Createblog diary., version 2 |
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Createblog diary., version 2 |
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#151
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,343 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 17,767 ![]() |
DEAR DIARY
im gonna miss working at lenscrafters. such fun times. it's funny how when u know u only hve a limited amount of time somewhere, u make the most of it and get to know the ppl. i will miss the people i met... they were awesome and entertaining. *deeper meaning, even though i dont feel like going into this: LIFE IS LIKE THIS TOO SO MAKE THE MOST OF IT blablabalba etc etc first time seeing my baby in TWO WEEKS geebus argh tomorrow gonna go sleep now haircut first hope its a good one i am rambling!. -jen |
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#152
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 889 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 42,392 ![]() |
dear diary.~
im feeling alot better lately.. even though theres still all that poop ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() so yea.. god bless ya'll luv~Alice-Lulu ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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#153
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![]() because i'm worth it ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 990 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 24,643 ![]() |
dear god.
dear diary. ohmygod..i`m reading offensive material from this thread.. ppl scare me way too easily these days.. i JUST found out something insane. oh dear god..oh dEARRRRR god..what am i to do. i don`t think i`ll ever talk to him agn.....................holy eff. i`m so so so dead.. |
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*Weird addiction* |
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#154
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dear diary,
my parents cant stop fighting and it sucks,i want them to get divorced cos then the yelling'll stop and there will be peace....i want to be happy,i want everyone around me to be happy...ne ways yay! jeremy called me and we talk,damn do i love him,he is still with is gf tho,but i cant stop thinking of the times we shared!! |
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#155
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cb=bullshit. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,783 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,793 ![]() |
hey,
what the hell did i do wrong? i think he hates me... and i couldn't sleep after that happened last night... my head was pounding... and the pain was tearing me into pieces... now i just want to disappear... i've been waiting for him... but he has not returned... so all i can do is wait even longer... i changed my xanga for the worse... because i wanted to be an emoxcoretrendwhore.... so now i am... and i'm okay with it... that's what i'll have... until i make another layout that is aligned for everyone... =|... I don't know... but i know today is going to be a bad day... i'm tired of my mother yelling at me... and i'm tired of this... and right now i want to die. |
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#156
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![]() Feeel X ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,814 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 1,498 ![]() |
dear diary,
good luck to lulu, hope everything goes alright. hope she gets what she wants. GOOD LUCK!! I'll always be there! anyways, i havne't posted in cb for the last 2 days, cuz i went out a lot on the long weekend thurs - broke up fri- jus went out wit some frds and watched the grudge, (lulu was somewhere in the theatre, but ya...lol) and the girl i broke up with was tehre too..took pics too, ya, everything jus suks lately. sat - went to watch surviving christmas with bro n sis. the movie woke me up cuz there were things in the movie that reflected abt my life sun - went skating wit frds >> faithin felix |
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#157
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cb=bullshit. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,783 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,793 ![]() |
FORGET MY PREVIOUS POST...
I LOVE HIM<333333333333 =] |
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#158
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![]() kristin ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 5,705 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,985 ![]() |
dear cb diary,
im very confused right now. he tells everyone he likes someone else...but then he'll tell me he's like me all along. he asked me out 367 days ago. i remember that cuz it was on october 22, 2003. =/. i guess he doesn't relize i still like him. i've never really like anyone for that long...and i just iwsh he would tell me how he felt...without all the confusion or w.e. my best friends boyfriend, jay just broke up with her. 4 months. jay is my crushes best friend. things get so complicating. my exbff flirts with him contantally. she leads him on all the time. whenever she finds out i like him she tells him she likes him. then when i tell her i dont (lies) she tells him she doesn't. why does everything have to be so confusing? well im off to school. Kristin. |
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#159
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![]() Will write poetry for sex! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,110 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 600 ![]() |
Dear yraid,
Insomnia is a bitch. I need more sleep. I can never stop thinking about her. I'm hungry. I need to get back to work. I can never stop thinking about her.These braces better come off within the next 2 appointments. I can't wait until I have my Impreza. I can never stop thinking about her! -Joe. |
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#160
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![]() I can't believe its not "Ryan" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,981 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 21,368 ![]() |
Dear Diary,
Learning to be alone is hard! -Ryan |
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#161
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![]() aiko Nakamura at your service ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,518 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 18,144 ![]() |
Dear diary,
i have huge eyebags& i think dark circles. i havent slept much lately. plus waking up everyday early also reeks. so today i was supposed to see richard cause ive been feeling down lately. &just seeing him makes me so happy. so anyways i was supposed to go when at last minute i couldnt. so what an a hole. i need someone quick. or i might do stupid things again. i saw steven today. i wanted to hug him or hold him but i couldnt because my mother was theyr. he wouldve but my mother was theyr. and now i sit on my computer chair. linda |
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#162
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![]() i'm 11,386. back off BITCHES!! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,596 Joined: Apr 2004 Member No: 11,386 ![]() |
dear cB diary,
