suicide, i think it's come to this Options

[Harmony]

well yeah the title explaines it all. yeha i have been having a whole lot of problems. my mom thinks im on drugs my step dad thinks so to so they all ways search my room. i think they put a camera some where in it but im not sure. my parents moved me away from all my friends because they thought they were a bad infuelence on me. i lost the one thing that kept me happy. i can't play basketball or volleyball any more cause my new school doesn't have those sports. my mom wouldn't let me play football cause she thinks im gonna get hurt. i don't fit in at the school im at now because it's like if u don't do crack then you're an out cast. and i don't do drugs and never had cause it tore my familly apart. i was once really popular and had a lot of friends that were at my old school. im slowly loosing the friends i had at my old school. my parents are always yelling at me. my teachers at school all think i cheat because i do really good in their class but don't pay attention. but i do good because this school sucks academically. the one girl that i do love hates me now. i get into a lot of fights now because i get so stressed. it seems like my familly hates me. my grandma wont let me move in with her but she lets my older sister move in with her because my grandma doesn't like me. and if i did move in with her all this would change and i would be happy. but yeah i don't think it's gonna happen. no one really cares about me any more, and i really don't have any reason to live any more. i can't do wat i wanted to do in life cause the school i goto doesn't have the courses that i have to take to get into the college i want to. i haven't seen my dad in like 2 years. my step dad is always threatening me. and my mom is starting to get really sick and my familly blames it on me saying that im killing her because they don't like me at all and it really doesn't help. and i just don't know wat to do any more. my life has just been going down hill for a long time and i have been thinking about this for a long time. so i just don't know wat to do.

[XaZnX07]

omg dont do this its not a way out it s just stupid i mean if you do kill your self you are saying you are week and that you let this beat you, you have to be stronger then that and once you have over come this you willl become a stronger person just please what ever you do dont kill your self if you need to talk please please aim me at xaznx07 please do i wana help you
take cares
.:tony:.

and you say no one cares well if i am willing to help you i care

[lovescream]

i have problems too
and once i have gone through the edge of almost commiting suicide but my friends stopped me. eventually you will learn the meaning of life when you get older. things at your age and my age will be difficult, but if you get through it all, you will be rewarded.
but overall, i'm just saying dont kill yourself because of problems. you'll learn you solve them. I learned to ignore them, but I still have problems with friends and family and I still feel suicidal, but I have learned that I live because people love me.
And I love them back.. maybe.

[Nicolatofu]

please do not hurt yourself. no matter how hard life gets, taking your life away isn't the answer. you are going through a lot, but if things couldn't get any worse, then things can only get better from there, then right? i wish i could help you, or at least be there for you, but trust me things will pull through.
I've been through awful situations like that, but now i look back, and i'm glad i never did anything to jepordize my life, because i would've missed out on the life i have now. So, please, don't think like that. Things are hard right now i know, but remember all of us here at cb are there for you

[xxruinedsoulxx]

yeah. they're right. killing yourself is not the answer to your problems. sometimes, i feel like killing myself too but i figured that others might get hurt if i do that. i've been to terrible situations too but i don't let it ruin my life. many people have more and bigger problems than you. so you have to feel lucky. maybe sometime in the future, life for you will be even better! cheer up!

[sweetdreamsx3]

Suicide seriously isn't the problem to anything. Like Tony said, it only shows that you're weak and I'm sure you're stronger than that. You used to make good grades and all. Why don't you show your parents and stuff that side of your personality? Don't let their negative comments get to you.

[pAtRiCk_sTar]

yeah, just hang in there, i mean think of all the things you haven't done yet, somehow you can and will pull through. if you really think of it, suicide is like a permanent solution to some temporary problems. like i said, you'll pass all this, and so will your problems

[kellyannie]

dont let it beat you it should be the other way around, things will get better if you try.. everybody has their own problems but suicide WONT solve it, you will hurt all the people around you even if it seems like they don't care, and remember we all care about you here

[D1SMANTLED]

is suicide some sort of new trend or something??? its pissing me off.

anywho... dont think you should do something permanent (suicide) for only a temporary hurt.

i'm sorry i couldnt be much of a help, but its just words of hope.

[Gypsy Eyes]

I know that people constantly telling you its stupid, the weak way out and pathetic, doesn't help. I've been in your shoes. So I am not going to lecture, Just offering an ear if you ever need someone to listen or talk to. I'm always here. You can PM me here, or aim-behind0blue0eyez.

Just please, try to stick through with it. You never know when something good is going to come up and suprise you. I promise you, something good always happens. Again if you ever need anyone to talk to I'm always here

[ANG33ZY]

Don't. Suicide is the permanent solution to a temporary solution. Keep your head up kay.

