Createblog diary., version 2 Options

[ANG33ZY]

Dear CB Diary,

I'm bored. I'm waiting for clothes to dry so I could get off the computer. lol bye.

[*Azarel*]

Dear createBlog diary,

I realized today that I demand too much of everyone. Their "best" is never good enough for me; it never has been. I always feel so unfulfilled, really I do. I hate the way it feels too, always being disappointed and let down. But I can't help it. I don't know how to change. I always give so much of myself and never receive enough from others in return, and it hurts. A lot.

I realized today that it'll won't work, and I actually accepted it. I'm too needy and clingy. I'm too scared and too emotional. I'm too involved and weak. I'm unstable. My heart's already broken. I knew it wouldn't last. I don't understand why I tried. I should've learned.

Things have changed between us. I'm not sure what it is or why it happened to be that way, but they've changed. And it's painful. I should know better than to lean on other people. It's my life and apparently I still need to learn to live for myself. I've been single for almost half a year. Why am I still so dependant on other people? That's a question that only I can answer. It's an answer that has eluded me. I'm still searching. And I'm not getting anywhere.

-Me.

[inthemudhole]

Hi again.
So far my day's been okay.
Learned 6 more notes on my guitar, so I'm content enough.
I mean, yeah. I want to rock out on it, but I know these things take a lot of time.. even with experience.. which I do have. I'm not bragging, but I've been doing stuff with music for about 6, 7 years or so?

I'm so determined to just.. get to the point of ROCKING OUT on my guitar. =) I'm going to be in a band someday.. you'll all see! XD

Yeah, I'm actually in a pretty good mood for once. :]
This guitar has made me happy. :D

Anyway. I think I'll go before my giddyness annoys everyone.
Bye.

-Brie

[Nicolatofu]

yo, yo yo, createblog di-ah-wee


well i am soo bored right now...just trying to pass time by...i didn't do my 65 sit ups today darn i was doing so good! i wanna eventually work my way up too 100 a day! but i will never be able to do that if i don't stay faithful! just got done eating a slim jim....me n my mom went shopping....which wasn't really a goodt hing....i got-
`a new pair of pink n black reeboks=$65
`sunglasses=$12
`pink top=$15
`black buckle purse=$16
`dark brown round buckle purse=$14
gosh...not counting what my mom got for her...i spent all my christmas money this weekend. yikes...i need to get a babysitting job this weekend...i saw this really cute pair of pants- listen to me! i'm a shopoholic

<333NICOLE

[*Azarel*]

Dear createBlog diary,

I can't take this anymore. Why not, though? I should be able to pull through. But I just can't. It hurts.

-Me.

[ANG33ZY]

Dear CB Diary,

I had a boring day. I woke up at 330 PM. I played some Need For Speed Underground 2. Ate chimichanga, ate chocolate, drank orange juice. And now i'm on here. I should start on my reading, but i don't wanna. bye.

[PinkTrash]

Dear CB diary..

Wow this is tough. holidays- and he told me we should just be friends. I dont get it, really sad ;[

[audory]

Dear cB diary,

Yesterday was fun. I hope I can meet up with him again. Maybe we can go see a movie tomorrow. It's our one month. But she's going to the movies. Should I still ask him to come?


always,
Audrey

[inthemudhole]

I'm looking at Joey Jordison pictures.
He's so.. hot.

Yeah. So that was the highlight of my day.

Shit.
Shit.
Shit. >_>
[koff]

I'm never going to learn how to play this damn guitar..

[jambaJUICE]

Dear CB diary,

i forgot about you.
how have you been?

-Stephanie

[Nicolatofu]

Dear createblog diary:

okay, i know, i know, i just worte in you like...2 days ago! gosh, i know i'm such a bother! well if you'd just let me expla- fine then be that way. I was just gonna say how sexy you are but you can foget that now.


Nicole

[Teesa]

Dear CB diary,
Winter break is almost over and I have so much work to do still! I am really worried I'm not going to finish it all..
teesa

[bobbster]

Dear Diary,

I want to become a Jewish mophead.

