sniff*, the end Options

[xjjajeengx]

i just broke up with my boyfrend over the phone...
i noe this sounds so stupid but i cant post it on relationships because my ex boyfrend goes on createblog (its sounds so sad saying ex... *sniff)
and im just so tired of being so messed up with him yet now that we breka up im so sad... even tho im the one that said we needed to take a break...

whats more pathetic is that i should've done it long ago because i knew we were going to end up breaking up... but i let it carry on too far...
and whats more gay is that i hurt him more instead of making him feel better becuase i made him feel last priority (he even felt that i loved photoshop and createblog morea thanhim... )

i dont noe what to feel...
i feel mad at him, pathetic towards myself, and i think i miss him yet i feel so free... whats wrong with me...? someone help...?

[CloudUnionX]

Im very sorry to hear that , but its natural to feel that way when you break up with someone you cared for. Trust me I know.

Anyways, trust me you will feel better once all the feelings and emotions get out of your system. And were all always here for ya!

[*Podomaht*]

;___;

jjajeeng...

damn...its natural to feel bad though, time will heal. :] im here for you :]

[Mireh]

Poor thing...*pat**pat...

Just wait, and see. You wont feel like this forever...

Feel better

[*kryogenix*]

don't worry. remember the saying, there are plenty of fish in the sea.

[Just_Dream]

aww, well at least you know he's not the one =) LoL We're all a little crazy and obsessed with createblog deep down. =P I know I am hahas, and yay, someone who also admits it too! *high fives* well anyhow, it's better to have loved and lost than to not have loved at all, right? lol, kryogenix, you and your cliches =P Feel better ^_^ If you did love him, of course you'd have a heartache. naturally, you would. We're here for you if you need to cope and if you need any comfort ^_^

[aznhybriddragon]

awwwww, that suks, i hate break ups, exspecially if your the one breaking up with the person. Hope u find someone better, cooler, awesome, Handsome, Oh wait lolz, i am describing myself lolz, well hope u feel better.

[xjjajeengx]

thanks guys... haha today was hella weerd dai.
yes podo?... haha thanks tho seriously...
is it wrong to feel that you want the ex person to just kind of back off and give you time? is it wrong to feel that you want them to just leave you alone for a while? or is that being... selfish?

[aznhybriddragon]

thanks guys... haha today was hella weerd dai.
yes podo?... haha thanks tho seriously...
is it wrong to feel that you want the ex person to just kind of back off and give you time? is it wrong to feel that you want them to just leave you alone for a while? or is that being... selfish?

its normal, its all part of the process of breaking up or to me it is

[*krnxswat*]

I was like that, too. I broke up with my girlfriend but still liked her and missed her. But hey, as strage as it may sound, it happens to everyone, or most. Anyways, I'm over now, and I just had to give some time. So just give some time, hang out, and have some fun!

[xjjajeengx]

ok. im just so dam pissed off so please dont mind my excessive cussing, my foul language, my anonymous member bashing, whatever you wanna call this sh!yt...

UGH DAMN BASTARD JUST POSTED UP ON CREATEBLOG THAT LIKE BLEHBLEHBLEH EW'RE FALLING APART IM SCARED TO LOOZE HER BLEHBLEHBLEH. GAWD ISNT A GUY SUPPOSE TO GIVE A DAMN GURL SOME FUC*ING TIME SO SHE CAN HEAL?! GAWD IF WE GO ON A FU*KING BREAK IT MEANS I CANT HANDLE HIM ANYMORE AND I NEED SOME TIME TO f**king BE ALONE BUT NOOOOOO HE JUST HAS TO POST SOME SHITTY ANNOYING CRAP THAT IM GOING TO FIND ANOTHER GUY OR SOMETHING OMG I CAN BURST AND DIE AND DIG MY OWN GRAVE! GAWR YES, IM ANNOYED, HALF IRRITATED, HALF PITYING MY OWN SELF FOR GOING THRU THIS SH!T, HALF ANGRY AT MYSELF FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO HELP HIM THRU HIS MESSED UP TIMES, BUT GOD HOW IS A GURL SUPPOSE TO HELP SOMEONE IF I CANT EVEN SOLVE MY OWN SH!T OUT FIRST!! AND HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO FU*KKING HEAL IF I CANT EVEN HAVE SOME DAMN TIME TO MYSELF. NO TIME TO FU*KING HOLD MYSELF TOGETHER OR TIME TO GET A FU*KING GRIP ON REALITY.

whew* im so moody right now. i noe im such a b!tch for posting this, but gawd i cant get myself together to tell him that:
NO IM NOT ON THIS BREAK BECUASE IM NOT FORGIVING HIM OR ANYTHING! THERES NOTHING TO FORGIVE DAMNIT! ITS CAUSE I NEED A BREAK! KEYWORD I! gawr...

