strands of existance, poems.... Options

[RiddleMeWonders]

Josh

Why can't I look you in the eye?
What do I try to hide?
Is there something no one knows about me?
What is it I don't want you to see?
Too many questions for my mind to comprehend
never sleeping wanting questioning to end,
I stare in my mirror rimmed with gold,
searching for an answer on a face that looks so cold.

These feelings won't leave me be.
The lies keeping stirring leading back to me.
I'm trying but I still feel incomplete
Feel like I'm dieing and you refuse to hold me.

I'll tell you everything
I'll show you what I know
But it won't be enough.
Til it's over the answer is lost to you.
Til I find it there can be nothing left to prove
I won't hide, but it's what I want to do
I'll stick it out because I know I love you..

[RiddleMeWonders]

Getting There


Since the moment I ran away
I've looked back three times
But I didn't want to say
In a place where I never saw your face
I fell asleep on a park bench last night
But I woke up in a field of daisies
Maybe I'm crazy
I don't know but maybe
I don't know where you are
But I'll find you even if I don't have a car.

[TheSilenceInDict...]

First poem is pretty good...simple as well.
Second one, I liked the line

I fell asleep on a park bench last night
But I woke up in a field of daisies

But the last lines are...'Eh'.

[RiddleMeWonders]

Getting There


Since the moment I ran away
I've looked back three times
But I didn't want to say
In a place where I never saw your face
I fell asleep on a park bench last night
But I woke up in a field of daisies
Maybe I'm crazy
I don't know but maybe
I don't know where you are
But I'll find you even if I don't have a car.

So I edited it.. Made it better. Or perhaps worse... Still it NEEDS Some work.
Thanks for the comment. It was appreciated.


Getting There (Edited...Duh*)

Since the moment I ran away
I've looked back three times
But I didn't want to stay
In a place where I never saw your face
I fell asleep on a park bench last night
But I woke up in a field of daisies
(this bit was added on just now, don't know if I like it or not..eh)
I strayed away from my pillow of petals
I counted clouds and heard distant cellos
seventeen hours on my way
Maybe I'll never find you but that's okay
I'm in a paradise of glorious magic
Sitting in a river of unpredictable habits
Eating smores with dirt between my toes
If I never find you then that's the way it goes.

[TheSilenceInDict...]

Waaaay better than the first.
Bravo. Glad I was of any help.

[RiddleMeWonders]

Get a Memory

It's the things you never say
And it's the questions that you ask
But please don't tell me that I'm strange
Because I can't forget the past
I wanted a life, and this is my own
But I'll tear it apart before I make it my home.
Why can't I remember the way I used to dream
Maybe if I could, I could change the way things have to be.

I want my childhood.
I want my memories.
I want my faith, love.
I want my melodies.

I never sleep without the faces of the people I've seen.
I never dream without the hunger to be seen.
And every time I relax enough to see your love
I push it away, and I look away.
What if I could be content?
Pretend my world isn't being bent.
To the wishes of mothers
and expectations of the others.

I want my childhood.
I want my memories.
I want my faith, love.
I want my melodies

I want my childhood. ( I gave it away)
I want my memories. (They took them from me)
I want my faith, love. (It just disappeared)
I want my melodies (There are shadows of them here)

So I gave it away, and they took it from me, It just disappeared, but the shadows are still here.
It's not easy being me.
To deal with not being some one you wanted to see.
I'm tired of the reputation.
I'm tire of the frustration.
I want my childhood.
I want my memories.
I want my faith, love.
I want my melodies
There are shadows of me here.

This was today. This after noon. *Shrugs*
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Forget them, Buddy

Hey, I want you to smile
You know I haven't seen you do it in awhile.
You used to laugh all night.
But now, you don't look alright.
I know it's hard to just be yourself
But you need to know, for me there's no one else
It's a crazy time and you're caught between
All the world and her numbers
Yeah, it's a crazy scene.
If you feel you can't ask yourself "Why not?"
Don't settle for the acceptance bullshit.
I know you can do it.
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La-la-la......la-la..la.

