suicide, i think it's come to this Options

[Just_Dream]

Wow... it seems like you've been cursed or something.. I don't mean that offensively. It's sad that your step father would threaten you and treat you horribly. And about your mother... I hope she does feel better.

I really wish I could find some way to cheer you up... Does it seem like nothing ever goes right? That for every good things that comes along, it's followed by 10 bad things? or maybe even 100 bad things? I just hope you dont' commit suicide.. You maybe think your life isn't worth living, but remember that there are people out there who care about you and your deap would leave an everlasting effect upon them. Your mother probably does love you, and if you died, she might get more sicker and be hurt. Even though they think thinks are wrong, I think deep down your mother does love you. And your stepfather, I don't even know what to say about him because he seems like an a-hole from what I've read. And it's stupid that he would accuse you of such things. Just remember that you're better than those who do crack at school. You don't want to be a druggie. You also are doing good in school since you actually understand the stuff, but don't pay attention. Haha I know a selected few who actually are able to pull that off nand get good grades yet they dont' pay attention.

And I agree with Jr0h. Be thankful that you at least have a family and have a better life than others. And just try to talk to someone about it.. if not, then maybe talk to a counselor. But remember that once you hit college, you can be on and lead the life you want to. I hope everything does turn out for the better. I really don't have anything inspirational to say at all.. Just hope for the better. And have a very merry xmas too ;x

Just remember that things are not what they appear to be... there's always a chance that things could change.. just hope for the best and try to deal with it.. If you can't, you can always call social services.. although i dont' reccommend it unless your stepdad threatens you enough that it would hurt you emotionally or he physically harms you. And try to talk to your grandmother.. Why wont' she accept you? And why haven't you seen your father for 2 years? :/ This Christmas doesn't seem to be going well..

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sorry if these questions are a little too personal. Don't feel obligated to answer my questions.

[FLIPxADDICTION]

please don't suicide. many people care about you and wouldn't want to see you die like that!

just earlier. my friend said he was going to suicide because he thought his gf was cheating on her. i never seen him online at all today and he's always almost on 24/7.

[angel-roh]

o damn... wow your life... danng... i never heard such a miserable story O____O;;; your family actually blames on you saying that you're killing your MOM?! whoa hmm don't suicide...suicide is bad. maybe in the future, your life will get better?? we all dont know what's our purpose in our lives...so what you should do is....


try to move in with your friends for few months...try to find a work that can pay your rent. try to live with your friends and get away from your family. that's what you need right now. my friends ehh yeah my friends are actually going through the same problems as you, so what they did was...move in with their roomates and try to work things out. there are many people who are stressing while living with their parents cause parents don't really understand their kid. and when it's their fault, they always blame on their own kid because they dont want to think adults lose. so yeah... so just basically what im saying is that.... just move in, find a good job that can pay your rent, and be happy with your life. start a new life on your own. after all this happened, forget the past. well you can meet your parents whenever you want to... it's your choice. but if you don't want to, that's fine cause few of my friends is not going back to their parents at all... cause their parents are like drug addictive and is also a whore....so she rather live with her friends who doesnt do all of those crap. so yeah.... dont risk your life with them if they are treating you like that. so yeah...good luck

[aznxdreamer]

just fix everything, even if it takes a long time and seems impossible. you never know whats gonna happen in life.

[*mona lisa*]

suicide is never the answer to anything. i suggest you talk to you family. first your mom, tell her how you feel and you're problems and why they think wrongly of you and tell the truth. then talk to your stepdad calmly. getting mad will make it worse. if they don't listen, then talk to a counselor at your school. no one can blame you for anything because at least you tried.

