The Perks of Being a La(w)n, My First Kiss Options

[RavedandConfused]

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The Perks of Being a Wallflower
By Stephen Chbosky

June 10, 2000

Dear friend,

Do you know what "kissing" is? I think you probably do because you are older than me. But just in case, I will tell you. Kissing is when you touch your lips against another girl's lips. Wow!

I thought that in those movies and television shows when they talk about having a cigarette break that they should have a kissing break. But then again, I think this would decrease productivity.

I'm only being cute here. I don't really mean it. I just wanted to make you smile. I meant the "wow" though.

Earlier this week my friend Karla asked me to go with her to Universal Studios. I had such a good time! My favorite ride was Back to the Future. Feeling the heat on my face was such a great feeling. All the other rides were ok but I think I like Magic Mountain more.

Well after we left we decided to go watch a movie. We both sat down in the movie theater and then Karla leans over and looks at me.

"So do you want me to kiss you now or kiss you later?"

I was so shocked. I couldn't tell if she was joking or actually meant it.

"Surprise me," I said.

"Ok"

"I'm sorry I need to go to the bathroom."

I wasn't sure what to do I never kissed a girl before. I always had this image of me kissing a girl on her front porch after our third date. Me slowly going in and kissing her on the lips while holding her neck. But here I was at the movies with a girl on our first date and SHE asked me for a kiss. What a dilemma. Well I mustered up the courage to head back to the movie and sat down.

Suddenly, out of the corner of my eye I see her head coming at me. Ahhhhh!!!! I brace myself for the worst and she goes in for the kill. I remember thinking to myself Oh my god she's kissing me.......wait this feels good.....wait this feels wet.....wait that's her tounge.

I don't remember much of the movie but this has to be one of the best times I've ever had at a theater.

Afterwards, on the way back to her house we talked about the kisses and I let her know that it was my first time. She was surprised at first and told me she thought I was good. That made me happy.

During the ride home I called all my friends to tell them what happened and how come they didn't tell me kissing was so cool. One friend even brought a bigger smile to my face "Lan, if you like kissing this much, imagine what sex is like."

Love always,
Lan