--bobbster

[*Kathleen*]

Dear Diary,
I want a llama.
-Kathleen

[PinkTrash]

I want a llama too =[

Dear cbdaksf,

Boring day today.. listening to some music, Computer is still screwed up >=[ hate it. Well, last night went over to Phils, dinner and what not with za familyy. lalala. josiee finally came online today =] yaya.

[XxXAnimeLuvahXxX]

Dear Thread,

I don't like telling you stuff. It doesn't feel comfortable. Well who cares. Anyways today I sat on my chair.. stared at the screen, and then went shopping. Weird stuff happens today. I bought some strawberry flavored Daquiri, or however you spell it, and it was wine. I drank it last year and immediately fell in love with it XD But my sis says i'm not supposed to drink it.. but I guess now my mom and sister doesn't care if I drink it or not.. is it alright for me to drink it, even though I'm 11 years old? O____o

XOXOXO Thread,

Shinitii... <----- (my name. Either that's my real name.. or I forgot my name and just typed any random name that happens to pop up in my mind..)

[inthemudhole]

Hi again, you diary thing.

Er.
Yeah.
So.. it's New Year's Eve, and I'm sick as a dog.
As a d4wg, I say.
It's so cold out, and I just spent 2 1/2 hours out there.
It's zero degrees with a lot of wind.
Frostbite = t3h suck, does it not?

Anyway.
So I'm watching The Blair Witch Project.. again.
Surprisingly enough, it's a good movie.

I actually wouldn't mind if I died right now.

School's on Monday.
-___________-

[*stephinika*]

dear cb diary...

today was actually a pretty good day. i'm actually feeling happy today. what a rare feeling...but yeah. thanks for everything today, i had an awesome time.

and even though i have screwed up and mixed up feelings right now, i still love you.

[Nicolatofu]

cb diary

tomorrow, it's going back to school. poo. all new classes, with new people. i'm exhausted. i'm gonna be a bum today on my last day of winter break.

<3333 Nicole

[*Solipsist*]

Hey,
I don't want to go back to school. Really, I don't....stupid school. It's not like anything's going to happen. I shouldn't even go. It's half-day anyway. Hmmm... maybe I can miss the bus. Rar.
So yep, that picture of that girl above this post is pretty mmkay. What's up with the flower though? Maybe she's hawaiian. Wait, but her SN says otherwise. Well, I'll just assume that it magically sprouted from insde her skull. *nods*
Well, okay.
I want money for my birthday....lots of it.

- Solipsist

[*Kathleen*]

Dear Die-ary,
I thought diaries were private. What ever happened to that concept? Anywho, life sucks major arse. Do you not agree? My life sucks major arse in general. *Shoots self*
-Kathleen

[faithin_felix]

dear diary,

long time no createblogging....well i'm bored came to see the new layout here. =-)

Felix

[inthemudhole]

Hi.

Ugh.. school.. tomorrow. ><
I went to a movie with Zena today.
Yeah. Took some pictures.
It was okay, but because of that the day went by quickly and I didn't have any time to write my damn paper. ;o

School.. </3
Nooo. ><

Ugh.
I just.
Ugh.
Yeah..
I'm running out of things to say.
I'm sure the phrase "life sucks" has been used many times in this here thread, and I know I've said it myself before.. so I'm not going to do that.

Bye.

[crazeegirl411]

Dear createBlog,
It's almost 12AM and I'm not asleep for school tomorrow! I'm going to die tomorrow, and the rest of the week, actually. I still have the two projects I never did do over the break. I'm stressing over what I created for myself, I deserve no self-pity. This winter break was productive up until the second week came around. I thought all was going well until suddenly, I get sick. I needed to clean my room, I had no urge to finish my projects, I did nothing at all. Not even writing anything, reading anything. I feel like from now to then, I am feigning my happiness, hyperness, whatever. I no longer do ANY of my hobbies, though I did read five books. "GEEK!" yelled my sister's friend.

[weirdness]

dear cB diary;
school today >< ewwers
im procrastinating right now
sigh and my new year resolution was to procrastinate less
im an el freako
i heart the pillows
im listening to them right now ^-^
need to finish trigun
ramble ramble ramble
blah blah blah
el boringo day

-nancy