oh, how i wish... Options

[misz tery us]

i really wish that i could just bump into my first bf and just strike up a conversation. i really felt that we woulda been the greatest together, i mean, he liked me + i liked him but the only problem was "sex"...i didn't want to give it up to him. but i really want to know how he feels about me now...he only lives 2 blocks from me...i wish i could just bump into him....he prolly doesn't even think about me...but i do...it's been...3 years since we broke up. + we broke up gently...there's always a minute of my life that i think of him...but my current bf has no clue...(of course)...



but it's over, it's the past...it's done...nothing i can do...=T..but i really wish i could just bump into him...we really had something special......

just a rambling...whatchu think?

[*mzkandi*]

I suggest you move on.

[technicolour]

You sound like someone who is too attached to the past and not worried about the future.

give it up.
move on.
find out how someone else feels about you.

[ching-a-ling44]

im new and like dont know anybody

[Levy2k6]

^ wow... spam.

on topic.. maybe u should BUMP into him and see if u can get a conversation going.. it might work.

[misz tery us]

i know i can't get rid of my past...my current man now even cleaned up my room + found a whole bunch of pictures of my exes + cut them up...on the outside, i just laughed...but on the inside i was thinking "wow...the memories..."

+i've tried "bumping" into him "accidentally" but it just never works...it's never just me + him...=x i guess i really can't just move on...i am way too attached to the past...plus, he was my "first"...

that random spam was funny =P how does someone just drop by like that? =P

[ching-a-ling44]

dont be hatin

[Levy2k6]

^^ like that. lol

i would just think of the memories and thats it.. the best thing to do is find someone and fall in love. like something out of the notebook..

maybe its not over yet?

[ching-a-ling44]

i know the first verse to pimpin all over the world

[misz tery us]

ching-a-ling aiint stopping lols hello dear =)

anyways...if i had one more chance to be with him, i would definetly take it. he was next to perfect. (nobody's perfect) but i am in some level of love with my man now. he's very different from any guy i've met and interesting.

i guess it's cuz that other guy was my first ever. +his mom adored me. +he's the only one that has ever went away with me somewhere (we went to the poconoes (spelling?) ) + i did my first intimate things with him (except sex)...also, whenever i smelt his scent on someone else (hugo boss cologne) i automatically think of him....

[technicolour]

Ok...

so you want another chance?


Then make it happen, silly!

Something small..but can make the world of difference..

[misz tery us]

but how can i make it happen? i would never be able to get that second chance =T im sorry, this is such a dumb topic...all my topics would prolly just be dumb =T excuse me.

i guess im spilling out my heart =T thanks for the comments guys, i really appreciate it =) i have another topic opening soon...it's something i dear not to even think about it...but i must let it out =x

[technicolour]

No no..this isn't a dumb topic. I've seen dumb and this isn't it.

Well. I dont really know much about him. I think a casual bump. Like go for a walk, or something around the 'hood. Do something casual that he won't get suspicious..cause, yes, guys get suspicious. unfortunately.

[misz tery us]

haha it would DEFINETLY be suspicious cuz i NEVER go around that area =T he definetly know im up to something...haha

[silver-rain]

Hmm, I'm kinda like you, in the respect that I want to see my ex again and just talk to him and be friends. But, whenever I see him at school, he always ignores me... Meh.
But hmm, do you two go to the same school? If so, then why not try to talk to him there. Otherwise, is it correct of me to assume that you two aren't friends or don't talk at all? Well, why not be bold and just call him up and tell him that you want to be friends again or something like that? Or, just hang around his neighborhood, and if he wants to know why you're around, why not say that you wanted to see him again see how he was or something similar?
Good luck.

[pinayprincess]

sammmmmmmmme

i mean he might of been a jerk to me... but i knew he always cared [in some way]

[whomps]

Obviously you still like the guy...
What you seriously need to do is think whether you'd give up your current boyfriend for your ex. Because right now, if your ex found it.. it'd SUCK to be him.

[misz tery us]

yea, we aren't friends, before we broke up (cuz we kinda planned it...it's sad...counting the days til we broke up) i asked him if we could still be friends...and he told me "of course"...but it was just too weird to become friends with a guy you've dated...esp your first. my cousins live across the street from me and they still talk to him. i think...they invited him over (2 years ago) to my backyard pool but my bf at that time was with me so i didn't do anything. when my cousin asked if i could go with him to pick up my ex, i said yes right away...but when we were faced to face...he totally ignored me and i did the same...ah...we don't go to school together....i think he's probably 18 or 19 by now...

also...i don't know if my ex still likes me, i KNOW i still have feelings for him...so i don't know if i should leave my current for my past...

[shortiiex]

you just have to move on, just "bump" into him and make a conversation...as friends...and ask to hang out again like the old times

[*takingbacksandy*]

i'm sorry to hear but question,

did it not work out because you did not want to give up your virginity to him? because if that was it then, seriously he is not worth bawling over. he might of sugarcoated his words, bought you gifts and treated you like a guy never has but if he did all those things in attempt to get in your pants.. he is not the one.

what are you going to do if you actually bump into him? try to befriend him again? just let him go. it takes time to heal..

[*mzkandi*]

dont be hatin

Do not spam the thread. If you have nothing to say, dont post. This is your verbal warning.

[latinprep12]

well i feel bad for you..not in a bad way, but i know how you feel and thats the worse feeling ever...being attached to old relationships...well if i was you...do something fun and interactive with a friend like go on a double blind date or go clubbing and bump into someone you like...or a study hall somewhere....try and move on...i know its hard as heck because im going threw what you are right now

[misz tery us]

wow, i love all your comments. makes me feel better. wells, i guess that he did do those nice things to get into my pants but, if i did give it up to him, i wonder wat would've happened...i mean, he was my first guy...and he was a great guy...when my current man ripped up me picture with my ex in front of me, i couldn't stop thinking about the time i spent with that guy...he was just so special...but between my first and my current...there were other guys that i tried to replace my first...none of them were the same...

ionos...

[latinprep12]

well thats mean about the picture...because thats good memories that you had...but yeah im sorry about the things your going threw...but if i was you...try as hard as possible to feel better and date again

[misz tery us]

well...i do have a boyfriend now...it's just that i miss my ex...i could date guys but my ex was very special to me...i mean...i dunno how much i could say it...but...he was my first...=T it's just...ionos...