Here I am.
Again, I'm talking to you instead of them.
There are few words to descrive just what I'm feeling inside.
What I'm about to say, might cost us the friendship between you and I.
I'll never be able to say you meant to hurt me.
I wish I could see through you and tell myself you don't deserve me.
I'm happy for you, but I can't say I'm over you.
I still want you. To the point where I hurt when I'm not hugging you.
You raise me up and let me down, and for a moment I can forget about this town.
Time means nothing, I've got a memory.
I wonder if you love me back even though I clearly lack what you've been looking for.
I can't shake this craving.

[RiddleMeWonders]

You can't just wipe it away, and say it's okay....
You can't keep running to the place you have to go
If you don't know what direction you began in..
You can't pretend you're not scared, if you can't even name your fears...
You can't say it doesn't matter if what you want isn't here..

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Remember me?

I can't stand it when you say no one loves you....
because it means that I am no one........
And I can't take it when you say everyone hates me....
because that means that you can't tell I love you...
I don't like it when you say you're not good enough....
because you're all I could ever hope to have....




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Death at the Intersection Trachea

I was there the whole time
And I saw you die in yourself
I swear you screamed so loud I could hear you
The screams of nightmares come to haun you
Long forgotten fears crawling from their graves
Clawing at your skin, the itch that would never still
I watched from across the room
You looked so consumed
And I'd die to later that week
Was it too late or too soon?
Should have known I would
When I finally heard you cry to me
Those words of resistance
of broken commitment
I cannot forgive this
Won't you leave me alone?!!?!
Oh, oh well, they screamed, then they fell

[RiddleMeWonders]

Free writing... HAHA! I haven't done this in a while.

Hot and sweating... Heavy breathing... Trying to get through the gates.
Only concerned for ourselves. God damn the bleeding to burn in hell.
No room for suffering innocents in this place where no one has a face.
Indecision on what to say to the people infront and on the way.
Tide cast me out to sea with all the rest.
We did our best. Time to go home.
It's not over till the fat lady sings. Oh wait that's me? So I guess it's over you see. Pick up the baggage that has washed ashore. Put together the pieces of the puzzle you've been waiting for, to solve.
Last call for all the ones who want to stay. Give you're name and number it's not too late.
After sun lets down we'll be on our way. Wet and Living masses with one thing to say.... "Keep moving. don't stop. If you fall... you'll stay down.. We'll walk on you... You'll have to crawl.... Pick your feet up. Don't drop the pace. We'll leave you behind."
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[RiddleMeWonders]

This is all I have so far. It doesn't mean anything except an image. I'm thinking about getting photography to go along with it....

I refuse to let this thread go.

....Riddles….

Where was the baby when the baker lost his keys?
Where were the innocent ones when the beggar finally said please?
Fear has lost it’s mind, the watches have gone blind.
Death has had a daughter Memory is her name.
Countless different poses for the photographer to take.
Shall he choose the noose or the knife to finally break?
Silly foreign angels dancing in the mist,
Faeries gone to heaven, for their god to kiss,
These are the happenings of your after.
Green fountains of your tears being poured
In the center of the selling mall
Drop a penny in for you wish to come true.

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[RiddleMeWonders]

What is alone?

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What is alone to you?
What does it mean when you say, “we’re though.”
Feeling alone, and I’ll probably die this way.
What does it mean when you say “I do?”
What is alone to you?
And the feeling escapes, just for a while it breaks…
And I can empathize with you.

Where do you hide when you’re here?
Where to you chase your fears?
Come and waste the day, with me away.
Where do you hide when you’re here?
Will anything ever be clear?
And for a moment the clouds,
tear away from the shrouds…
And I can be there, here…

What does it mean when you say you're alone?
Were you stuck outside on a doorstep throne?
Come and taste the day, with me away.
What does it mean when you say "I do"?
What does it mean when you say you're alone?
And the suffering ends,
takes a step then it bends
Takes a last breath and says goodbye...
That's how I know that means alone- you might die.

[angel-roh]

umm... how about making another topic and not making so much poems in one topic? >.<;;;;;;;;

anyways i like the first one. i had to read all of the first part because it was so me lol. i wont read the 3rd and the rest poems if only you make another topic about it >.<;;;;