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 Oct 12 2004, 10:13 PM
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SOS Brigade!!  Group: Member Posts: 2,573 Joined: Sep 2004 Member No: 47,775  |
dear diary,
i tried being nice and it doesnt work.. should i just be a b*tch and get stuff over with... hmm i wonder ... anyways sorry diary but i gotta go psat studying |
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Oct 12 2004, 10:15 PM
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#102
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 aiko Nakamura at your service Group: Member Posts: 1,518 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 18,144 |
dear diary,
hope i could finish this hugeee homework assignment haa. yea its huge. these ones takes me about 4 hours including studying so that i can ace this test. but rawrrr im so tired barely got sleep and theo nly thing i ate today was cereal. so tired. oh well. gota get the studying on. linda |
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Oct 12 2004, 11:35 PM
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 Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 889 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 42,392 |
dear diary~
..he still likes me...u knoe.. daniel... i THINK i like him but then im never sure of it...or is it maybe that im just in fear of commitment??? or is it jus that he isn't the right one for me... but dont they say u gota make mistakes before u get it right??? so like...im soo effed up right now...im in deep personal POOP  ~*oh god i need help.......................................make it end.......all the feelings.. make them go away..................................  luv~>Alice==Lulu*... 
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Oct 12 2004, 11:45 PM
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 Feeel X Group: Member Posts: 2,814 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 1,498 |
QUOTE(LittleLulu @ Oct 12 2004, 11:35 PM) dear diary~ ..he still likes me...u knoe.. daniel... i THINK i like him but then im never sure of it...or is it maybe that im just in fear of commitment??? or is it jus that he isn't the right one for me... but dont they say u gota make mistakes before u get it right??? so like...im soo effed up right now...im in deep personal POOP ~*oh god i need help.......................................make it end.......all the feelings.. make them go away.................................. luv~>Alice==Lulu*... aww *comforts* it's okay. get well soon. it's okay, too young to make any commitment. |
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Oct 13 2004, 03:03 AM
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 Will write poetry for sex! Group: Member Posts: 1,110 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 600 |
Dear Log,
I hate being sick...why can't I get over it already? I need to talk to my dad, so I can get things going with my plan to 'vacation.' Things need to start leaning more in my favor. -Joe |
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Oct 13 2004, 10:27 AM
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aiko Nakamura at your service Group: Member Posts: 1,518 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 18,144 |
dear diary,
just showered. 2 hours later im going to school. this friday is rc's homecoming. next week is my friends. haa cant wait. i like dressing up. next week is also the week in cancun with the buds. finally get to get away. just waking up in the morning& taking walks on the beach sitting breathing the air. jeez haha love it. all i know is ill have a lot of inspiration because the beach is my best inspiration for some odd reason. man ill be painting like crazy. haha and others. linda |
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Oct 13 2004, 01:39 PM
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 i'm 11,386. back off BITCHES!! Group: Member Posts: 1,596 Joined: Apr 2004 Member No: 11,386 |
dear createblog diary,
today, we took the PSAT's. the teacher gave us special seating arrangements. she put me in the middle of this HUGE group of 'gangstas' and they would not freakin shut up. so this led to that and i got smacked right across the face. i deserved it though. on a good note, the test was super easy. i have a stomachache. ow. |
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Oct 13 2004, 08:49 PM
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Feeel X Group: Member Posts: 2,814 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 1,498 |
dear diary,
schools stressing, i didn't get enough sleep last night. *IMU >>faithin felix |
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Oct 13 2004, 09:08 PM
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 lick me Group: Member Posts: 3,044 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 44,013 |
Dear Diary,
Why does school stress me out sooo badly? lyke, over the summer, i always looked out and thought no one had a better life than me, but not anymore x[ I hate this, and boys suck. =[ |
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Oct 13 2004, 09:17 PM
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aiko Nakamura at your service Group: Member Posts: 1,518 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 18,144 |
Dear Diary,
I noticed school stresses out a lot of people. Well it used to till i finally thought hm why stress out just calm yourself down& study and do your darn homework. So i noticed i'm alright but im just tired a lot now and sleep everywhere. I fall asleep while im using aim or doing homework or painting or reading and i always wake up all blah .. haa. so anyways i like writing here its funny. not really but its okay. plus i think i need to wizzle again. linda |
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Oct 14 2004, 01:36 AM
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 and they say imitation is flattering Group: Member Posts: 1,337 Joined: Jul 2004 Member No: 27,269 |
diary-
Life is mediocre. I can't decide if this is a realization or a whole new situation. Everything just seems so pointless. Nothing matters in the end. I want my ambition back. -Liz |
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Oct 14 2004, 10:52 PM
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lick me Group: Member Posts: 3,044 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 44,013 |
dear thing.
