolatofu]

OK when I said get over her, that didn't mean start liking me. No.. just. no.

Eeep, I hope you still don't hate me

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

Your smile is so cute.
I like the way you talk to me. W/ a smile on your face that shows your dimples.

[xTINAA]

Dear you, and you, and you, and you...

I feel forgotten and unloved. I try my best to keep you all close and updated, but maybe I should give up. There's no use for it anymore. I'm vapor.

I'm just sad that it's taken me this long to realize it..

Aww I fear this might be to me. I'm sorry dear.


Dear You,
We finally broke up. Just wow. WOW. I don't even know what to say. I don't even want to say anything. You knew how I felt about you and you knew what was going on and whether or not you want to deny it or you want to make excuses that's your deal. I just don't know what to do anymore.
-Me.

EDIT

Dear You,
I can't stop crying. Why did we have to break up? I don't understand. Everything was going good. Then Seho died. And then we had to break up. YOu made all your stupid excuses. That's all they are. Excuses. None of it was the truth. Just excuses. You lied to me. We didn't get to do any of the stuff we said we were gonna do. We didn't get to do any of the things couples do. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry I made you angry. I'm sorry we got in that fight. I'm so sorry. I don't know what to do. I'm so done with everything. I'm sorry.
-Me.

This post has been edited by M1SSxCHR1SSY: Sep 21 2005, 11:09 AM

[redpeony]

Trev,

I want to be with you solely for the fact that I want to be with you...

not because i want a boyfriend
not because i need a special guy around in my life
not because i like to feel your arms around me
not because i know you treat me so well

all of that helps, but i really just want you.. raw, real, in full.

i want to know what makes you sad
i want to know what makes you smile
i want to know all your fears
your joys...

i don't know why i feel this way, but that's all i want. maybe i don't even want you to have the title of "boyfriend", if that means all we'll be is what they are. i just want you to share your life with me...

Can you show me?

I'm sick of shallow relationships that are solely based on initial physical attraction... I want, and expect more from us. That's why I don't want to commit until I get to know you better.

[*jooleeah*]

Naomi,
I hope that wasn't directed toward me. Of course I miss you. You are loved, dear. :]

K- Where is my deedee? :] <3