[sm0kinm0nky]

i know how you feel man. i feel the same. well this is life, and life is hard we have to get used to it, things cant always happen they way we want it. sucide is definely not the answer. guarenteed hyour parents are gona cry and suffer if you do. no ofense but if you kill yourself then you a coward case you cant deal with ilfe. im sure everyone is gona feel like you soemtime in their lifetime, but this is how life is. cant always be your way. try talking to your parents, tell them how you feel. like my parents cant accept the fact that im 13 and i can live my life the way i want, they think of me as a kindergartener. well just go to your parents and tell them its time i do things my way and you cant understand me thats your probelm cuase im a man now and ihav e the right to do what make sme happy. well just think about this when you wanna kill yrou self.. theres always some kid nit he world that is feeling worse than you. i mean cmon at least you ahve a family to go home to right? what about those kids on the streets, like ihave a friend whos dad got in a car crash and his mom is a alchoholic and beats him ilke everday. so dont kill youself not worth it mean. this is wat life is about.. its hard we all know it. sucide isnt the answer

[xbr0kensmil3]

just hang on. you've got your whole life ahead of you. you're going to be missing out on a lot of good stuff. just stick through this. be strong and one day your family and friends will thank you.

[JlIaTMK]

suicide is not for the weak
suicide is for the people that have stressed and stressed

i dont think its the answer though
ive been through this process, and i understand every bit of what you feel
i think you should discuss this with your mother, 1 to 1, and don't get defensive
try to make it a calm conversation about everything you just told us, i think that should help :)

you could always im me for support
remember, i understand what you've been through
my sn for aim is Jliatmk

[Counting]

Listen. Just because this kind of stuff happens, doesn't mean you have to end your life to make it stop. That's dumb. If you need to talk, IM me at whack3d, but I say you should just look to the future, [college] and pick a place far, far away from home.

[Wishful Thinking]

i'm sorry... life gets better trust me.. okay, so maybe sometimes it doesn't get better.. x_x i almost suicided before.. i was sad... over what i can't remember.. yeah, i have a short-term memory.. see.. i was on the roof of my house.. getting ready to jump.. but first i thought, 'would anyone miss me?' and my answer was, 'no.' i wasn't going to be missed, so why bother living? then... i thought back, 'would I miss anyone or anything?' and i realized, i'd miss a lot of things... like chocolate, candy, the way the air smells when i wake up... the way my cat meows for food... so trust me, don't suicide. it won't help. and if you did suicide, people that knew you and people that didn't would feel really bad. they'd feel like it's their own fault. just hang on... there was this poem i read once... this woman was blind, she had a son, but she was really poor. she was still climbing this bare, dirty stairway to be sucessful, she was doing it for her son. yet, other people were climbing the crystal stairway. their life was easy. hers was not, yet she was still hanging in. hang in like her. if she could do it, so could you =)

[sammi rules you]

i attempted suicide when i was 12, don't. it's not pretty, and it's not fun, and believe it or not, SOMEONE in your life will be hurt by it.

zoloft, man. dooo it.

[Euphoria Rose]

I hope you know that suicide isn't an answer to any solution. It is just another way to hurt other people, not physically though. I read what you wrote and you say that no one cares about you. Look around you, everyone on Createblog cares about you. So why hurt us when you hav so many friends here. I'm sure one of us will befriend you and help you through. Just don't resort to suicide.

[Harmony]

well i've tried talking to my mom about this but she just looks at me and says she's gonna but me in a mental institution soon. and yeah there are things that are holding me back from doing this. i still have some people that are around me that care for me but they are slowly drifting away. and i can see that u all care for me and that does help me a lot. thanks

[jr0h]

you better not kill yourself. one thing you have to keep in mind is. at least be thankful your life isnt worse as the others. cuz there is a lot of people's lives that are a whole lot worse. the most important thing you should know there is ALWAYS a purpose to this. think hard and realize that there'll be an outcome to this. it wont last forever. it'll eventually get better in a way and you'll later realize that this one of your big problems that you overcome and later you might laugh about it. seriously dont do anything. dont even cut yurself or drug yurself. just be yourself. and again..there is a purpose to this as God says. whether youre religious or not. be cool with it.

[sunissed14127]

dont commit sucide, please. if you truly care about your family, you wont because that will make your family feel worse than they do now. what i suggest, is maybe a pshycologist? they can help you sort out your problems, and maybe help your familt get back on track.

[inthemudhole]

[quote] is suicide some sort of new trend or something??? its pissing me off.[/quote
Same here..

Anyway.
I don't suggest you follow through, although I doubt the opinions from an online community forum will have a big affect on your decision.

If you need to talk, to ahead and IM me. I have no problem with that.
My screenname:: InTheMudHole.

[sandy_lumpy_shor...]

wow. i dont know exactly how you feeling but i have thought aobu truning away from home alot. you should give up because you are very fortuate.i mena i know where your cmoming at wiht your parents. my mom thinks i'll get pregnat and she calls me and slut and in the end i hate it causei knwo it'll never happen but she just cares. and i'm srry cheer up

[sweetxsimplicity]

aww..suicide isn't an easy way out.
you should go to your counselor, or call a teen hotline or something, maybe they'll help you deal with the problems in your life better. =/
*huggles* don't commit suicide!

[bad_girl]

hey, we care. i really dont think there's nothing in this world u'd want to treasure anymore. talk to us at CB . just dont die. u see, lots of people doesnt want to die and are forced to.. so why die when u have a choice to live? look around, maybe there is someone who is desperately trying to be ur friend? oh c'mon, u dont want to picture urself in a coffin when u could've got rid of your troubles slowly and be a happy person, right? graduate and run away.
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