i feel so depressed =[ I get jelous too easily, and i hate too. |
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Oct 14 2004, 10:54 PM
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Feeel X Group: Member Posts: 2,814 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 1,498 |
dear diary,
i'm with the girl above me. depressed. arggh, i want to kill something like squish a spider! >>faithin felix |
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Oct 14 2004, 11:02 PM
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aiko Nakamura at your service Group: Member Posts: 1,518 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 18,144 |
Dear Diary,
I started a new book today its by Chuck Palahnuik i like it. well so far. i finished my first oil paint canvas painting. its okay. i like my sketches a lot betr though. cant wait til i move. mom said shell let me paint more. plus driving age is 15 theyr so yea cant wait. hahaa and the place is so picturesque. people are just like the ones in Everwood everyone knows everyone and theyr just so friendly. its surreal to me. gotta make my entrys shorter. linda |
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Oct 15 2004, 06:02 PM
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 Lauren loves YOU. Group: Member Posts: 2,357 Joined: Jul 2004 Member No: 32,793 |
Dear CB Diary,
he's not going to homecoming. crap. but i guess it's ok because if he did i'd probably jump his bones... and i doubt he'd have condoms. haha xoxo laur |
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Oct 15 2004, 08:54 PM
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Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 3,102 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,162 |
dear diary,
i'm smiling, because he was so sweet tonight. but half of me wants to cry- is a smile from me worth that much to him? Linda |
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Oct 15 2004, 11:09 PM
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Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 2,343 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 17,767 |
DEAAAAAAR DIARY
So i am missing out on my friends party tonight cause i just had a family dinner and it was my grandpapas bday... couldn't miss out on that but i can't help but complain right now... arrrrrgh feels like i'm missin out on so much. WELLL i hope they are having fun at this very moment! halloween is coming up can't wait to get reaaaally wasted and do something stupid (but not too stupid) next week im gonna work at lenscrafters all week and miss school woopdeedoo i better see will sometime in the coming week. just will tho NOBODY ELSE cause i wanna hog him to myself =] i BETTER thats right biotch i need to see you. it's been too long. one frickin week u pooface i miss you. =p BYEBYE! jennypieeeeeeee |
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Oct 16 2004, 12:20 AM
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lick me Group: Member Posts: 3,044 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 44,013 |
DEAR CB DIARY;
so many peoplez are pissing me off itz not even funny. Im so glad Im gone next year, away from all these pplz. now i need to find a way to get through the rest of the year, cuz this is really annoying =/ |
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Oct 16 2004, 12:32 AM
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aiko Nakamura at your service Group: Member Posts: 1,518 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 18,144 |
Dear Diary,
Next week i get to see my inspiration& heart, an old friend coming from korea finally,& get to lie on the beach all day while im at cancun. What a great week itll be. ha. cant wait mang. i also get to go shopping and contribute to the walk. linda |
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Oct 16 2004, 07:03 AM
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 Kermit the frog = <3 Group: Member Posts: 2,315 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 15,215 |
dear diary..
my life is worsening. I don't know what to do.. I don't know what to think. school is killing me. my social life is fu*king sh*t. I don't know what i did to deserve this, heck, I didn't do shit. I can't help myself... I just want to fade away.. fade from all the memories and thoughts of everyone.. I want to believe that suicide isn't the only option.. but living and suffering through all this crap and guilt is my last resort.. kelly |
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Oct 16 2004, 05:18 PM
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 fell in love with a boy Group: Member Posts: 523 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 16,965 |
Dear CB Diary...
I haven't been here much, and I'm sorry. It's not that I haven't been on the internet... it's that I just forgot about createblog. You must hate me.... Or maybe you forgot about me too... so I guess that kind of makes us even. Last night I went to a football game with my exboyfriend. I've heard that he likes me again, but he wouldn't take his hand out of his pockets for anything, so we didn't even hold hands, much less kiss. Surprisingly our team won... My bestfriends boyfriend is on a fishing expidition and she will not stop talking about how much she's missing him. i turned sixteen. and I got a guitar for my b-day. so now i have to learn to play, which I am looking forward to because I write songs, and what's the point in writing songs unless you can put them to music? Had it not been for the fact that all my friends know my xanga, I probably wouldn't have told you this much. I <3 you. Linds |
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Oct 16 2004, 06:45 PM
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 scl_illmatics Group: Member Posts: 223 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 42,339 |
dear journal.
i find it funny people are pouring their hearts out onto an online thread, so everyone can feel sorry for them. me. |
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Oct 16 2004, 07:32 PM
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Will write poetry for sex! Group: Member Posts: 1,110 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 600 |
Dear Diary,
It's funny how when people become aware of pleas for pity, they ironically make a statement that's just begging for attention, so that they can recieve praise or recognition for it. You clever little devil you.  I need to get better. Being sick sucks. It stopped being fun after the first few days.  -Joe. |
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Oct 16 2004, 07:44 PM
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 hi. call me linda. Group: Official Member Posts: 8,187 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,475 |
dear diary,
bleh- psats were today, and i think i really messed up on someof the critical reading andwriting sections. oh well- doesn't really count for anything. bleh, i feel so lonely sometimes- like i don't have any real friends. like today, instead of hanging out with someone after the test, i had to be a loser and go home all by myself. and i miss him so much, i hate how he's trying to avoid me. why can't he just wake up and realize that he still likes me? bleh, and i have to wake up early tomorrow because i have to volunteer at central park. and, i havea huge apus test on monday. bleh, school is so stressful. linda |
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Oct 16 2004, 08:03 PM
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Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 3,102 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,162 |
dear diary,
hung out with maya at the mall today. saw mr. k there with his g/f. weird. talking to matt now. he's such a sweetie. i love him so much  Linda |
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