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[hybrid]

Dear anyone who reads this or diary,


I was right. Everyone's some lonesome loser. It's not an insult but it's true. We all are wanting something or someone or angry at someone or something and yeah, I understand it's not your fault. But seriously, life will always suck... so, we'll just get on with our lives until we die.. and heck know what's gonna happen to us after that. Either we are happy in some bright place where they serve Cream Cheese & Bagels or we turn into some animal.. or something. But none of that really matters to us anymore. Most of us just want our life to go our way. We all know inside that it won't happen. Yeah, so you try hard to get it going your way.. but still, it's not all going to go your way.. or the way you planned it. Heck, my friend, she already is planing ahead.. she knows what's she going to in in 10 years.. but I don't even know what I'm gonna do in the next 10 minutes.

Anyway, I'm angry at everybody in general. Hey, who can't be? I'm angry at the everything my eye sees, everything my ear hears, everything my nose smells... just about everything. There's nothing to us but probably atoms or something. But whatever.. we're humans, we're gonna die.. and what sucks even more is that EVERYONE is ordering me to do something.. I can't have any decision making myself.. and I forgot if I do make some decisions.. life's not going my way.. so why not leave life alone and let it go it's own way.. bah.

Stupid world. Why does it have to be like this?! (That's a rhetorical question by the way) Seriously, everyone should learn to love and not hate. Stupid thing.. whatever. That's my rant of the day... Blergg..

I apologize for being a butt... I'm in a bad mood.

Sincerely,
Kim Jr.

[faithin_felix]

dear createblog diary,

today went go-karting, and had a meal at DQ. sandra came over.

--faithin felix

[Winter]

Dear createBlog Diary,

I always cry when I hear sad songs or watch sad MVs. But he's always there to talk to me and make me feel better. Today he's not here. So I'm crying.

I think in these pass few days I'm beginning to feel better, emotionally. I haven't scratched myself at all. I feel so much happier. I'm beginning to have more faith in myself. And it's all because of him.

After all these months, I still love him. If only he could tell me for sure he loved me. But it doesn't matter, all that matters is he's with me and that he's my friend. And he'll always be my friend no matter what.

And after all these months, he still remembered all the promises he made me. Gosh I just feel like crying. He's so good to me. He's buying me a cellphone. Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve this.

[SarahxJoy]

Dear CreateBlog Diary,
I woke up at ten o'clock this morning. I wandered throughout my house to see who else was up. No one was. My dad had already left, for reasons we do not know, but we're not worried. I haven't even eaten breakfast yet, although right now I'm not all that hungry.

Last night Auntie Tess and her husband came by our house after my mom and dad picked them up from the airport. They're from Hawaii, and long time friends with my parents. The last time I saw Auntie Tess was when I was about one year old. I still can't recall any memories with her.

Today we're going to go swimming around one o'clock. Hopefully it isn't too hot outside. Tonight we'll start packing our bags, for our long roadtrip. From here, we'll drive up to Reno then take a stop for a while. Afterwards, it's onto Washington state, then Vancouver. I'm not used to long drives like that. Well, yes, I can handle five to six hours of driving. But I'm not sure about this one.

[faithin_felix]

dear createblog diary,

today went out and didn't do much. boring day, got pissed few times.

--faithin felix

[faithin_felix]

dear createblog diary,

i dont know if this counts as double posting but its a new day and its a diary, anyways, today stayed home, last night i cried.

-- faithin felix

[*the_overachiever*]

dear CB diary,

i ate a huge bag of milk chocolate m & m`s today. i`ve gotta stop eating all of my camp food. woohoo. nerd camp in a week. i`m going to miss all these cool kids. =[

- mindy.

[pbear]

Dear diary,

Okay...so, Deign's back from Cedar Point, and after a week of pining for him, I feel really awful. It's not really that I haven't been able to talk to him, but there are things I asked him to do a month ago that he still hasn't done, and I really need to push him to do them practically the first night he's back. I feel so demanding, even though I realize they're things he promised to accomplish. But ugh, I mean, c'mon, when his girlfriend is just as lax as he is about these things, he has no one to force him to make good of his word.
Sigh.
I'll talk to him about it.

