Ever had ur heart broken?, i have............ Options

[wayne]

Heart broken........ a feeling that hurts more than death...... I hate it, and I hope i never expirince it again. My girlfreind cheated on me (we are still together) and I loved her so much. But when I found out she did, my heart felt like it was going to stop. I cant explain why or how it did, but all I know is I felt scared, sad, and mad all at the same time. I was shakey, furious, sad, and i felt like i just wanted to leave to somewhere and never talk to anyone again. When she finally came to me and appologized, I felt like telling her it was over, but then she begged and cried for me not to leave her, so I couldnt. I guess you can call me weak hearted, but I just couldnt do it to her. Now i am still with her, and she says she neer wants us to be apart ever. I still love her very much. But I dont think I could love her as much as I wanted to b4 she broke my heart. Not now at least....