wtf, >:o this is the part where i comprain to the internet Options

[batman]

seriously.

So I was stupid and am hooking up with this guy that is still so hung up over his ex-girlfriend. he's always going on and on about how "she's my holly, she's not coming back. wild animals don't come back." Or about how "she's so perfect and i'm so screwed up, every moment i had with her is like this great, cosmic mistake." WORD FOR WORD YALL. WORD FOR f*ckING WORD.

So as shit goes, I thought we could just be friends with benefits or f*ckbuddies or whatnot, but of course, I end up catching "feelings" for this guy, so obviously, it sucks for me to have to listen to him EVERY DAY about how he's so SAD and DEPRESSED and is going to KILL HIMSELF.

On top of that, he gets f*cking jealous whenever I'm with other guys. Even guy friends. Every time I'm like "okay, I'm going out now," he gives me this snide "Oh... hot date?" bullshit and I'm like "..." and he apologizes for his douchebag comments later, but wtf. And yeah, I'm seeing other guys. Just causally, no sex, just fun dates (I think I learned my lesson with being a slut). We're not exclusive. Of course, I'm not telling him I'm seeing other people, but how is it fair for me to tie myself to him? He says that he's fine with me seeing other people because he doesn't want to "stop me" from "enjoying myself" but the ONE TIME I mentioned I had a date, he got all cold and pissy.

I like this guy. Like, I really do, but I can't handle his drama. So I tell him I think we should just stop what we're doing and he threatens to off himself. Nice. Very nice. If he actually does it, I'm going to feel f*cking guilty because I told him to shut the f*ck up and that i didn't care what he did.

but yeah.

no more sex for me until the third date!

ok, end rant.

we're done now for good, so no more ranting. promise.

sandy was right :(