Linda

[ryfitaDF]

dear cb diary,


today was awsome. i went to the mall met up with Spoony, Sexxi and Squish n i made out with all of them. it was spectacular. they're all so pretty. we all made out in the graveyard! it's a huge graveyard, too. too bad i don't live near squish. i'd totally go out with her and hold hands, walking on graves. so romantic. she's sooooo cute. always staring off into a blank, getting confused when you ask her a question. always egar to make out with me. man, me n her would be so good together. the best ones always live the farthest away . oh well......

[ShEraBaRoO]

Dear Createblog diary,

Today I woke up at 3 this morning, just in time to get ready for church. took a long shower then we went off. we got to use the new sienna mini van (theres nothing really mini about it cuz its very roomy inside i love it) church was ok, got to talk with tita eve about my problems with spending tooo much time on the computer and not paying more attention to things that are more important, like god. i realized that god was telling me to stop going online soo much and focus on HIM cuz ever since my addiction to go on the computer happened i got horrible back pains for sitting to long on the chair and i have been sick since. my coughing hasnt stopped and my back still hurts. so from now on im going to limit my time on the computer and go back to living my life. then i went home to find that all my friends were on my front lawn, taking QUIZZES about SPICE GIRLS. my friend Romina made the quizzes herself cuz she is OBSESSED o_O even tho theyre dont even exist anymore, well they are very much alive but they are not famous no longer. then we just started writing on each others boody cuz it was fun, u know we just hung out and had a great time. then we played this game that someone had to ask u these 2 choices and u had to pick one, and u had to ask another person 2 choices that they had to pick. the funny thing was that we kept asking each other difficult choices like i asked TRISTA if she had to choose, JOHNIE (her boyfriend) of her friends. she got mad at me and picked FRIENDS cuz she loves all of us. and i guess thats pretty much how my day went.

[Luster Soldier]

Dear CB diary,

I would be going to China in a few hours. I can still go online, just not as much. Oh well. At least I can get some cheap CDs in China.

I can't wait to see my dad, although the thought still makes me nervous.

Dean

[*CEP*]

Dear CB,

In about two days, one of the best things that ever happened in my life is going to take a plane ride to India.
I'll try to tough it out like I always do, but quite frankly, I don't know how I can.
I'm really nothing without her.

Damnit.

- Chinkieeyedpnoi

[Caitlin]

dear cb diary,
If he makes me cry all the time why do I even love him.. my friends say dont cry over guys.. and if u find the right one he wont make you cry. but to me he is the right one. to me he is my everything even if hes the one who cheated on me and everything. this summer has been so eh. well i had fun yesterday when my friend sarah(xhyperroseyx) was outside my ex`s window and screamed out HIIIIIIIII VISHAL(his name)!! and his dad came to the window and was like hes not here.. he went to bilals house okayy? do u know where that is? and she was like yeah sure.. then he showed up & came to the park where we werre. he probably got the idea I didnt like him anymore because I couldent even look at him.. but I did and he looked back but we are too afraid to say anything. Then he left & turned around and gave me one of those looks he gave me when i was still going out with him. i miss him alot. oh well im tired ;X more later

<33 Caitlin

[pbear]

Dear diary,

I chickened out. So we're having another boring, lame-ass conversation, while I'm struggling not to get mad. Ugh, I'm such a loser.


Linda

[iheartsimba]

ohhhwahhh cool..

Dear Createblog Diary,
I just got back from the eye doctor. I neevr wore my glasses so my mom got me some contacts before school starts. They feel kinda wierd and it hurts looking at the computer screen. I have to squint. ANd I can't take em out till 2:00 cuz I gotta get used to them or osmething.
Last night I got back from Rhode Island! finally...All my firends left to camp today. Its sooo boring. I'm probably gonna go tan today. And next week I'm going to California. yay. Disney world =] Anyway, I g2g MCDONALDS!