and also, WHAT KIND OF GUY SAYS "WE'RE GUNNA GET BACK TOGETHER ON THE 9TH" AND EXPECTS ME TO HEAL UP WHILE HE'S STILL NAGGING AT ME AND f**king ANNOYING THE SHIT OUT OF ME AND f**kin I SAID LETS BE FRENDS NOT LOVERS WHO CANT f**king GET TOGETHER OR ANYTHING! GOD I DONT NEED A BF RIGHT NOW WHAT I NEED IS WHAT A GURL CALLS SPACE! TIME ALONE!

im just ... ugh sorry mods and admins for being so b!ytchy and showing this nasty side of me. i noe its wrong, but i cant vent out my anger at him or he's gunna half apologize half nag at me a bit yell at me more, i cant vent out on the topic he made or it'll be considered members bashing right there directly, so i decided to vent out my anger backstage where it wont get out to the public (or at least i hope so) and where i can just be wacko like i am i apologize deeply for bringing my troubled/bipolar personailty/trait on this topic, but im really like really nasty and evil right now. and i acnt stop. so might as well vent it out... right?

[*Podomaht*]

ok. im just so dam pissed off so please dont mind my excessive cussing, my foul language, my anonymous member bashing, whatever you wanna call this sh!yt...

UGH DAMN BASTARD JUST POSTED UP ON CREATEBLOG THAT LIKE BLEHBLEHBLEH EW'RE FALLING APART IM SCARED TO LOOZE HER BLEHBLEHBLEH. GAWD ISNT A GUY SUPPOSE TO GIVE A DAMN GURL SOME FUC*ING TIME SO SHE CAN HEAL?! GAWD IF WE GO ON A FU*KING BREAK IT MEANS I CANT HANDLE HIM ANYMORE AND I NEED SOME TIME TO f**king BE ALONE BUT NOOOOOO HE JUST HAS TO POST SOME SHITTY ANNOYING CRAP THAT IM GOING TO FIND ANOTHER GUY OR SOMETHING OMG I CAN BURST AND DIE AND DIG MY OWN GRAVE! GAWR YES, IM ANNOYED, HALF IRRITATED, HALF PITYING MY OWN SELF FOR GOING THRU THIS SH!T, HALF ANGRY AT MYSELF FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO HELP HIM THRU HIS MESSED UP TIMES, BUT GOD HOW IS A GURL SUPPOSE TO HELP SOMEONE IF I CANT EVEN SOLVE MY OWN SH!T OUT FIRST!! AND HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO FU*KKING HEAL IF I CANT EVEN HAVE SOME DAMN TIME TO MYSELF. NO TIME TO FU*KING HOLD MYSELF TOGETHER OR TIME TO GET A FU*KING GRIP ON REALITY.

whew* im so moody right now. i noe im such a b!tch for posting this, but gawd i cant get myself together to tell him that:
NO IM NOT ON THIS BREAK BECUASE IM NOT FORGIVING HIM OR ANYTHING! THERES NOTHING TO FORGIVE DAMNIT! ITS CAUSE I NEED A BREAK! KEYWORD I! gawr...

and also, WHAT KIND OF GUY SAYS "WE'RE GUNNA GET BACK TOGETHER ON THE 9TH" AND EXPECTS ME TO HEAL UP WHILE HE'S STILL NAGGING AT ME AND f**king ANNOYING THE SHIT OUT OF ME AND f**kin I SAID LETS BE FRENDS NOT LOVERS WHO CANT f**king GET TOGETHER OR ANYTHING! GOD I DONT NEED A BF RIGHT NOW WHAT I NEED IS WHAT A GURL CALLS SPACE! TIME ALONE!

im just ... ugh sorry mods and admins for being so b!ytchy and showing this nasty side of me. i noe its wrong, but i cant vent out my anger at him or he's gunna half apologize half nag at me a bit yell at me more, i cant vent out on the topic he made or it'll be considered members bashing right there directly, so i decided to vent out my anger backstage where it wont get out to the public (or at least i hope so) and where i can just be wacko like i am i apologize deeply for bringing my troubled/bipolar personailty/trait on this topic, but im really like really nasty and evil right now. and i acnt stop. so might as well vent it out... right?

i hpe you get better... ;__;

[GinaDaQueen]

Hmm, you just have to feel better. You should have a place to vent, and the backstage is a nice choice :) I'm sure all of us hope you can get over this little rut in life, because life is beautiful (how corny and cliched). Just live life to the fullest (again!) and you'll have no regrets.

[xjjajeengx]

oh man i feel so bad for venting out on backstage.
m okay now haha ^^ thanks for making me feel better tho