ugh..heartbroken Options

[XGhostReconX]

ugh...life sucks...last year in june, when i saw a pretty girl i thought to myself "damn she's pretty fine" or "holy crap"...and all along i never really thought about if i really felt for the girl or not...get it? it alll changed when school started i started to feel for this girl not for how "fine" she was, but it was just something about her i cant explain..and i know that there cant ever be a "we" because of multiple reasons... (racial diffference, she probably likes someone else,we're friends...not too tight though,im shy.. and w/e else there may be )...i know im a nice guy and ive been told alot of timez but i probably just wouldnt cut it for her...she'd see me in a whole different perspective if i told her...girls usually do that..and i think ive realllly fallen for her....but its tough knowing you cant be with someone no matter how hard you try or want...

god...the pain and thinking i went through makes me sick...if you read this thaanks i just needed to get it out to someone...if you've ever been in my shoes props to you no matter how u handled it...fcuk this sappy shitt that i dont know how to handle...and uhh props if u read this shizzle...