homecoming sucks. especially when your the person you're supposed to go with ditches you to go to the skate park with his friends. well, at least i was on homecoming court. wtvr. well, my dad bought me 2 korean workbooks and they cost $100.00! $50.00 each! he wants me to 'study'. psh. yeah right. and he says when i complete the workbooks he'll buy my 2 things of my choice. awesome. |
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#163
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![]() Can't have the hand without the cock. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,481 Joined: Sep 2004 Member No: 50,622 ![]() |
Dear Diary,
im extremely bored. And i should be conditioning, or working on logic puzzles, or studying, or reading notes, or even doing my never-going to do homework. but no, im a fcuking lazy arse. ![]() Diary, can you please help me be commited to the things i choose to do? Can you also please help me to finish my essays for my CAMS application? And 2nd to most important, please help me cope with her Rgr.. I`d tell you more CBDiary, but if i say anymore, there wont be anything else to write in my Xiary. ![]() Yours in confusion, Stephanie |
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#164
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![]() Feeel X ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,814 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 1,498 ![]() |
dear diary,
working hard in school a lot now! >> faithin felix |
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#165
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![]() aiko Nakamura at your service ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,518 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 18,144 ![]() |
dear diary,
i saw him todya, he looked differeent this time, its onlyu been about 2 weeks but feels like a year, he thought it felt almost longer. i missed him. his smile was all i needed. when he held me i just felt relaxed and drooped into his arms with a smile. when he kissed me it made me melt i just couldnt help but let out a laugh. we had this one long talk and i dno but i loved it. he just kept hugging me& kissing me. it was cute. i love his smile. i love his smell. his hair was a little messy but i dig that. it was so cute. he kept saying everything iw as wearing was emo but he loved it. hahaa what is up with people calling people emo. its not a fad gr. haha so i was telling him about this poem i wrote while it was rainging and hes all EMO haha. still love it though its funny. anywyas dont want to write such a long entry. so ill stop. but today was the best ever. loved it. cept the afternoon. the parents. linda |
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#166
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![]() because i'm worth it ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 990 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 24,643 ![]() |
dear cb diary..
he replied other ppls msgs..not mine!!! ): |
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#167
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![]() I can't believe its not "Ryan" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,981 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 21,368 ![]() |
Dear Diary,
She wouldn't treat me like you do! Why won't you touch me, hold me in your arms. I yearn for just one kiss from you. I just want your presence felt. I walk around and everything reminds me of you. But, I still don't want to be treated like the way you treat me. I want to say how much I love you but, my heart belongs to someone else. You should know that you are my heart. -Ryan |
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*AngelicEyz00* |
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#168
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Dear Diary,
I went back "home" yesterday. I had fun. I also went to go visit "him", but I don't think he was there, so I didn't even get out of the car =[ I wish I could have seen "him"... just one more time... <3 Elba |
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*stephinika* |
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#169
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dear cb diary...
back again. grr. still sick. had/have strep throat and i might have mono. ![]() ![]() steph. |
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#170
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![]() lick me ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 3,044 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 44,013 ![]() |
dear diary y0
k soo booked this weekend.. saturday got tanias bday bash then horror movies with brittany and her boyfriend. on sunday i got the halloween parteh thingy at liz's so yeah really busy. soccer tournament today, meh we lost 0-2 to cosburn which is MEH. yeahh.. gotta get tania her biffday present, her birthday was today. OMGZ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANIA. |
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#171
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![]() I can't believe its not "Ryan" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,981 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 21,368 ![]() |
Dear Diary,
I had the weirdest dream about this one girl last night. It was actually good. One those dreams that are so good that when you wake up you smile because of the dream. Thats what I had, I can't believe I had such a good ass dream. Me and her started as friends but, eventually became more than that. When we first kissed it was one of those fairy tale kind of things. Holding each other in each others arms, under star light sky, it was just beautiful. Then when I read my subscriptions this morning that girl that I had a dream about just broke up with her boyfriend. I was like whoa! WTH! Oh, well it don't mean to much... The thing is I don't really like this chick and I really don't talk to her. I use to think she was cute and stuff but not anymore. -Ryan |
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*jooleeah* |
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#172
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Dear diary,
School was boring today. Every day of school is boring. and embarassing. -julia |
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#173
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 3,102 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,162 ![]() |
dear diary,
i met his eyes today and he looks truly happy. i'm glad everything's finally working out for him, but i miss him too- selfish as that is. Linda |
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#174
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![]() Feeel X ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,814 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 1,498 ![]() |
dear diary,
at friends house, i kinda get school. continue working hard. >>faithin felix |
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#175
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![]() lick me ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 3,044 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 44,013 ![]() |
dear diary,
basketball tryouts tomorrow, im going for the sake of it kk. probably make it by accidnet? =[ dunno, kinda nervous.. saturday at britts, im scared if stevens going lyke ewz. <3 |
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