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[Wishful Thinking]

okay okay. there's this guy i like. i think i like him a whole lot, but it's not deep as love. love is like way too deep. so i know i'm not in love. i might be obsessed since i named things after him. x_x i gotta stop doing that. anyways, he doesn't know i like him. and, i like talking to him, but it's hard. yes, sure, he's on msn a lot, but i don't know why, it's just hard to talk to him. i mean, i don't know what to say on the internet to him. x_x it's easier to talk to him in real life, like at school. but then, i rarely see him anymore. i used to see him, because he always sat down infront of his locker. he used to do his homework at lunch infront of his locker. =.=" he likes to finish his homework to play games at home. =.=""" don't insult him please. anyways, he doesn't anymore, because i kind of complained to him, why he didn't hang out with his friends.. because he has a lot of friends... now he hangs out with a lot of people... and he's never there anymore. i never see him, or even get to talk to him. in some classes, sort of. he says a few things to me... but i don't know why... i feel sad. i don't really understand my problem... do you understand? x_x because i'm sort of confused...