[heyyfrankie]

don't kill youself!

even though they are your parents, you may just have to forget about them. just don't worry about them and then once you turn 18, you can move far, far away from them and never look back. You were brought into this world for some reason or another. Suicide is not the way. there are so many things that you haven't done! Don't do it!

more flowers for you ----------//---------->

[shortvi3tlaydee]

noo dont kill yourself dont worry life will get better try moving in with old friends and dont do crack at your new school then your really gonna die! omg i feel so bad for you i really hope your life gets a lot better real soon good luck

[KissMe2408]

i know ur pain, i was suicidal once, but please don't hurt yourself, trust me u'll regret it later on. You need to find some help. belive me, it gets better then this :) and it's good that you posted this topic because atleast ur putting your feelings out there

[*tyedyefroggy*]

Suicide is NEVER a solution to ANY problem, even if the situation seems life threatning. DO NOT kill yourself just because the road seems to rough to drive on. It will soon smooth out just intime for you and your brand new car to go pick up some friends. Dont feel bad, you just need to get used to the situation at your school, figure out how to make new friends, and just stick in there. Dont give up! Keep trying, maybe your new school doesnt have the classes or sports you need for college, you can make adjustments. Always remember that the people in cB are here for you!!

[jennyjenny]

Seriously, if you hate your parents this much, you should tell an abuse counselor? idk. but i mean, you should tell someone about this.

[the_mole]

suicide is not the answer...i have many friends that wanted to...and i made them realize that, that is just not the answer...i have thought about it to..but i know if i go away...alot of people will miss me...and the same goes for you...you probly have made alot of changes in other peoples lives...things will change for the better...and if they dont...get a job...and move out...thats what im doing...no one wants to lose you...

Kathy<33

[x3_bangbang]

I don't think suicide is being weak. I think sometimes you get into such ruts in your life that maybe there seems to be no way out. Or, with some people, suicide is a way to make other people's life better. You have to be strong to think about suicide. A weak person can't honestly think about leaving this world forever.

I'm against suicide, but I don't think it's being weak. I've been there. You just have to keep in mind that things will get better. You just have to hang in there and make the best of what you can.

<3<3

[omerc139]

Suicide is not the answer, trust me I contemplated commiting suicide many times since I was 7. I used to stand and look down from my window and plan the perfect way to jump so I'd kill myself upon impact. Trust me there's always a better solution.

[mzteriouzme007]

*agree with tony*

[ikayto]

Alright, if you're reading this then you've probably skimmed through most of the posts saying not to do it.

don't do it

I know you feel that everything in your life is overwhelming, i under stand that. You just need to take these problems one at a tiem and try to solve them.

I really think that all of you're problems can be solved if you moved away from that area. Since your grandma doesnt like you, i suggest plead to her your story and maybe she'll let you stay.

P.S: As time progresses on things usually lighten up.

P.S.S: Scroll up to Just_Dream's post; i believe that's the best response so far.

Be strong man, dont let shit in your life control you.

[strice]

whatever floats your boat. being dead sounds kinda boring to me.

[Xerohedra]

Ey dude. That really isnt an easy way out. I mean what if they really do care about you? What if they have the wrong idea about you? You should talk to them. If they still dont do anything you should talk to a counselor or notify the authorities.

[lilteardrop]

wow that totally sucks. i thinkits absolutely ridiculous that its your fault. i think a counselor [sp?] would really help. but i dunno. goodluckk with everything.

[INSOMNIA]

OMG DON'T DO IT

dON'T KILL YOUR SELF BECAUSE OF FOUR REASONS

1. IT REALLY HURTS, MY MOST PAINFUL SELF INFLICTED WOUND IS WHEN I KICKED A ROCK BY ACCIDENT.

2. BECAUSE YOUR MOM REALLY CARES ABOUT YOU AND WILL GET SAD.

3. YOU GIVE UP AND LET LIFE BEAT YOU.

4. YOU CAN STILL MAKE YOUR LIFE BETTER.

SO DON'T DO IT.

P.S. DON'T LISTEN TO IKAYTO'S SIG.

[Shattered_Hope]

suicide is a shortcut to your solutions...it's an easy way out..don't give up or give in..just try harder and maybe life will become better for you. =) good luck.

[audory]

cB loves you! don't do it.