Such is Life Options

[bat19]

Goldmining faggots.

Usually it's the yahoos in white caravans that make me yell and pitch a fit, not unlike a spoiled baby in their 20's being told "no" for the first time.

But I'm supposed to just sit here and take it. Justifiable withering of body, soul, conscience, and psyche; it's deplorable how I've done this...

Do not pretend like they're innocent because they could not be further.

Irrational, cowardly, yellow, weak, infantile, temperamental, solidifying my total disdain for your unruly practices.

I'll wait, stomach clenching, palms bleeding, head throbbing, teeth grinding, eyes burning, I'll wait it out.

I've dropped so low on the rope that I'm inaudible to the top; the winds drown out my voice.

I exist now in the pause between sobs, in that deep place where one can only access as a child.

My knees creak from the pressure that's sure to buckle me down. Monkey on my back? Try a whole troop biting into my shoulders; gnawing, tearing, weakening the muscle.

C'est la vie - such is life

[hypnotique]

well thank you