Love or hate
Kristin

[sandra]

dear createblog diary,
this is my first time posting here, so i wont make it too long. counting down to 2 more days until my boyfriend felix leaves. im gonna miss him so much cuz he'll be gone for a long time. i love him so much its hard to say. whenever i see him, he makes me so happy that i cant even frown. he also brightens my day after summer school cuz he knows i dont like school. yep, and now that hes gone for awhile, i dont know what im gonna do. this brings back memories from last year but i know this year will be different. cuz hes different from other ppl and that makes him special. i love felix so much it hurts to see when hes sad because it aches my heart. i wanna see him happy before he leaves, knowing that he is alright. i hope he has a great and safe trip, coming back without any changes. i love you so much felix, ill miss you

[megumint]

dear cb diary,

today i did some stuff. but first i went on the computer to try to post more in my ultimate goal of becoming a cb official member! i only have about 50 posts left to bring my average up to 5.0. then i got an email from saori in japan and i was glad she was still alive. then we had waffles for breakfast! yummy and syrupy.
then i went on the computer more and played games and changed my background, cursor, and xp icon to cherries. i wrote yumyum on them.. hehe.
then i went swimming and megan, our annoying neighbor was there. so the whole time me and my sister were being like military people and talking about her position with o'clocks and hiding and stuff.. it was fun but as soon as she went home it was time for us to go too..

then i came back, took a shower, and now i'm here! i finished everything on my summer checklist except become a cb official member. yay.

[faithin_felix]

dear createblog diary,

today i got a haircut, and now its like one more day till i leave on my vacation and i will miss sandra so much. hope she won't miss me too much, i love her lots.

-- faithin felix

[*Fallen_Fairy*]

Dear CD Blog

I finally developed some photos i had for an assignment in bioforensics class. The funny thing is it's summer now. Those pix were due in december. Is that why I had a B first semester?

[Winter]

Dear createBlog Diary,

I feel like calling him just to hear his voice. I just want to hear him grumpily answering the phone with a 'WTF are you calling at 8AM for?!' and immediately become very awake when he knows it's me. He'll know what's wrong, he always does.

But I don't dare. I'm afraid.

[Yemmerz]

Dear cB diary,

I wait over a year and a half to see him. And now I have to wait some more. I called his house on the fourth. His answer machine picked up, so I hung up. But then I thought, "What if he picked up?" Then I realized, I would of hung up in that situation as well. The "l" word is so fun. *sarcasm*

[faithin_felix]

dear createblog diary
well today will be my last time on createblog before i leave for my vacation. im gonna miss everyone here while im gone. no more posting posts for a month and a half, i am surely gonna miss sandra. i love her so much! can't believe i won't see her for that long. i will miss my heart beating that fast. i will miss her hugs. i will miss holding her hand. i will miss the good times, but when i come back i will be very happy because i will do all that again. and now, it is just time. i will wait for a long long times to pass. and when i am back i will see the smile on her face again, the eyes on her face. my day will be lightened once again. and for now...i can only wait. I love her so much!

--faithin felix

[bobbster]

Dear createBlog diary,
I can't stop thinking about "Patrick." My deodorant is making my armpits cold. Eeekk! I haven't done my summer reading, and I need to do it SOON! Damn the procrastination. I'm soo glad that my camera works now, but now I don't know how to connect the USB cord. -_- HRm..I hope mum didn't make something nasty. I don't want anymore fish, I tell ya! NO MORE FISH! Okie, I'm done. Thanks for listening, diary.

--Bobbster

[onenonly101]

dear Cb, i had alot of stuff on my mind today. My xanga explains it all(xanga.com/onenonly101).

I finished taking out my braids today. I'm getting my hair permed at the end of this week. Then i'm getting it cornrolled to put tracks in it for Houston. I gosta look good.

9 days till houston
13 days till my birthday

Love

[Mireh]

Dear CB,

Today, I went to summer school as usual, and learned stuff. I had a test today, and I think I got lower than my last score (32 1/2 out of 100). After school, I got to hang out with my signifigant other, and we had tons of 'fun' that I will not get into a lot of detail. Anyways, now I am working on my stupid essay for school about gay marraige...

life rocks.

-Val